Siheyuan: Cooking journey

Then, a warm body came closer.

He Yuzhu felt warm in his heart, as if his whole body was on fire. At the same time, he deeply realized that some things were really thanks to the good teaching of Lou's mother.

But after waiting for a long time, there was no next move, so he couldn't help but turn his head to take a look.

In the blur, I saw Lou Xiao'e wrapped in a blanket and huddled together, motionless.

After a slight hesitation, He Yuzhu moved his body and gently approached her.

In this kind of situation, you can't always wait for the other party to take the initiative.

As a man, isn't it natural for you to take the initiative?

What He Yuzhu didn't expect was that his action seemed to scare her.

Lou Xiao'e seemed very flustered. She put her hands on her chest and pushed him away. Her voice was trembling:

"You, can you please stop doing this?"

Last night he was so bold and proactive, just like a majestic tiger, but tonight he turned into a timid and frightened little rabbit.

This change is too big.

He Yuzhu was full of confusion.

Seeing her so scared, he felt inexplicably distressed. He couldn't help but stroke her back and said gently:

"If you don't like it, I won't force you."

"You, you must keep your word and stay like this from now on, okay? I'm not feeling well right now."

Lou Xiao'e stepped back, her forehead resting on her chest, her voice still trembling.

"Don't worry, I just want to hold you, I won't do anything."

He Yuzhu suddenly thought that this sentence sounded so familiar, just like what the cunning big bad wolf in those stories would say, "I'll just take a look, I'll just touch it" or something like that.

However, seeing Lou Xiao'e like this, knowing that she was indeed not feeling well, He Yuzhu really had no other thoughts.

I just felt her resistance, and then thought about what I just said. My current actions did not seem like I was doing nothing.

So He Yuzhu let her go, moved away, and said gently to comfort her:

"You should be relieved now."

The room was silent.

Lou Xiao'e looked at him, her heart softened. After hesitating for a moment, she quietly moved closer to him and asked anxiously:

"You're not angry anymore, are you?"

He Yuzhu was trying to calm down. Seeing her actions, he couldn't guess her intentions, so he said half-jokingly:

"Are you not afraid of what I might do?"

"Who, who is afraid?"

Lou Xiao'e refuted reflexively, and then asked hesitantly:

"You really won't do anything? You won't be angry?"

"Why should I be angry? Relax."

Knowing that she was still worried, He Yuzhu gently comforted her:

"We are husband and wife, we need to be honest with each other and trust each other. If I say I won't do something, I will never do it. I will never force you to do something you don't want to do, just like before."

"It's not that I don't like it."

Lou Xiao'e said in a small voice: "My mother said that this is the wife's duty;

“It might be uncomfortable at first, but I thought it would be more unbearable than I thought.

“They also said that men like this, and that it’s best not to refuse such things when you’re just married, otherwise men will be unhappy and no longer like you;

“Last night and this morning, you acted like that, and I felt really uncomfortable, but I thought of what my mom said, and I was afraid that you wouldn’t like me anymore, and I didn’t know how to refuse;

“I have been feeling ill all day today, and at night you are like this again;

"You said before that couples should be honest with each other and raise any problems, so I rejected you. Don't be angry. I won't reject you again when I get better..."

How is this going?

He Yuzhu's mood was up and down like a roller coaster.

Although we live in modern society and have some understanding of women's feelings, understanding is one thing, just like everyone knows that giving birth will be painful, but how can people who have not experienced it truly understand that kind of pain?

Men will never be able to experience this firsthand.

She looked like a ferocious little tiger, and didn't look like she was in pain.

Seeing that she didn't refuse, he didn't say anything.

He was obsessed with exploring the wonderful feeling he had never experienced before.

When have you ever really cared about her feelings and her thoughts?

Realizing this, at this moment, He Yuzhu felt guilty and distressed.

"Are you angry? You don't like me anymore, do you?"

Seeing that he didn't say anything, Lou Xiao'e felt a little uneasy, and said timidly in a low voice: "If you really want, I, I'm fine..."

"Do not want to."

He Yuzhu couldn't help but hug her tightly, his heart had never been so gentle.

"what……"

Lou Xiao'e felt nervous and scared.

But after a while, seeing that he didn't do anything, her nervous mood gradually subsided, and was replaced by a strong sense of shyness.

Listening to the other's strong heartbeat, she rubbed her little head in his arms. She inexplicably enjoyed this feeling and couldn't help but hug him tightly like a koala.

"Don't move, go to sleep."

He Yuzhu gently stroked her hair with his chin, his heart full of love, and he really didn't want to do anything else.

But the prerequisite is that she stops moving around.

When you taste the sweetness for the first time, holding the warmth and softness in your arms, it is not easy to remain calm.

At this moment, He Yuzhu felt more and more how unrealistic it was for him to say that he just wanted to hold her and do nothing else.

I'm not intentionally deceiving people, nor am I telling lies to try to become a big bad wolf.

But in this case, it doesn’t matter whether it is a big bad wolf or not.

Any man, in this situation, will naturally want to take a look and touch, and have a series of thoughts.

He also felt infinite emotion in his heart.

Boys and men are indeed two completely different states.

…………

Looking back, I was able to remain indifferent and even fall asleep when I slept in the same bed with him.

It seems incredible when I think about it now.

At this moment, he felt that he might not be able to sleep that night unless he pushed Lou Xiao'e aside.

But why push her away? She is his wife, of course he should take care of her.

"Well, it's you who doesn't want to, not me."

Lou Xiao'e's tone was full of expectation: "You can't be angry, and you can't stop liking me. I still have to make the decisions in our family."

"Ah."

He Yuzhu couldn't help but hug her tighter.

Why are you angry? I like you so much that I don’t have time to do it.

So what if you don’t head the family? If you want to be one, then do it. Just don’t listen to those words.

"anything else."

Lou Xiao'e said in a sweet voice:

"My mother once said that good men don't really understand these things, but good women will understand. You are a good man, and I am a good woman. We will live a good life in the future. We don't ask for wealth and glory, but just hope to have three meals a day. Peace and safety are blessings. What do you think?"

"Ah."

He Yuzhu nodded in agreement, thinking that Mother Lou had taught her very well and that this kind of life was exactly what he longed for.