Rebirth: It's Not You, It's Me

"You can't do anything secretly!"

"Then why were you so nice to us?"

"Because you guys are great too! And I'm obsessed with looks, I like playing with handsome guys."

"You were so rich back then, don't you think we are shabby?"

"What do you mean shabby? Don't look down on the poor youngsters. You have become very rich through your own efforts, and you often send me things! We don't contact each other that often, but on my birthday, no one forgets. They send me gifts and buy me food. Every time someone comes to China, they will ask me to have a meal and meet up with them."

"It turns out that everyone looks for you every time they go there!"

"Yeah, so we have a pretty good relationship."

The two chatted as they drove to the vicinity of Mount Echa.

The two of them climbed the mountain hand in hand. Not long after climbing, they saw a colorful snake under their feet. Chan was frightened and dared not move. However, I could see that he stretched out his arms to protect me, but he was really scared.

I let go of his hand, walked up to him, picked up the spotted snake with my bare hands, took a few steps and put the snake back into the grass.

Chan was speechless when he saw me like this.

It was obvious that he had not yet recovered from his fear.

"Give me some wet wipes. I need to wipe my hands." The sound of my voice brought Chan back to his senses.

Chandu quickly took out a wet wipe and handed it to me.

After I wiped my hands clean, I said, "Let's go, there are no more snakes."

"Luo Luo, aren't you afraid?"

"I'm not afraid of snakes, I'm afraid of rats."

"Are you a girl? You're braver than me."

"You are timid, okay?"

"Okay, okay, let's run, or else another snake will appear."

"It's okay, sister will protect you!"

"Ah! Who are you talking to about sister, you little bitch."

"hey-hey……"

The two climbed to the top of the mountain.

"Is this also called a mountain? This is just like our little Tugada, it's not challenging at all!"

"Look at the view below."

"Not to mention the view is really nice. You can have a panoramic view of the city below."

Chandu took out a drink from his backpack and gave it to me.

We stayed at the top of the mountain for half an hour and then went down.

Prepare to have a barbecue and then take me to the airport.

Chandu was in charge of grilling and I was in charge of eating. But my hair was a little bit of a hindrance to my eating.

Then I took a disposable chopstick and put my hair on top of my head. This series of operations also shocked Chandu.

"Can you use chopsticks to fix your hair? How do you do it?"

"It's very simple." I took the chopsticks out of my hair and tried it again. Chandu followed suit with his hands.

"Haha, maybe your eyes have learned it, but your hands haven't?"

“It looks simple, but when I tried to do it with my hands, I realized I didn’t learn it.”

"Haha, I'll teach you next time we meet."

"it is good!"

After finishing the meal, I immediately packed my luggage and started preparing to return home.

When we arrived at the airport, Chan was very reluctant to leave and held me back.

I tilted my neck and said, "My neck is uncomfortable. Can you help me see what's here?"

Chandu quickly stretched his head over to take a look.

The moment he came closer, I turned my head and gently kissed him on the mouth!

Chan was so happy that he couldn't suppress the smile on his face!

"Luo baby, this is the third time you have kissed me. I am so happy!"

"I am also very happy."

I glanced at the time on my watch.

"I'm leaving now. It will be too late if I don't leave now."

"Okay!" He said, holding my luggage with one hand and holding my hand with the other, and then we walked into the terminal.

After I checked in my luggage, he stood by, held my hand, and pulled me into his arms.

The next second, he embraced me in his broad arms. His neat jaw rested against my hair, and my nose was filled with his refreshing and sharp pine scent, mixed with a hint of mint. This scent made me feel inexplicably at ease.

But time waits for no one, I still have to go.

When I got home, I washed off my tiredness and started video chatting with my parents. After being nagged by them, I video chatted with the children. Hearing their calls of "Mom, Mom" ​​over and over again, I felt like the happiest person.

I started working again the next day, and three months of intense shooting was finally completed.

I was constantly busy with endorsement shoots and variety show recordings, and I used my free time to go home and see my family.

One day Song Yi called me. I was very surprised to see my sister, whom I hadn’t contacted for a long time, calling me.

When I answered the phone, Song Yi said to me with a trembling voice: "Luo Luo, Xueying is gone."

"what?"

"She suffered a depression attack and committed suicide."

I couldn't believe it and tears kept falling.

"Song Yi, where are you? Let's set off right away to see her off for the last time, okay?"

"Yes, in the Magic City, leaving soon."

"Then I will set off right away."

When the two arrived at the airport, they saw each other's eyes were red. They hugged each other and cried while talking. Xueying was always smiling at everyone. She was very lively and cute. We all thought she was a sunny and happy girl, but we didn't expect it to be like this.

"But why did she suffer from depression?"

"It's probably caused by the environment. You know how hard we train and how harsh the company is on us. You haven't signed a contract, so you don't know a lot of things."

"So your contract expired, so you came back?"

"Well, before I came back, the company didn't provide much resources for our group, and they also required the girls in the group to go out and have dinner and drink with all kinds of rich guys and bosses."

"Is that why Xueying was forced into this state?"

"I think so, but let's go to the place and see Xueying's parents' attitude before we react!"

"Ok!"

After arriving at the place, many artists from other companies came to see Xueying for the last time.

People who haven't seen each other for a long time gathered together.

"I didn't expect that the most complete gathering would be at Xueying's funeral!" Zheng Zhiyou, who was already in tears, spoke.

"She didn't tell us that she was sick. I didn't notice that something was wrong with her." Song Yi said.

"Don't blame yourselves. Xueying wouldn't want to see us like this." I advised, holding back my tears.

In this way, the three of us stayed by Xueying's side and accompanied her on her last journey.

"Auntie, why did Xueying become like this?"

"Depression, too much pressure, and being exposed online by netizens, these are the reasons." After hearing this, I understood it. I didn't ask any more questions, but I felt sorry for Xueying.

Being born in a country where women are not taken seriously, in a country dominated by chaebols, this kind of outcome is not an isolated case.

On the day of the funeral, the company only arranged for the person in charge to come and pay their respects. The only other people present were Xueying's family members, besides the three of us.

Looking back on the year we've been together, the four of us have always had a really good relationship. We often go shopping and eat together on days when we don't have training or performances. Occasionally, we'll go out for two days and sleep on one big bed.

Now there are only three of us left, but Song Yi and I are developing in China, and Zhiyou is developing in the United States. No one of us stays in this country that is unfriendly to women.