Rebirth: It's Not You, It's Me

"Baby, why can I be so happy with you?"

"Because I like it. Even if we don't do anything, just sitting together, we are happy."

“Really, life has meaning.”

"You can't let go of your musical dream. One day you will discover the joy of life when you go on an adventure with me. Really!"

"Really?"

"Yes! Experiencing things you have never experienced before will open up ten thousand possibilities in life."

"Baby, your words have a bewitching power. I suddenly have the urge to drop everything and go with you."

"Oh my god, you make it sound like I could be a human trafficker. That's scary."

The two were talking and laughing.

The next day we set off for Mount Fuji. We first arrived at Lake Kawaguchi, strolled in the sea of ​​lavender, and then cycled around the lake, which was very pleasant. Then we went to the Lawson convenience store, took photos, and checked in at Mount Fuji.

The old streets with Mount Fuji as the background create a lazy Japanese-style blockbuster.

Next is the Tianti Town, passing through Kinchojuku and reaching the Yoshidaguchi Trail, which is known as the gateway to Mount Fuji.

Then we went to the freshwater lake at the foot of Mount Fuji. The scenery was very pure, and there were flocks of white swans living in the lake.

Chandu and I kissed and took photos at the foot of Mount Fuji. I sat on his shoulders to take photos. He is an expert in taking photos.

Then we took a bus to Nara. The journey was quite far, so Chan and I both took public transportation and it took several hours to reach our destination.

Along the way, we were talking and laughing at first, but before we were halfway there, we fell asleep snuggling up to each other.

Until you reach your destination.

After putting down their luggage, the two went directly to the nearby Shenlu Park. The little deer were very friendly and polite, and kept bowing to tourists to ask for food.

For Candu, who loves small animals, these little deer should be super cute! But I was a little unhappy when the deer bit me. Do all the deer here have super male genes? I was speechless.

But the scenery I saw perfectly overlapped with the anime scenes I had seen before.

A scene of coexistence with deer, a place of tranquility, the building designed by designer Kengo Kuma is part of the courtyard, creating a nature-friendly landscape.

The hotel here has traditional Japanese hot spring services, so we don't have to travel to Hokkaido.

Indoor private soup, one hotel and two meals.

It allowed us to avoid the embarrassment of bathing in the hot spring pool with strangers and enjoy a private space.

After changing into the swimsuits prepared in advance, Chan held my hand, and we walked into the hot spring pool and started soaking in the hot spring.

I always have the urge to scrub my body, and I don’t know if it’s the awakening of the northerner’s blood.

The hot spring turned both of our faces pink.

Chandu's upper body is naked, his skin is white and rosy, and his chest and abdominal muscles are really eye-catching.

I moved closer and couldn't help but reach out and touch the muscles that Chandu was so proud of.

"Isn't it enough to touch you every day?"

"No, I like the feel of this muscle, and it's pleasing to the eyes." My mouth was watering.

Chandu used his right hand to pull me into his arms. This wet and passionate kiss gave me a strange feeling.

The two of them were playing around and being affectionate at times, which was just the little fun between a couple in love.

"Baby, your swimsuit strap is coming undone."

"Nonsense, there is no belt."

Seeing that he couldn’t trick me, Candu started to act mean again and poured water on me.

The two of us kept chasing each other, splashing water, and playing.

After soaking in the hot springs, the hotel provided sake and meals.

Without leaving the house, the two of them completed their romantic date.

Drinking wine, eating food, and having endless topics to talk about.

My cell phone rang, I took it out and saw it was Xiaoshi’s mother calling.

I had a confused look on my face, and Chandu came over, saw the note on the phone, and signaled that I could answer it.

I hesitated for a moment, answered the call and turned on the speaker.

When I first got through, I didn't say anything. It's not that I was impolite, it's that I didn't know what to say.

Seeing that I didn't say anything, the other party spoke.

"Luo Luo! Are you still in Kimchi Country?"

"What's wrong?"

"Xiao Shi is in a bad state. I would like you to come over and take a look."

"I'm living a good life." I'd better ask Xiaoshi about his situation first. I don't trust the people in his family.

"Can you please consider it as a favor, Auntie?"

"Let me think about it!"

Seeing that I didn't agree directly, Xiaoshi's mother became anxious. Just as she was about to speak, she heard Chandu's voice.

"Baby, who called you?" Chan Du interrupted deliberately.

"People who don't like me."

"what?"

"It's okay. Are you going out? Wait for me."

"Sorry, I have something to do, so I'll hang up first." After saying that, I hung up the phone without waiting for the other party to reply.

After hanging up the phone, I wanted to call Xiaoshi, but Chan stopped me.

"It's not appropriate to call. Their family must be together. There are some things that can't be said. Send a message."

"Ok!"

I quickly edited a message and sent it to Xiaoshi.

"How are you? Your mother called me and said you're in a very bad condition. I'm going back tomorrow. Wait until I get back."

Not long after the message was sent, I received a reply.

"I'm fine. I did it on purpose. Otherwise, how could they let you go? Just ignore it."

"I'll go back tomorrow and you can come to Chandu's house, okay? I want to see for myself that you're okay."

"it is good."

"how's it going?"

"It's okay, but I'm still a little worried. I asked him to come to your house tomorrow. I want to see with my own eyes that he is okay before I can feel at ease."

"okay."

"Will you be angry that I care so much about Xiao Shi?"

"No, I'm worried about him too."

"Canduo, you're so nice." This time it was my turn to knock him down.

"You little rascal, you're so proactive this time!"

I don't want to listen to him and block his mouth with my mouth.

We went back early the next day.

After returning home, Chan started packing up and placing the things he brought back from the trip around the house.

Xiaoshi drove over in the evening.

Chan was cooking in the kitchen. When I heard the doorbell ring, I got up from the sofa and opened the door.

When the door was opened, Xiaoshi hugged me directly.

I asked, "What happened to you?"

"I did it on purpose. I wanted them to know that if I hurt you, I would lose control and it would not heal."

"You don't have to do this. I don't have any contact with them."

"I can't accept this."

"So what's the situation now?"

"They thought I was sick, so they were worried, just like the other day when I was manic, and a hug from you would have made me recover, so they called you."

"Are you really not sick?"

"Really not, believe me!"

"Well, come inside and eat!"

"Luo Luo, what do you want to eat today?"

"Chandu's cooking, take a look at what you want to eat and ask your brother to make it for you."

"it is good."

"We just came back from our little day out and brought you a gift. I'll give it to you later."

"Are you going back tomorrow?"

"how do you know?"

"You are such a busy person, you have to keep track of time when you go out to play. Now that you are back from your trip, you should go back."

"You're really smart!" I touched Xiaoshi's head.