Rebirth: It's Not You, It's Me

Looking at Yu Che's hurt expression, I couldn't bear it.

My tone softened. "Okay, I don't have much to say. Let's sing!"

Everyone started sitting down and ordering songs. After a while, they became familiar with each other and started introducing themselves to each other.

"Luo Luo, aren't you going to sing?" Yu Che asked in my ear because the music was too loud.

"I turned around and said to him, 'The only thing in my life that I feel I can't show off is singing.' It's not shameful anymore."

"Really? You don't have to be shy. We are all second-rate. We are all just singing nonsense."

“But every time I finish singing a song, everyone laughs.”

"Everyone's level is about the same. I'll order a song and sing with you. It's okay."

"Okay then!" I could accept it if someone sang along.

After a while, the song "I Only Have Feelings for You" that Yu Che ordered came on.

Yu Che started singing [Unexplainable eyes, heart like a needle in the sea, just guessing that I have lost my appetite. A little annoying, but also a little charming. ]

After Yu Che sang these two lines, the atmosphere suddenly became ambiguous, with cheers and whistles rang out.

Then I sang [I have no talent for romance, I’m slow to react, I’m not careful enough, I picked the wrong color of flower, but I’m conflicted because I like your stupidity.]

The noisy room became silent in an instant, and then there was another burst of laughter.

"Master Luo is excellent in every aspect, except for his shortcoming here." The boy, whose name is unknown, laughed loudly.

snort!

I was a little dissatisfied, but still insisted on finishing the song.

It was originally a love duet song with an ambiguous atmosphere, but it was ruined by my howling.

When the song ended, the atmosphere reached its climax.

You and I kept insulting me. You caught me singing badly and laughed at me.

"Just shut up!" I was almost laughed at and became autistic.

"You guys sing! Luo Luo and I will go out and get everyone a fruit plate, a few bottles of beer, and drinks." Yu Che rescued me.

After leaving the house, "I think you sing beautifully, but they don't know how to appreciate it."

"Yeah! I don't think it's that bad. They're exaggerating."

"Yes, they don't appreciate art. Let's go and order some food and drinks for everyone!"

"Walk."

"Luo Luo, what do you want to eat and drink?"

"I just had a meal not long ago, I can't eat snacks or fruits, I'll have a drink!"

"Listen to me, Luoluo, just drink the drink."

"You look down on me?"

"No, I definitely don't mean to look down on you. I swear."

"Then you won't let me drink."

"I'm afraid you've drunk too much and feel uncomfortable."

"It's okay. I'll drink less. Or if everyone else is drinking, I'll drink too. If everyone else is drinking, it's not good for me to drink, right?"

"Okay then!" I ran back to the box and asked everyone for their opinions. Drink.

Then the two of us ordered snacks, fruit plates, beer, and a few drinks.

Seeing that everyone was becoming more and more familiar with each other, no one was being reserved anymore and everyone drank from the bottle in big gulps.

Everyone kept toasting me, toasting me for being a man, toasting me for my test scores, and toasting me for being a god.

After eating, drinking and singing, it was 5: pm in the blink of an eye. Some people who lived far away needed to take the bus home, some left to catch the last bus, and some people who lived nearby wanted to play for a while longer.

"You guys play first. I've already paid the bill. The deadline is 10 p.m. You have to send Luo Luo home first. She drank too much." Yu Che instructed when he saw the remaining three or five people.

"You go and send Luo Luo off. Her electric bike is parked downstairs. The key is in her bag." Erdan instructed.

"Okay, then you guys play first, I'll be back later."

Yu Che helped me out of the box. When I went downstairs, I couldn’t walk properly, so Yu Che carried me on his back.

I went downstairs, because it was not practical for me to use an electric bike to take me home. So I wanted to take a taxi. But it was difficult to get a taxi during the evening rush hour.

Then Yu Che decided to carry me back. It was not far away. Otherwise, he would be exhausted.

I lay on Yu Che's back, and Guo Gang talked to me as we walked.

"Luo Luo, can you hear me?"

"Yeah." Since I knew they were calling me, I answered.

"The song we sing today is what I want to say to you. I only have feelings for you."

"Ah."

"I like you."

"Ok!"

"Can you be my girlfriend?"

"Ok!"

"I know you're drunk and you won't remember it tomorrow. But you're my girlfriend now."

"In fact, I noticed you during the military training at the beginning of the freshman year."

"Everyone is tanned, but you stand out in the crowd and glow white."

"At the time, I wondered what kind of people they were and how come they didn't get tanned."

"Later, when I was standing in line behind you for lunch, I realized that it wasn't that you didn't get a tan. Even if you did get a tan, you were still whiter than the average person. The area behind your ears that wasn't tanned was even whiter."

“My heart just skipped a beat.”

"At that time I didn't know this was what love was all about. But every time I passed by your class, I would look for you consciously or unconsciously."

"Later, when we were divided into classes, I knew that you and Dandan were assigned to the same class and dormitory. I would specially accompany Haozi to look for Dandan, just to see you more."

"When you were in the second year of high school, you were with Dandan every day. One time, you must have fallen asleep during lunch break. You went downstairs with a cup of water. As soon as you turned the corner, you fell down. I was startled not far away. Just as I was about to go over to help you, you knelt in front of someone."

"Before I ran over, you immediately stood up, grabbed Dandan and ran away. I also heard you say that you didn't give me any New Year's money even after I kowtowed to you."

"Your personality is just right for me."

"Everyone around me knows that I like you."

"You are good-looking and have a likable personality. Many boys like you, so every time I see other boys approaching you, I feel uncomfortable."

"But I know I don't have the right to choose for you, so I can only help you filter where you can't see."

"Every time I screen, I feel a little pain in my heart."

"Every time I want to talk to you and confess my feelings to you, I feel embarrassed to disturb you for fear of affecting your studies."

"I wanted to wait until graduation to confess my feelings to you. But that was until Shen Yushi showed up."

"I panicked. I heard from Dandan that Shen Yushi confessed his love to you directly and stayed with you every day. I decided to enter your life ahead of time."

"I asked Dandan to mention me to you, but you refused. I didn't have the courage to face you directly, so I kept waiting for the opportunity."

"But what I didn't expect was that I felt extremely guilty because I almost let Niu Qinghuan hurt you."

"Let me go, you've already dealt with it, and you didn't even look at me. I feel so lost."

"Finally I got the chance. You and I finally got to know each other. No, I should say you finally knew who I was."

"I waited for three years. We fought side by side. I was injured and hospitalized, but I was so excited."

"My injury bought me the opportunity to be alone with you."

“I don’t think anyone can understand my feelings.”

"I want to vomit!" I said and then vomited all over Yu Che.

This time Yu Che stopped talking and quickened his pace to take me home.

When I got home and my mom opened the door, she saw Yu Che carrying me on his back, and I kept saying “Jia Jia Jia.”

And it was obvious that Yu Che was covered in my vomit.

My mother's face darkened and she wanted to hit me.

"I'm sorry, Auntie. It's my fault for not taking good care of Luo Luo. If you want to blame someone, blame me! Please don't hit Luo Luo."

"Silly child, how can I blame you? I know what Luo Luo is like. She thinks she is so great that she can get everyone drunk, but in the end, she is the first one to pass out."

"Child, go to my bathroom and take a shower first. I'll get you some clothes later. Change first. I'm so sorry that Luo Luo vomited all over you. Go and wash up quickly."