The scumbag reborn to choose Bai Yueguang: He regretted it

Qin Yunlang was wearing a long black windbreaker, leaning against a street light, smoking a cigarette with his head down.

His face was shrouded in a thin layer of smoke, and his deep and charming profile added a touch of melancholy.

"You... are discharged from the hospital?" Qiao Zhixia hesitated for a moment, but still walked over.

He lit the ash of his cigarette, raised his head and looked down at her, his voice hoarse and low: "For someone like me, every day I live is a luxury. I don't want to waste it in the hospital."

Qiao Zhixia knew he was referring to his illness, "Can your body handle smoking? Will it make your condition worse?"

Qin Yunlang's lips curved into a smile, "Can I assume that you are caring about me?"

Qiao Zhixia actually saw humble expectations in his eyes.

"I can't interfere with your thoughts. By the way, since Western medicine can't cure your illness, why don't you see a Chinese doctor? I know there's a very famous Chinese medicine clinic not far away. Do you want to go?"

Qiao Zhixia was not sure what kind of complicated feelings she had towards Qin Yunlang.

But at this moment she knew that even as an old friend, she hoped he could live longer.

"Are you going to take me to see a doctor?" Qin Yunlang looked at her beautiful eyes as clear as water, and strange ripples arose in his heart.

"Are you going or not? If not, I'm leaving." Qiao Zhixia said and was about to turn around.

Qin Yunlang put out the cigarette in his hand, stood up and followed.

He did not hope that Chinese medicine could cure his illness, he just wanted to walk with her quietly for a while.

In the evening in Guangzhou, many night stalls start to get busy, and people who have worked all day go out to drink tea and relax, and the streets become more and more lively.

The two walked silently through the crowded downtown and entered a deep alley nearby.

The surroundings finally quieted down. Qin Yunlang followed her and looked at her hand in a plaster cast. He was the first to break the silence: "Is your hand feeling better?"

"It's better not to ask. If I get unhappy later, I won't take you with me." Qiao Zhixia pursed her lips in dissatisfaction.

Thinking of his unruly sister, she had a lot of resentment towards this man, and she was afraid that she would not be able to help but vent her anger on him.

But after calming down, he thought again that he was just a brother who doted on his sister, and the people he should blame the most were his parents. It was his parents' fault for not raising his child well enough to educate him.

Considering that Qin's mother has become a vegetable, I will not bother with him for the time being.

Qin Yunlang looked at Qiao Zhixia, who was looking resentful, and said in a deep voice: "I demoted her, which is like a prison."

"Demoted?" Qiao Zhixia paused slightly. She naturally knew that the girl he was referring to was Qin Miaomiao.

"Well, let her go to labor reform with the people at the bottom of society whom she despises the most."

Qin Miaomiao prides herself on being superior to others, but he wants to wear down her vanity and self-esteem and make her realize that once she leaves the protection of her parents and brothers, she is just an ordinary person.

Why does she look down on ordinary people?

"You people are really weird. You didn't educate strictly when you should have, and you only try to remedy the situation when it's crooked and rotten. Don't you think it's too late?"

When Qiao Zhixia was very young, her father told her that educating a child's character is like straightening a tree. One must intervene when the tree is still a sapling, because it will be too late once the tree grows up.

Qin Yunlang did not explain. They had an unshirkable responsibility for not discovering the fact that Qin Miaomiao had developed such an arrogant and domineering personality, and even had a dark and cruel heart, because they did not discover it in time.

However, his parents never relaxed their positive education for Qin Miaomiao. They were also not as arrogant as outsiders imagined, relying on their wealth to indulge their children without limits.

The truth is just the opposite. Their family education was very strict. In his childhood memories, he was often punished by his father for making mistakes.

Qin Miaomiao has to be more relaxed because she is a girl, but she never leaves things alone.

She used to be very kind. Whenever she found a baby bird that fell from a tree, she would pick it up and put it back.

It was because Qin Miaomiao was very well-behaved that her family loved her very much. Later, she gradually became a little spoiled, but she never did anything out of line.

There is only one girl in the family, so Qin Li and his wife and Qin Yunlang are willing to tolerate her occasional bad temper.

But they were all deceived by her tears, which were so well disguised, and they didn't know that she was actually a female bully outside.

It was his fault that he trusted her too much before, which caused all these troubles and even put Ruan Fengjiao in the hospital...

"I have asked people to go to the school to investigate and find those who were bullied by Qin Miaomiao. I will go there when I have time, and take Qin Miaomiao with me to personally apologize in front of all the teachers and students in the school, and drop out of school to compensate."

Qiao Zhixia was slightly stunned when she heard this. She was indeed surprised that he could do this.

But that's what they should do.

"Hurry up, I'm afraid it will be too late and the old doctor will be resting." Qiao Zhixia's resentment towards him eased a little, and she quickened her pace and urged him.

Qin Yunlang changed the subject: "That security guard is not the father of your child at all. Why did he lie to me? Are you afraid that I...will get involved with you?"

Qiao Zhixia was caught off guard by his question. She pursed her lips, not knowing how to start.

"What kind of person is he? Do you like him?" Qin Yunlang's gentle and calm voice poured into her ears like a gust of warm wind.

Qiao Zhixia stopped and turned to look at him. Just as she was about to say something, Qin Yunlang smiled helplessly and explained:

"I don't have much time left, and I don't want to use these few years to harm others. At least... let me watch you live on in my place of happiness."

His voice was very calm, the calmness that comes from someone who has accepted all the bad luck and given up struggling, which makes people feel sad for no reason.

It was as if a stone was pressed down on Qiao Zhixia's heart, and her mood became heavy.

But Qin Yunlang's self-abandonment also made her inexplicably angry: "Qin Yunlang, no one can live for anyone else, live your own life, don't be like a coward."

Qin Yunlang lowered his head and chuckled, half of his face hidden in his windbreaker.

The afterglow of dusk reflected on his half-curved peach blossom eyes, lighting up a bright and gentle light. His already handsome face seemed to be in a bright oil painting.

He lowered his eyes slightly, looking at her with gentle and honest eyes.

"Zhizhi described it very accurately. I am indeed cowardly and timid, you know? I am actually very afraid of death."

In the days after he confirmed that he was sick, he locked himself in darkness, and was consumed and tortured by despair and anger over and over again.

Dying young was the outcome God had arranged for him, and he couldn't accept it. He still had too many ambitions and regrets that he wanted to fulfill.

He stood in front of the mirror, looking at his body which looked strong on the outside but was actually fragile on the inside, and even thought about ending his life.

It was his parents’ situation and the relentless pressure from the second wife that kept him going, and he continued to struggle like a walking corpse with this useless body.

Qiao Zhixia didn't expect that he would reveal his vulnerable side to her. Yes! He was just an ordinary, flesh-and-blood person.

He gets sick, makes mistakes, has fears…

"Qin Yunlang, no one is not afraid of death. Fear is part of human nature. True courage is not about not being afraid of death, but about being able to take on your responsibilities under the threat of death, not escaping, and not giving up on yourself."

Qin Yunlang quietly stared at the girl who was within his reach. She looked serious, like a warrior who was trying her best to pull him out of the abyss.

"Zhizhi, you don't understand my regret. I had already prepared a gift for you that day, but this damn disease ruined it all."

Qiao Zhixia was hurt by the despair in his eyes: "So, you admit that you like me?"

Qin Yunlang smiled bitterly: "Yes! I like you, I like you very much..."