After Black Lotus became a reborn person, he went completely crazy

Shamelessly convincing myself that the ancient soldiers who got the spoils of war could share the spoils in two pieces.

And these treasures today were found because of her, so this is the hard work reward she deserves.

Anyway, it's all ill-gotten gains, so it doesn't matter who takes it.

These things are collected by the government, but it is hard to say exactly who ends up with them.

Besides, she is not a person with much moral bottom line, so how could she make a trip in vain?

After Xia Ran brainwashed herself twice, she accepted the matter with peace of mind.

If she doesn't accept it today, she is afraid that she will regret it in the future.

In later life, she did many things that she more or less regretted.

For example, one time when Xia Ran was buying a ticket, she saw the person in front of her dropped a hundred yuan. She shouted a few times but the person didn't hear her, and he disappeared in the crowd.

There were so many people and it was so crowded at that time, Xia Ran gave the money to the fat lady selling tickets at the counter.

Naturally, I wanted someone to announce it on the radio so that the owner could come and get the money, but in the end the money was taken by the fat lady, and then nothing happened.

At that time, Xia Ran had just graduated from college and was still a bit naive and stupid. Seeing that the fat lady did nothing, she thought, how could you do this?

What’s even funnier is that before getting on the bus, she actually saw the owner and told him what happened.

He was very persistent and took the owner to the place, but the fat lady refused to respond.

Just say "I can't give you this money, and I have no right to touch it" and that's it.

Xia Ran stepped forward and argued, "How can you not be qualified? Then give me back the money I paid."

In the end, no one paid any attention to Xia Ran, and let her do whatever she wanted.

The owner of the lost items was an honest man and simply thought he was unlucky. When he saw that his car was about to leave, he just left.

Maybe I was not brave enough at that time, and did not know how to defend my rights, so the matter just passed.

To be honest, this incident had a great impact on Xia Ran. It seemed like a matter of just one hundred dollars, but in fact it was not.

This incident made her re-understand and re-evaluate the world.

I discovered that I shouldn't take it for granted to measure the people and things in this world based on my own cognition. People are different, and it is not subject to your will.

Later, I returned to the unit and told my colleagues about it as a depressing thing.

I don't know how it got around, but gradually all my colleagues knew about it and everyone laughed at me for a long time.

They all say, "You must be a fool, aren't you? You picked up this money and you still want to hand it over to the government? Even if you bring it back to treat me to a barbecue, I will still remember your favor!"

"Look, you actually stuffed money into the fat lady's pocket. If she doesn't take the money, it would be a shame for you to be so stupid."

"Comrade Ranran, are you sure you are from Earth? What did you think at the time?"

As a result, I was laughed at for a long time.

Some people even asked Xia Ran if she regretted doing that.

Xia Ran has thought about this problem countless times. She can't say that she regrets it, but every time she thinks of it, she always feels like there is a leak in her heart and it's a bit cold.

If I could do it again, based on my own personality at that time, I would still do the same thing.

Everyone loves money, but she is afraid that she will feel uneasy and guilty after taking it.

As I grow older, I look back on this incident and feel that, for people, it is useless to just have a kind heart, you also need to have enough wisdom.

It’s like when you walk down the street and see someone in trouble or having problems, the question is whether you should help.

If you ask Xia Ran now, she will definitely say that she cannot act rashly, she must ensure her own safety and act within her ability.

If you cannot guarantee your own safety, then put away your kindness and good intentions, otherwise you may end up dragging yourself into the abyss.

Remember not to exchange one life for another. Other people’s lives are lives, but your own are not life?

It is especially difficult to judge when you see some people saving those who are committing suicide. It would be great if everyone were alive.

When it comes to using the life of a rescuer to exchange for the life of a suicide, Xia Ran always wants to curse, and even thinks that he shouldn't save those things.

Since you have decided to commit suicide, if you don't value your own life, why should you risk the life of an innocent passerby? Everyone's life is life, and he has parents and children too.

At one point I even felt that it wasn't worth it. From the moment those people committed suicide, they didn't deserve to be rescued by others at the cost of their lives.

Whose life is not life?

There are also many cases where rescuers were blackmailed, especially those kind and lovely students. How can you expect these flowers of the motherland to believe and trust human nature?

For them, this lesson in reality is too cruel and bloody, and may even affect the formation of their values.

So, what is human nature?

Some people make themselves disabled in order to save others, and live in pain all their lives, which is even more miserable.

If you easily interfere in the cause and effect of others, you will need to bear the cause and effect of others.

So whenever she sees those heroes who risk their own safety to save others, she admires and respects them very much.

I think they are so awesome and great.

But Xia Ran obviously couldn't do this. She was still used to weighing the pros and cons before deciding whether to do it. Of course, this was when her brain was faster than her actions.

Under normal circumstances, she would definitely not do it if she had to use her own life to save another person's life.

The specific impact of that incident on Xia Ran was that many years later, when she picked up money on the street again, if she could be sure who the money belonged to, she would give it directly to the person involved. If she was not sure, she would buy fruit on the spot and eat it.

Of course, the money she picked up was no more than one hundred.

She knew very well that something on her body had been destroyed on the spot at the station that day.

The two boxes were eventually carried up and placed separately, which served as evidence and proof of guilt.

And Xia Ran never touched the two boxes from beginning to end, and was asked just to avoid suspicion.

She didn't even touch him, so if something was missing it couldn't be blamed on her, Xia Ran.

After searching the air-raid shelter, it was their turn to search the house upstairs. Qin Gang and his team checked it out and seemed to have found some other things.

Xia Ran no longer paid attention to this. This was not what she was good at. She went out the door and started chatting with the boys who were watching the fun outside.

With the help of Xia Rantang and peanuts and melon seeds, she quickly became friends with these children and answered their questions.

It was soon discovered that Gu Daguang's wife had secretly given birth to several girls between the eldest daughter and the youngest son. Some of them were given away, and some were killed directly.

They couldn't tell exactly how many children she had. She would always disappear for a while and then come back, so they didn't know what exactly happened, but these two are the only children in their family who are still alive.

Gu Xiaoming also had a wife, but his wife died while giving birth.