Qian Shiyu can drink a lot, but doesn't drink often.

But how can someone who doesn’t drink often have such a good alcohol tolerance?

When Qian Shiyu woke up, all she saw was a dazzling white. The ceiling was white, the walls around her were white. She stretched out her hand to look at her clothes, which were a combination of blue and white.

She had a headache and didn't have the strength to push herself up and sit up.

She had gotten used to this feeling because she always had hangovers and her head always hurt. Every time she woke up, it was already night.

Eating on an empty stomach caused her stomach problems, and she often drank from midnight to the early morning. This kind of lifestyle had brought her body to the brink of collapse.

This is what the doctor said. There was no one in the ward at that moment, and they all thought that Qian Shiyu would not wake up so soon.

The doctor called Chu Wan over, and Jiang Nian Ke as well.

She was a little confused, looked around, and pointed at herself, "Me?"

The bald spot on his head made him look like a qualified doctor. He nodded and said, "It's you. You two should be the patient's friends. I have something to tell you about her condition. You should listen to it before her parents come."

Just like that, the two of them came to the doctor's office, and the people who were still waiting there included Bai Yuncheng, Jiang Haoyu, Yu Yousheng and Shen Youning.

The others went home to report. Jiang Siyuan and the others were afraid that Jiang Zexi would worry, so they went back to explain the situation.

Jiang Haoyu didn't leave because he wanted to know what happened next. Although he had roughly guessed it, he couldn't leave Jiang Nianke here alone.

Among the three brothers, there is always one who stays by her side, and it is definitely not to guard against some white-haired guy.

Yu Yousheng wanted to stay and didn't want to go home, so Yu Bai went home to prepare a midnight snack for fear that she would be hungry when she returned.

He knew that Yu Yousheng didn't eat anything when he had hotpot in the hotel.

But Yu Yousheng was not aware of this.

Shen Youning stayed because Yu Yousheng stayed. She thought Jiang Nianke would be busy and they could still talk then.

In addition to Chu Wan, Qian Shiyu also has another boy named Chu Muye, who is Chu Wan's younger brother. He and Qian Shiyu have been good friends since childhood.

He is also half-informed.

In the ward, the doctor explained Qian Shiyu's condition to the two of them. Chu Wan's heart tightened, "I was wondering how she could drink so much when she never drinks outside. It turns out she practiced at home."

She knew Qian Shiyu had a good alcohol tolerance from a drinking party. As a representative of the company, she was negotiating cooperation with other companies, and drinking was inevitable. At that time, the other company deliberately made things difficult for her and deliberately gave her high-concentration liquor to drink.

I just wanted to see her get drunk, and then cooperate with her to sign a contract to maximize the interests of the other party, but I didn't expect Qian Shiyu to be fine after drinking one glass, and she was fine even after drinking other degrees of alcohol later.

The other company was well prepared. They knew that Qian Shiyu had never drunk a drop of alcohol outside. They thought she was allergic to alcohol or would get drunk after just one glass of alcohol, but they didn't expect that she could drink a thousand glasses without getting drunk.

The cooperation was negotiated smoothly. This cooperation is very important. Once it is negotiated, her position in the company will be more stable, so she has to drink the wine whether she wants to or not.

Chu Wan was at the scene at the time. As her secretary, she watched her drink a glass of white wine and then other alcohol.

Like everyone else, she thought she was allergic to alcohol, but she didn't expect there might be other conditions.

Chu Wan quickly realized the reason why she could drink so much.

But he didn't say anything. Should he scold her? She couldn't, and she didn't deserve it.

As a good friend, you should just cry with her. If you can't empathize with her, don't try to persuade her. We are all adults, just drink a little and don't die.

Qian Shiyu didn't ask her why she didn't ask about her drinking. This must be the tacit understanding between best friends.

The strong drink at the bar was ordered by someone else, but it was not strong enough so I was still sober after drinking it.

But her good sister would never get drunk even after drinking a thousand cups, only one cup.

I learned from the doctor that there was something wrong with her stomach. The reversed schedule can cause a lot of problems, and she drinks every day. I really don't know what to say.

It’s not that Chu Wan has never visited her. On the contrary, they work together in the company and go home together. Sometimes, after chatting, Chu Wan will even stay at her house.

There is a separate room for Chu Wan in Qian Shiyu’s own villa, which is full of her things.

In this case, she didn't notice any of this.

Jiang Nianke said, "Some people want to pretend so that no one will notice. Ordinary drunkards will simply act crazy while advanced drunkards will hide every bottle of wine in the house so that no one will notice it. They can even quickly make sure that there is no smell of alcohol in the wine.

They can use many clever methods to avoid being discovered drinking, and the best disguise is to pretend to be normal. "

Jiang Nianke's words were difficult to understand, at least that was what Chu Wan thought. When they arrived outside the ward, Qian Shiyu had already sat up, leaning against the bed.

She was looking at the scenery outside. There was a needle in her hand and she was still receiving an IV drip of glucose. She was a little malnourished and fainted due to low blood sugar caused by anger.

