Rebirth: It's Not You, It's Me

"Welcome our handsome man, Qian Zhi."

"Hello everyone, I am Qian Zhi."

Then Xiaoshi sat on my left, next to the host.

"Qian Zhi, do you know that everyone calls you ex-husband brother?"

"I know! That's a good name."

"Why do you think it's good?"

"Because he is Luo Luo's ex-husband!"

"So you still love Luo Luo?"

"How can I not love her? She's such a good girl, and Brother Candu is so obsessed with her. Luoluo and I have been through even more things, so how can I not love her?"

"Then your relationship is a bit messy!"

"It's not a mess. I love her and my brother. I can't protect her, so I quit."

"Is it so easy to quit a relationship?"

"They have protected me for so long, and I still can't take good care of the people we are supposed to protect. What right do I have to let her face reality with me and make her sad. Brother, you can give her the love that I can't give her."

"Then can you really let it go?"

"I can't let it go, but I wish them the best if they are together."

"Don't you feel pain in your heart?"

"It hurts, so much so that I can't breathe. I once did something extreme because of Luo Luo's departure. In order to protect me, Luo Luo always put me at the center and refused to accept anyone's confession. Later, I thought my behavior could allow us to go back to the past, but no matter what I do, I will still hurt Luo Luo. She is such a strong person, but she didn't fight back when she was slapped. She was almost bitten to death by me, but she didn't hit me. I don't have the face to monopolize her."

"Looks like there's another story in there!"

"Xiao Shi." I couldn't help but call his name.

His brokenness made me so heartbroken that I couldn't breathe.

But I can't be soft-hearted, we can't do that, I will hurt three people.

Xiaoshi's body trembled a little, but he didn't look back at me. Maybe he had made up his mind to leave!

Chandu held my hand tightly. I turned around and looked at him. He saw what I was thinking, sat closer to me, and whispered in my ear, "Still can't let go?"

"I'll let it go."

Xiao Shi calmed down and said, "Luo Luo, if one person hit me and Brother Candu, we would have tried our best but still couldn't beat him. So the slap she received from my relatives was caused by me. She didn't fight back because she had me in her heart. That's why she, who can't stand any grievances, didn't fight back. If she didn't care about me, our whole family would be here, and we wouldn't be able to stop her from fighting back. How could I bear to let her suffer any more grievances for me?"

"Qian Zhi, this really can't be blamed on you. Although I don't know what happened exactly, I can feel that you are heartbroken." Seeing Xiao Shi who was already broken-hearted, the host spoke to comfort him.

"Brother Chandu, you have to be good to Luoluo Wudi. Don't be like me and let others bully her. You have to promise me."

"I promise you, I would rather suffer myself than let her feel sad at all."

"If you ever hurt her, I won't let you go. I will take her to my side, run away with her, hide her and never let you see her again."

"I understand."

This formal handover ceremony brought tears to the eyes of all three people.

After the interview, the three of us had dinner together.

After dinner, we sent Xiaoshi back home. The children saw me and wouldn’t let me leave, so Chan returned home alone.

We play with the children until they are sleepy and need a rest.

"Xiao Shi, after I finish recording the show, I'm going to take the kids back home."

"So fast?"

"Well, Jasmine still has to go to school."

"Well, then I'll go see the kids sometime."

"You didn't say look at me this time."

"I can't treat you as my property anymore. Luo Luo, my heart hurts so much."

I couldn't hold back my tears and stared at him intently.

He still couldn't help it, so he hugged me and kissed me hard on the mouth. This time he was very hard. When I was about to respond to him, he reached out and pushed me away.

"No, I can't do this." Then he walked out of the room.

Not long after that, Chan drove over to pick me up.

"Xiao Shi asked me to pick you up, saying you were going back to the hotel."

"Well! Let's go!"

"Then can we go back to my place?" Chan should have been able to tell that I had cried, but he didn't say anything and continued to smile and act like a spoiled child.

I know this is a form of self-protection. He is afraid that after asking me, I will tell him to go back to Xiaoshi.

"Chandu, will you always be good to me? Even when it conflicts with your own interests, you will unswervingly choose me."

"I can!"

"You like Sakura girl's cuteness and gentleness, but I don't have that at all."

"As long as it's you, I'll like you even if you're a shrew."

"You are the shrew!" I reached out to hit him, but he caught my fist and pulled me into his arms.

"Don't leave me. Don't let me go."

"I won't leave you, I won't leave."

"I was terribly scared when I saw your red eyes just now."

"I know!"

"You said you loved me."

"I……"

"Okay, we can talk about it tomorrow." After saying that, Chan Du parked the car in the garage.

After the car stopped, I moved from the passenger seat to the driver's seat, lying on Chandu's legs.

My actions surprised Chandu a little.

I put my arms around his neck and said, "Can I do this?"

"Baby, you're such a goblin."

"I want you to carry me home."

"it is good!"

Chandu opened the car door and carried me back home in this position.

"You guys are back!" I was startled when I heard a girl's voice as soon as I got home. I wanted to jump off Chandu as soon as possible, but Chandu didn't let go, so I could only turn my head to see who was here.

I saw Chandu’s sister sitting there, smiling so happily.

"Put me down."

Candu said, "Sister, what's the matter with you coming here in the middle of the night?"

"I had a fight with your brother-in-law. I wanted to go home, but I was afraid my parents would worry, so I came to your place. I'm sorry to have delayed your good fortune!"

"Sister, please ask your brother to put me down. It's so embarrassing."

"Put Luo Luo down quickly."

"I finally got her, hold her for a while."

"Put Luo Luo down quickly. If she hits you later, I will pretend I didn't see it. I will also help her kick you a few times."

"Sister, you are really annoying." Then she put me down.

I kicked him down on the sofa.

"Haha... Good job Luo Luo. He deserves to be beaten like this if he doesn't obey."

"Sister, what happened between you and brother-in-law? Did he bully you? Come on, I'll go and avenge you." I said and was about to pull my sister out.

"No, we were just arguing, so just hit him. He has small arms and legs, and he will fly away with one punch." After saying that, he laughed.

"Sister! Did he tell you that I hit someone?" I pointed at Chandu who was still lying on the sofa.