God's Gift

Shen Minghua had never realized before that he had enjoyed so many preferential treatments without realizing it. He had appeared in front of Lu Keming openly for so long and said that he wanted to be friends with him.

But what he thought was an attitude of equality and kindness might look different in Lu Keming's eyes.

After all, those words he said to Lu Keming unconsciously were actually evoking Lu Keming's painful memories over and over again.

Just like before.

Shen Minghua suddenly felt a little suffocated. He couldn't tell whether it was because of the thin air in the control room or because of the inner torture he was suffering.

Shen Minghua paused for a long time before looking at Lu Keming who was still concentrating on repairing the circuit and said to him:

"sorry."

When Lu Keming heard this inexplicable words, he stopped what he was doing, looked up at Shen Minghua, and said in a somewhat inexplicable voice: "What did you say?"

Shen Minghua did not answer. Lu Keming looked at Shen Minghua's guilty expression, his eyes moved slightly, and he quickly understood what Shen Minghua meant.

"Because of what you just said?" Lu Keming stared at Shen Minghua and laughed disdainfully: "Do you think I hate you because I used to be a wanderer in District E, while you lived the life of a young master in District S?"

Lu Keming stopped what he was doing. The more he thought about it, the more incredible it seemed to him. “Do you think I’m such an inferior person?”

Zhufu, who was sitting on Lu Keming's shoulder, stared curiously, not noticing the difference in the atmosphere between the two of them. He asked without regard for the occasion, "What is inferiority complex? What is inferiority complex?"

"Can I eat it?"

Lu Keming touched Zhufu's head and said, "No."

Zhufu asked again: "Can we play? Can we play?"

Lu Keming took a deep breath and continued helplessly: "No."

Blessings are like a hundred thousand whys, asking non-stop: "What is that? What is that?"

"No, I don't think so." Shen Minghua didn't wait for Lu Keming to continue his blessing, "I just think that if I were you, after experiencing those things in my childhood and returning to S District, I would also hate myself for being like this."

"No matter what, after going through all that hardship, seeing other people's happiness should be disappointing."

"I haven't thought about these things, and I always bring them up in front of you..."

But before Shen Minghua could finish expressing his guilt, Lu Keming interrupted him.

"That's why I hate you."

Shen Minghua was slightly stunned and looked at Lu Keming in confusion.

Zhufu put his chubby little hands into his mouth and chewed them, swinging his little feet. His grape-like black eyes kept turning between Lu Keming and Shen Minghua.

"Kindness is your biggest mistake." Lu Keming stared at Shen Minghua, enunciating each word, and his voice struck heavily into his heart.

"I don't hate you because of those boring things. I hate you because of your kindness."

Lu Keming sneered, "People like you are so kind that you can even forgive those who have bullied you and even find excuses for them."

"I used to make things difficult for you, and it would have been fine if you didn't hate me, but instead you kept wondering if you had done something wrong to earn my dislike."

"And those White Pigeon members under you gloated over your misfortune and even took advantage of your misfortune when you left White Pigeon. But you still helped them when they were in danger."

"When you were the president of the White Dove Guild, you worked hard for those people without spiritual power in Area E. But after you left, did any of them remember your kindness?

"They hate you to the core and want to eat you. But you are still willing to find a way to stop mutation for them."

This time the two little Zhufus understood, and they jumped onto Shen Minghua's shoulders. One of them lay beside Shen Minghua's ear, and the other pulled Shen Minghua's hair and hung it in front of his eyes, shouting without any tact:

"Poor you, you are so pitiful."

Shen Minghua looked at the blessing hanging in front of his eyes, his expression somewhat bitter.

These little elves... really have a kind of innocence that has never been exposed to any worldly wisdom.

"You are so kind, Shen Minghua." Lu Keming grabbed the two blessings back, put them back on his shoulders, and then looked at the messy wires.

Lu Keming was so kind that he once planned to kill everyone, but sometimes he would even feel that it was a pity to kill Shen Minghua.

If Shen Minghua hated him and was hostile to him, he could of course kill him.

Lu Keming couldn't understand Shen Minghua. He was always vindictive and could never repay evil with kindness.

So he targeted Shen Minghua everywhere, trying to find Shen Minghua's flaws.

But Shen Minghua was just angry at most and never thought of taking revenge on him.

Lu Keming tried every time, but failed every time.

His kindness is genuine.

The kinder Shen Minghua is, the more evil Lu Keming appears.

Lu Keming straightened out the messy wires and reconnected them one by one. "Do you think that people will thank you for being so kind?"

"Instead of thanking you, they will resent you."

"So that's how it is." It was the first time that Shen Minghua heard Lu Keming talk to him so much, and the content was such. He was silent for a long time before he uttered these words.

Lu Keming raised his eyes and glanced at Shen Minghua, taking in his distraught look, then retracted his gaze indifferently and focused on the work in his hands.

When Lu Keming thought Shen Minghua was so shocked that he would not speak again, he spoke again.

"In that case, I should thank you."

Lu Keming paused, looked up at Shen Minghua in confusion, his eyes full of disbelief, "Thank me?"

Shen Minghua smiled and said, "I haven't even noticed these things myself, but you remember them so clearly."

If Lu Keming hadn't said it, he would have really thought that he had done something wrong, which made those people he had helped hate him so much.

Looking at the slimy smile on Shen Minghua's face, Lu Keming got goose bumps on his hands. He pulled the corners of his mouth and said disgustedly:

"What's wrong with you."