Siheyuan: Cooking journey

Hearing this, Kana felt it was a little funny and amusing. She sighed and said seriously, "I'm talking about serious matters. This is not a joke. This matter is very important."

"You are still young and can find your own beautiful life."

"And I no longer have any identity or status, so what does it mean to you to follow me?"

"If He Yuzhu really loves you, then I won't say anything."

"But is he sincere to you?"

"When they first met, he accepted all the women who approached him because of the influence of the fragrance."

"The second time, he succeeded because you didn't say no."

"I know you don't resist or object, it's all because you're worried about me."

"But I really don't want to see that disgusting man take advantage of you because of your kindness to me."

"If He Yuzhu really has feelings for you, I will be willing to accept your relationship even if I am angry."

"But the current situation doesn't seem like that at all."

"What role do you play in his eyes?"

"You once had hostility towards him, but now his actions are more about revenge than love."

"Are you willing to be bullied by him like this forever?"

In fact, Keiko really hopes so!

Although she felt very complicated, the other party was too powerful for her to resist, and in the end she could only let him do whatever he wanted.

And Kana is obviously in love with this man. How will things end?

Slowly, at some point inadvertently, perhaps it was because he was the first man she met in her life.

Gradually, I began to miss that person and even started to worry about him.

I really want to tell Kana the truth.

However, Jingzi knew very well that doing so would not only fail to gain understanding, but would instead be seen as just an excuse for not wanting to break up.

I know Kana said this out of her own consideration.

However, this kind of care was what she least wanted to accept at the moment, but she didn't know where to start.

"I have been in your house since I was a child. I have become accustomed to living around you, protecting you, and taking care of you. This is my promise to Grandpa."

There was silence for a while.

Keiko lowered her eyelashes and said in a low voice: "You are going to the Red Country, and I am staying in Japan. I don't know what I can do. The kind of life you are talking about is not the way I like."

"I want to follow you, even if I am bullied by that man, I am willing to accept it."

"I once had ill will towards him. I don't care how he treats me. I just hope he treats you well and doesn't let you down."

"If one day he stops treating you well and lets you down, I will stand up for you. Only by staying by your side can I detect these situations in time."

"That's why I don't want to leave."

"That night, I had already had intimate contact with that man."

"No matter how badly he treated me, it was just a continuation of that night. I didn't think it was a big deal."

"There's something I don't know how to tell you."

"Just like you are concerned about him, I am beginning to miss him a little too."

"He's handsome and responsible, is there any reason for me not to like him?"

"See how much he cares about you. Sometimes I imagine how nice it would be if he treated me the same way."

"I know he's not very friendly to me, but I still can't help thinking about it."

"I don't think it's a wrong choice to go to the Red Country together."

"Even if this is an illusion, it is the result of my active choice, and I will keep going."

"Because apart from you and him, I don't know where else to go, and I really hope to spend the future with you..."

After listening to Jingzi's words,

Seeing the hope in her eyes,

Kana was slightly startled, with mixed feelings for a moment.

Jingzi had originally forgotten that He Yuzhu was the dream lover in the hearts of thousands of girls, but now that their relationship has become so close, Jingzi would naturally be attracted to him.

It would be weird if you didn't like it.

Just as men are obsessed with beautiful women, women also have the same liking for outstanding men, and the reason is the same.

Recalling that Jingzi always hugged He Yuzhu tightly and often said jealous words.

I thought she was pretending to be happy because she was worried that I would be sad.

Only now did I realize that Keiko had actually gradually fallen in love with this annoying man.

If it's out of love,

Some of her actions are understandable.

But it is because of this emotion,

Kana's mood became very complicated. It was not that she could not accept Jingzi's feelings for He Yuzhu.

But he knew clearly that He Yuzhu would never respond to such feelings.

Due to past misunderstandings and grudges,

Kana believes that He Yuzhu will never change his mind.

No one will fall in love with someone after knowing that the other person once wanted to hurt them.

Unless there is something wrong with his brain or he has some strange preferences, it is obvious that He Yuzhu is not one of these people.

It just so happened that Jingzi was the first to fall in love, which meant that she was destined to make one-sided efforts without getting any return.

Originally, it was just because of the uncertainty of the future, and he didn't want to see Jingzi following He Yuzhu without status and wasting his time, so he suggested that she leave.

And now, Kana hopes even more that Keiko can leave as soon as possible.

I really don't want to witness her selfless dedication without receiving any sincerity in return.

However, looking at the hopeful look in Jingzi's eyes,

Kana hesitated again: Should I stop it?

What should I do to be appropriate...