"Look at her hands, they are shaking and the movements are very subtle. It's because she is actively hiding that she wants to drink." Jiang Nianke whispered to Chu Wan.

Others also looked over, and if they looked carefully, they could indeed see that the hand hanging by the water was shaking.

Chu Wan couldn't believe it. In her eyes, Qian Shiyu was such a bright and cheerful person. She couldn't imagine that she would become like this.

Chu Muye's eyes were also red. He knew from childhood that he had two sisters, one biological sister and the other who was more like a biological sister.

But I didn't expect that the person I thought was the closest to the other person knew nothing.

Jiang Nianke glanced at them and said in a low voice, "Don't be surprised by what I say later. Just follow my words. Maybe you can save her life."

They nodded, and Jiang Haoyu and Bai Yuncheng probably guessed what she would say.

The door opened, Qian Shiyu turned around, her eyes lit up when she saw Jiang Nianke, but she tried her best to restrain herself.

Only then did everyone see her face, which was pale and bloodless, like a lifeless dead person.

"How are you? Do you feel better?" Jiang Nianke asked.

Qian Shiyu nodded, forced a smile, and looked at them, "It's okay, thank you for catching me."

At that time, she felt a pair of hands catching her from behind, and she saw Jiang Nianke's face in a daze.

Jiang Nianke shook his head. "It's a small matter. Can you bear what I'm going to say next? You may find it hard to believe what I'm going to say next, but I can read faces, and I see..."

"I believe it." Qian Shiyu looked at her with a smile, his eyes filled with sadness, "I believe everything you say, just tell me."

Seeing this, Jiang Nian stopped talking nonsense and looked at the others. Before they could speak, Qian Shiyu said, "No need to avoid it. There's nothing to avoid."

Jiang Nianke nodded, took a chair and sat down. Everyone else stood. The ward was very quiet, with only the sound of Jiang Nianke talking.

After the story was told, no one spoke for a long while.

Jiang Nianke looked at her and said, "If you want to cry, then cry."

Qian Shiyu still smiled, but her smile was even more forced. She said, "My tears have dried up over countless nights. I can't shed any more tears."

Jiang Nianke said nothing, just remained silent.

The others said nothing and just shed tears.

In addition to Bai Yuncheng, when Jiang Nianke talked about Qian Shiyu in the examination room, the teacher kept looking at him with emotions in his eyes when he was undergoing his last chemotherapy.

Later, Jiang Nianke and the others went home, leaving only Chu Wan and Chu Muye. Later, Chu Muye also went home. During this period, Qian Shiyu's parents came.

When Qian's mother saw Qian Shiyu's appearance, she hugged her and cried, saying distressedly, "My precious daughter, how could you become like this?"

Qian's father didn't cry, he just kept wiping his eyes.

When Chu Muye was about to go home, Chu Wan was also sent back by Qian Shiyu. When she came back after dropping off her things, she heard suppressed crying before the door was even opened.

Through the glass on the door, one could see Qian Shiyu burying her face in the quilt. The tears that she had suppressed for a whole day finally burst out in the dead of night.

The phone screen was lit, and on it was a selfie of her secretly kissing her sleeping teacher.

How can tears dry up? People have tear glands, so tears never dry up.

But why is it that sometimes I feel so sad that I just can’t cry?

It's because that thing has exceeded the human's tolerance level, and the body's protection mechanism detects that we cannot bear it.

Screaming and crying loudly will cause damage to your body. Every cell and every organ in your body is protecting us.

But why are there tears again?

Because people's emotions need to be vented, once your body senses that your current state is within the tolerable range, you need to vent them out loud so that your body will not be damaged.

Chu Wan squatted outside the door with her hand covering her mouth and cried with Qian Shiyu. Why did her good sister have such a hard life?

……

The reason I plan to resign is definitely not because of family matters, and I have not told anyone about the situation at home.

I went to the hospital for a physical examination before, and unexpectedly, I was diagnosed with a malignant tumor in my brain that was almost pressing on my nerves.

The doctor said that this is a genetic disease and it might be because my mom or dad has a family history of this disease.

I thought about it and realized that my mother died because of this. I only remember that she left in pain.

Because chemotherapy is painful, and because being sick really hurts.

The doctor suggested that I seek treatment as soon as possible, and with China's current medical technology, there is hope that I can be cured.

I don’t want to be treated. I don’t want to leave in pain like my mother.

But when I returned to school, I saw Shi Yu sitting at my seat in my office, covered with my small blanket.

In an instant, I felt the desire to live. I wanted to accompany Shiyu as she grew up, wanted to send her to the examination room, wanted to check her scores with her, wanted to send her to university, wanted to live with her, and wanted to marry her.

It’s too much, I want too much, but now, I just want to live, as long as I can live.

When I saw Shi Yu holding his resignation letter, I felt uneasy.

I don't want to tell Shi Yu my true situation. The college entrance exam is coming up and her grades are still dropping. I can't ruin her bright future because of me.

