Rebirth: It's Not You, It's Me

I walked into the bathroom and took a shower. I felt dirty. How could I be kissed? It was scary.

Really, we are good friends, but now we are doing this. It will be so awkward to play together in the future.

After a long time of consoling myself, I finally figured it out and felt that it was okay. As long as I am not embarrassed, others will be embarrassed. Anyone who can affect me should back off.

It’s already past 9 o’clock and Erdan doesn’t want to go back at all!

Forget it, I can’t lose it.

I logged into QQ and waited for Shen Yushi, and checked on him after class.

Soon Shen Yushi's profile picture lit up and he sent a video.

"Where are you?" I asked.

"My home is close to the school, so I applied for day study."

"How tiring is it to run back and forth?"

"How can I video chat with you otherwise? If I don't, if you run away with someone else, I will be in a passive position."

"You are Shinji. I learned how to swim today. I plan to go to the sea tomorrow. I want to be a wild horse that has broken free from its reins. I want to walk freely and carefree."

"Please be careful. Remember to send me the photos and videos of your outing."

"Ok."

"And did Yu Che harass you today?"

"I just said I didn't want to be in a relationship and I don't have freedom. You're checking on me before we even talk about it. You've crossed the line, brother."

"Luo Luo, I don't want you to play with him. Is it wrong for me to care about you?"

"I don't want to be controlled. I have my own social circle. If he's not around me, there will be others. If one comes, you can chase him away. Can you catch up?"

"So do you have feelings for him?" Shen Yushi asked anxiously.

"I'll say this one last time. I don't want to be in a relationship. At least not in the next few years." Who knows what will happen in the future?

"Are you waiting for me?"

"Don't be narcissistic."

"You have me in your heart, otherwise you wouldn't wait for me to chat."

"If you think so, why did you just complain and make me angry? Aren't you contradicting yourself?"

“This insecurity is really distressing.”

"Such a handsome guy, but he has no sense of security. If you tell others about it, they will laugh their teeth off."

"hey-hey……"

"Okay, you should get some rest. You still have to go to school tomorrow. I will send you photos and videos tomorrow."

"Okay, as ordered!"

"Focus on studying. You are a high school student. Don't think about dating or chasing girls all day long, because it's useless. Enrich yourself. As the saying goes, if you bloom, butterflies will come to you."

"Yeah, I'm sorry, Luo Luo, I'm pouring out my troubles to you again and affecting your mood."

"Stop talking nonsense and be more confident next time. Good night."

"Good night my Luo baby!"

What a big word.

Turn on the music player, listen to songs, lie on the bed, and let your imagination run wild.

It took a long time for Erdan to come back.

"Hey, someone still remembers to come back?" This time it was my turn to speak in a sarcastic tone.

"We are all adults, why do you control me?" Erdan retorted.

"Don't be ungrateful. When you go out to have fun, you young couples should know the limit of being so affectionate. Don't have a child before you even start college. Otherwise, you won't be able to go to college and your life will be ruined," I reminded them.

"I know, I know what's going on."

"Just be aware of it. If it really comes to that, take safety measures. Protect yourself." I said again.

Erdan's ears turned red.

"I won't care about you anymore since you're back. Go to sleep. I'm going skydiving and surfing tomorrow. I need to get enough rest."

"What should I do then?" Erdan asked helplessly.

"You should learn to swim well. If you really can't learn it, we can go on a yacht."

"Then you go surfing tomorrow and I'll record a video for you! I don't want to learn swimming anymore. I don't think I can learn it." Erdan gave up on himself.

"If you can't learn it in one day, then learn it in two days. If you can't learn it in two days, then learn it in three days. This opportunity doesn't come often."

"Let's learn it tomorrow when we come back from the sea! I want to go out and surf, too."

"Okay, okay, Miss Dan, you are right."

After that, I turned off the music, closed my eyes, and fell asleep in a short while. I have to admit that I fell asleep in seconds.

I had a dreamless night and when I woke up I saw Erdan with big dark circles under his eyes.

"What's wrong with you? Did I wake you up by snoring?" I quickly started to look for the reason in myself.

"No, you didn't snore, grind your teeth, or fart. I was just too excited and couldn't sleep. I kept thinking about going out to sea today, and the more I thought about it, the more excited I became."

I hit her on the head and said, "Are you stupid? How can you have the energy to play if you don't sleep well?"

"I understand it in my heart but not in my brain. What should I do? Help me. I have panda eyes." Erdan asked me for help.

I took out my waterproof liquid foundation and tried to cover it up for a long time before it was barely enough.

You can't go without sun protection today. Wear sunscreen from head to toe, and add physical sunscreen. Take off the sunscreen when taking pictures, and don't get exposed to the sun at all.

Moreover, when skydiving, you are in free fall and the wind may hurt you, so it is definitely a good idea to protect yourself.

I also braided my hair into boxer braids myself to avoid having it blown out like crazy and not looking good in the photo.

There was a knock on the door. Erdan went to open the door and saw Zhang Panhao and Yu Che.

Zhang Panhao said, "We are going downstairs to have breakfast, do you want to come with us?"

Erdan replied, "Okay, we have just packed up. Today is really a crazy day, full of exciting activities. Let's eat quickly and go out to play." After that, he pulled Zhang Panhao to leave.

Then I saw Yu Che at the door, holding my shoes.

"How come Luo Luo's shoes are in your hands?" Erdan just asked.

I immediately replied, "We came back yesterday and forgot to take the shoes. Yu Che brought them back but he didn't want to disturb me, so he sent them over today, right?"

"Yes."

"Hurry up, there are shoes to wear, let's hurry up." Erdan urged, as if she was the one experiencing the exciting project today.

During the whole breakfast time, Erdan, Zhang Panhao, and I were the only ones talking, while Yu Che remained silent, like a child who had made a mistake.

"Cheche, thank you for helping me get my shoes back." I broke the silence.

"what I should do."

After breakfast, we arrived at the skydiving base. There were only three of us who experienced the project, and Erdan was waiting for us at the landing site.

We chose skydiving plus full tracking video.

Put on your skydiving gear, board a helicopter, soar into the sky, free your mind, and feel the thrill of falling in the encounter between the blue sky and freedom.

There was a trainer behind me, the engine and wind noise were very loud, and the door was open the entire time the plane was in the air. I was really worried that I would be thrown out at a turn. (Just kidding)

And you can look directly into the cockpit and see the ocean below.

I was the first one to jump down. The feeling of weightlessness after jumping down made me scared for a moment, but the 60-second free fall will make you forget all your worries.

After opening the parachute, spin in the air and overlook the beautiful scenery of the earth.

What a brave man, enjoy the world first.

Very good experience.

After I landed, Erdan ran towards me like the wind, "Luoluo, you are really awesome! I admire you."

The two of us were waiting for Yu Che and Zhang Panhao at the venue.

Soon they both completed the skydiving.

After uploading the video to the email, the four of us went to the surfing spot again.