"you..."

Kana opened her mouth, looked at her with complicated eyes, sighed and asked, "Do you really like him?"

“I can’t even tell if this is love or not…”

Jingzi shook her head, with a hint of bitterness in her tone: "Even though we had a close relationship, I didn't hesitate at all when I planned to attack him. When he controlled me in turn, I felt that he was too strange, like someone who could not resist, and all my fighting spirit disappeared."

"Later, perhaps because the incident left such a deep impression on me, I couldn't help but think of what happened in the bathroom."

She paused, "As I thought about it, I realized that I no longer rejected his behavior towards me, but instead began to look forward to his gaze."

"When I see you and him being so sweet, I feel choked up and a little envious. If these feelings count as love, then I think I like him."

"I'm not sure how much I like him. When I was in the hotel, Yamazaki Yu pointed a gun at me. Do you know what I was thinking?"

"I wanted to rush forward to block the muzzle of the gun and give him a chance to counterattack. I believed he could succeed. Only in this way can we ensure his safety and your safety. But before Yamazaki Yu got close and the opportunity came, he asked me to take off my clothes. I was going to do as he said, unbutton a button to attract him to come and see, and then take action when the opportunity arises."

"You also know what happened next."

"At that moment, he spoke and attracted Yamazaki Yu's attention, putting himself in danger."

"At the time, I didn't know if he did it because he cared about me."

"But deep down in my heart I firmly told myself that he did this because he cared."

"At that moment, I felt that I couldn't leave this man and I longed for his closeness even more."

Kana pressed her eyebrows, speechless.

Seeing Jingzi being so frank, it seemed that there was nothing more to persuade her.

We can only blame this guy He Yuzhu, who actually possesses such great charm that he put Jingzi in this situation in just a few days.

But Kana couldn't help but laugh in her heart. Didn't she fall in love with him because he was attractive?

After all, a man with outstanding appearance will naturally attract attention; if he is ordinary, no one will be attracted to him even if you look at him a few more times.

After hearing what Jingzi said,

Kana decided not to persuade her to leave. Instead, she felt that she needed to keep a close eye on He Yuzhu and prevent him from bullying Jingzi.

Otherwise, if Jingzi had him in her heart and did not reject him, and allowed him to do whatever he wanted, God knows what would happen.

"Kana, I bought the food..."

Suddenly a voice came from my thoughts. It was He Yuzhu who came back.

Kana felt warm in her heart. Looking at the gentle look in Keiko's eyes, she sighed secretly and became more determined.

Not only do we have to prevent He Yuzhu from hurting Jingzi, but we also have to help Jingzi change He Yuzhu's opinion of her.

Thinking of this,

Kana couldn't help but feel regretful. If He Yuzhu had heard what Jingzi had just said, he would definitely change his attitude towards her.

But he had missed the chance to hear it.

Well...

Kana had a flash of inspiration and slapped her forehead: How stupid!

We can create another chance. As long as He Yuzhu can hear it, he will definitely change his attitude towards Jingzi.

"Keiko..."

So Kana hurriedly pulled Keiko aside and whispered something to her.

"This, this is not good..."

Jingzi was a little resistant. Those worries were nothing to her. After all, they grew up together and had no secrets from each other.

But if you tell it to He Yuzhu, it will be completely different.

Jingzi felt very embarrassed at the thought of speaking out her true feelings.

"If you don't do this, do you want him to remain indifferent to you and completely ignore your changes?"

Kana rolled her eyes and said patiently, "This is just telling him your true thoughts so that he can understand."

"If you think he still remembers your attempt to hurt him, then I'll just pretend I didn't mention it."

Jingzi bit her lip tightly. Deep down, she didn't want He Yuzhu to always think that she was the one who wanted to harm him.

She also hopes to get He Yuzhu's attention, just as he cares for her as much as he does for Kana.

But if you do this,

Jingzi still felt it was inappropriate.

Thinking that I knew He Yuzhu was listening, but I had to pretend that I didn't know he was listening, and I had to pretend to be expressing my true feelings when I said these words.

Jingzi felt panicked and felt that she couldn't do it.

"This, this is acting. I'm afraid I can't act well. Forget it, forget it..."

Jingzi lowered her head and stammered.

Kana glanced at her and sighed secretly. She knew that acting was indeed difficult for her, so she didn't say anything more.

"Think about it again, let's go eat now."

There is still plenty of time when we go to the Red Country.

Kana is not in a hurry about this matter. When the time comes, let Keiko feel the neglect of her lover a few more times, she will naturally change her mind.

No need to urge her, she will want to try it herself...