If receiving treatment means losing half of my future, then I hope to give her the rest of my future.

Is a white lie still a lie?

I left on an ordinary Wednesday, and before that I wanted to spend some more time with Shiyu.

But she suddenly ignored me, I don't know what to do? Was it my sudden departure that hit her?

But I have no choice, Shiyu. I want to accompany you with a longer life, so I have to go to this battlefield where it is a life or death situation. If you knew the truth, would you blame me?

Don't blame me, Shi Yu. I am a coward and dare not tell anyone about our relationship. But I give you everything I have. I want you to feel safe and feel free with me. I hope you can be happy forever.

Do you know, Shiyu, how much I want to see your smile again in the last moments of our relationship?

Your smile is really contagious. When people see it, they can't help but want to smile like you. It's like a ray of warm sunshine, shining straight into people's hearts and making them warm.

I like you to smile at me, but you haven't smiled at me since you found that resignation letter.

I really want to talk to you, I want to tell you everything, but the pain caused by the illness made me sober.

My memory started to fade and I forgot a lot of things, but what I remember most clearly is every scene of you smiling at me.

I wanted to stay with you for another night, but you still refused. I know you were angry and I wanted to apologize to you, but I'm sorry, Shiyu, I don't have much time left. The doctor has been urging me to be hospitalized for treatment.

He said that if I didn't take any action on the thing in my mind, it would get worse day by day. I'm very sorry, but I'm leaving without saying goodbye.

You have to study hard. You still have one year. I believe in you.

The night before I left, I looked at the empty house, which was full of our beautiful memories.

I want to write you a letter, but what should I do? My hand holding the pen is shaking and I can't even write a complete word.

Will you blame me, Shiyu? Don’t blame me. I really want to be with you forever.

Oh, I remembered that I could call you, but where is my phone?

"What should I do, Shiyu? I forgot where my phone is. Shiyu, help me find it..."

I looked at the empty house, and habitually went to the room to open the door and call you, but I found that there was not even a bed in the room.

Where is my cell phone? Why can't I remember it? What's Shiyu's phone number?

13…What was it?

Shi Yu, how can I contact you without a cell phone? You know you will be angry and cry if I leave without saying goodbye, right? This is not what I want to see.

Shi Yu, I am in the hospital and will start chemotherapy tomorrow. I will shave my hair and become bald.

When you were in the office, you loved to play with my hair.

Shi Yu, I have finished my first chemotherapy. It’s a bit painful and there doesn’t seem to be any significant effect, but it doesn’t matter. I will persevere.

Shiyu, you are in your third year of high school now, right? I wonder if your grades have improved. You must study hard. The future is yours, so you must grasp it well.

Shi Yu, I have finished my second chemotherapy. I seem to be getting weaker and weaker. I used to be able to walk around, but now I can only lie in bed. I miss you. How are you now? Are you still angry after knowing that I left without saying goodbye? I will work hard to get treatment and try to come back to you.

Shi… what is Shi? Why did I think of this word? Anyway, I am about to start the last course of treatment. The doctor said that the tumor in my brain is malignant. It is a family hereditary disease, and it was already in the late stage when it was diagnosed.

Although active treatment was given, based on the previous chemotherapy sessions, complete cure was unlikely.

Maybe because I am about to leave, I have forgotten more and more things. I can’t even remember your smile, even though you smiled at me so many times.

The person I always miss, I forgot your name, I'm so sorry, will you blame me? I hope you don't blame me.

The result of the last chemotherapy came out. The doctor said that I only have one month left, during which time I will have another chemotherapy session to try to prolong my life.

The person I miss, actually I feel so painful every time I have chemotherapy. My body aches, I have headaches, I can’t even open my eyelids, and my body is losing weight. I must look very ugly now, and I don’t want you to see me like this, so I asked the doctor when the next chemotherapy will be.

It’s time for you to take the college entrance examination. I hope you do well and keep going.

……

Hazy, the dream you gave me~

Cracks appeared, dull pain~

How can I communicate? You have no time~

Saying I don't understand is useless.

Her smile, what's different~

In your heart, I am no longer favored~

My sky, is it wind, rain, or rainbow~

You are manipulating

...

clock that travels through time

Start moving in the opposite direction

Go back to the time and space when I loved you

Freeze frame content, infidelity

All memories attack me

My wounds were opened by you

The oath is too heavy and the tears are indulged

Face surging, out of control

The neon lights of the city are beating restlessly

Dyeing the night sky red, all the past

Like a dream, I dare not touch it

It hurts to think about it, heartbreaking content

Every second is different

……

ps: Can you go back to the past if you listen to "The Clock in the Reverse Direction" a billion times? "The Clock in the Reverse Direction" sung by: Jay Chou

The four songs summarize their stories. The teacher didn’t give her a name because I didn’t know what to give her, so I’ll use the name Qian Shiyu called her when she first met her. Normally, Qian Shiyu also likes to call her teacher, but the meaning is different.

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