Rebirth: It's Not You, It's Me

"What do you mean by many people? Just the four of you, okay?"

"Then you don't know how many opponents the four of us have defeated."

"You have worked hard."

"If Shen Yushi were alive, perhaps we wouldn't have a chance. But later when there were three of us left, we agreed that no matter who it was, we had to ensure that no one else would appear around you."

"what?"

"You need a lot of love, so I will give you a lot of love and won't let you be alone."

"In fact, a stable relationship will make me feel safe, my heart will be filled and I won't feel lonely."

"But just like the last time I had a quarrel with you, I felt lost, my heart ached, and I felt lonely, as if there was a big hole in my heart. I don't need to be public, and I don't need someone to be by my side every day, but I need someone who is obsessed with me."

"I won't let you feel this way again, baby."

“Maybe everyone sees me as very strong, domineering, and powerful, but I get frustrated very easily.”

"This is the first time you've opened up to me and exposed your inner self. Thank you for trusting me."

"I put away my thorns and show you my soft spot. I hope you won't use it to attack me. If you hurt me, I will be very sad."

"No, no, baby." Chandu hugged me with heartache.

"Oppa, wait for me. I'll put the kids to sleep."

"Okay, then I'll give the children Christmas presents and hang them on the Christmas tree."

"it is good!"

We split up and after the children fell asleep, Chan prepared the gifts and put candies in their Christmas stockings that they usually like to eat but I control. I put the stockings next to their pillows.

Then drive with Chan to another house.

After driving the car into the private garage, Chandu started to move around, turned on the heater, and started exercising in the car.

From the car to the living room, to the bedroom and bathroom.

After a few movements, I lay in Chandu's arms, held tightly by him.

"Baby, they all say that I'm too lively and silly. Do you think so?"

"No, you're not stupid, you're just pretending to be stupid, and you're lively because you're full of energy!"

Chandu looked at me in disbelief, as if he could see through me.

"And this is what attracts me to you, you are lively and active, and have a cheerful personality."

"Don't you think I'm unstable?"

"You just have a lively personality, it doesn't mean you are unstable! You are very good, I like you very much."

"It's really a blessing to be affirmed by the person I like. I'm very excited."

"Oppa, tell me the truth, have you ever liked other girls before you confessed to me?"

"When I was in school, I had a crush on a girl. She was a church girl and she was kind of unapproachable."

"Then you didn't confess?"

"No, I was later selected by the company and started training day and night. Then I met you."

"I delayed you!"

"certainly not."

"First love is the existence of white moonlight."

"You are my first love, first kiss, first night."

"You are so mean, what are you talking about!" My face turned red all of a sudden after being teased like this.

"Little idiot, we've been together for so long, and you still blush when I say this, how cute."

What a cute big-headed ghost! I was just talking nicely, but suddenly something funny happened. How can I not blush? I’m not a hooligan.

"Say this all of a sudden!"

"I'm telling the truth!"

"How does it feel when you kiss someone in a scene?"

"When I'm kissing someone else, I'm really afraid that you'll suddenly appear and slap me."

I rolled my eyes.

"I asked you how you felt!"

"No, their lips aren't as soft as yours, they don't smell as good as yours, and they can't attract me as much as you can. Every time I have a love scene with other girls, I want that person to be you, so that I can devote myself to it."

"I do not believe."

"Really, I swear!"

"Forget it, this is our job, I won't worry about it."

"Are you unhappy?"

"Not really. After all, your first kiss was mine."

"Hey, baby, I heard there are a lot of couples on the set, right?"

"may be!"

"Is there anyone pursuing you in the crew?"

"no!"

"real or fake?"

"I'm on the set, you three can take turns visiting the set, ordinary colleagues will see that I have no strength at all!"

"Besides, I've been married, I have children, and I've been openly pursued by two top stars, and also by the president of a chaebol group. Who dares to mess with me? They've cut off all my peach blossoms."

"What about when you were in school?"

"I was still young in elementary school, and some people in junior high school had their first love, but you know I was in poor health, so when I was in school, Brother Ming was assigned to our class to take care of me. So any love letter would go to him, and I wondered why others were pursued by someone, but I wasn't."

"Then one time when I went to get some water, I heard two boys talking next to me."

"One said, 'This girl is so pretty, let's go get her contact information! Let's see which class she is in.'"

"Another boy looked at me and said, 'You're asking for trouble. She's Ming's sister, her biological sister. If you mess with her, you'll be lucky if you don't get beaten.'"

"How do you know it?"

“我女朋友和她是一个宿舍的，他们班一个男生给她写情书，后来被他们全班男生群殴了。他们自己班的都不放过，你说你能抗揍不？而且他们班出了名的团结，你还是老实点吧！”

"Brother Ming really did a good thing. He prevented so many things from happening that shouldn't have happened."

"He protected me, but at that time I even doubted whether I was really ugly, and I doubted my life."

"Haha... don't you look in the mirror? If you were ugly like this, there wouldn't be many good-looking people in the world."

"I suspect there is something wrong with my aesthetic taste. I think I am pretty good, but no one likes me. Maybe it's because of different aesthetic tastes."

"You are so cute!" Chandu said and kissed me hard.

"I was really happy in junior high school. Ming had a very good relationship with both boys and girls in the class. Everyone treated me like a treasure and spoiled me. In the summer, they would buy me some ice and popsicles during breaks. In the winter, they would often bring me a bottle of water."

"No wonder you seem like a girl surrounded by love, so sunny, like a little sun."

"But if I'm hurt by someone I care about, I'll be sad too. After all, I'm not an iron man."

"I understand. From now on, you will be under my protection."

"My parents protected me very well when I was a child, my teachers in elementary school protected me very well, my younger brother Ming protected me very well in junior high school, and my high school classmate Shi protected me very well. You have to protect me very well in the future."

"I will protect you better than they can."