Harry Potter: Who cares about belated motherly love?

Before going to bed, she said good night to me, then kissed my forehead, gently stroked my forehead, and often said to me "have a good dream".

Every time I was treated like this, I didn’t know why, but I always felt a tightness in my heart and tears flowed uncontrollably.

I think, because I had never experienced anything like this at my aunt's house, maybe those were Mr. Tom's tears.

Maybe I really want to be treated gently in that way.

Maybe I longed to be treated like a child.

Maybe I've never been a spoiled brat to anyone? And Percy is always so spoiled to me!

"Percy is not as gentle to me now as he was before. Percy's eldest son is exactly like Percy, but he is very gentle to his younger brother, but he does not show that kind of gentleness to me. And Percy's second son is very cold to me. Although he is not gentle, he is not as sarcastic to me as Percy and his eldest son...it is even sharper than Ron. He looks at me coldly...it is really uncomfortable."

"Haha, that's right. Except for Sirius, he is always a spoiled little guy, a gentle and good child. Ron can always see him when he goes to Lucretia's place. Ron, Crichon and Walburga always have a good chat.

But Percy was very gentle to me and the Tom in my heart. He taught us this way of being a spoiled child. And it wasn't just Percy, but also Bill and Charlie, right? The tolerance of the Weasley brothers is really amazing.

When Seb first took me and all the Weasleys to collect herbs during the summer vacation, I had not had much contact with Bill and Charlie, but they treated me like a younger brother, just like they treated Ron. Charlie held Ron and me in his arms and helped us cross the dangerous road. I said that I was no longer old enough to be held and could walk on my own. Ron said that Charlie was very strong and holding us was as easy as holding feathers, so we should take the opportunity to enjoy it. Charlie agreed. I even fell asleep in Charlie's arms during the trip. The close contact between the brothers was so much that I was confused. It was completely different from my previous life, but they didn't care about my confusion and continued to be close to me.

Although I was very happy, I didn't know why, but I felt tense in my heart at night, and tears kept flowing down. Bill, who was sleeping next to me, noticed it and asked me what happened. Although I didn't know why, I told him that sometimes tears flowed involuntarily. He said, "Oh, sometimes it's like this," and then gently stroked my forehead. After that, he kept stroking my forehead until I fell asleep. In that way, a sense of security came over me, and I fell asleep unknowingly. Oh, think about it carefully, Bill may have realized long ago that those tears were not mine, but Mr. Tom's. This happened several times when I was with the Wesley brothers.

As I got along with the Weasley brothers, I think Tom's stubborn heart began to soften. Isn't Tom an orphan like me? I was always told by my aunt and uncle to be normal! In this situation, I kept thinking about what "normal" is. But Tom comforted himself in the magic that was regarded as an alien, thinking that he was special and that he was a chosen existence different from the Muggles around him.

However, I, an orphan like me, actually have brothers who accept me, even though they have a good relationship with the pure-blood parents that Tom admires, but their lives are not happy, and they even live away from their parents, but none of my brothers care about it? Like Tom, I am not necessarily happy even if I have complete parents and pure blood. Isn't this shocking in some ways? Even without parents, life can be happy... This surprised me a little.

Then, as we lived happily together, I gradually realized that what I actually longed for was that kind of childhood. I wanted someone who recognized me, instead of thinking that I was special. I wanted someone I could rely on, someone who would allow me to live without having to hide my true self, and just live peacefully. In fact, what I wanted was that kind of happy childhood.

In the process of getting along with the Weasley brothers, Tom's lonely and dry heart was gradually moistened. Those tears should be such tears.

Finally, after seeing that record, when I called him to start over together, I could feel him quickly stop resisting and slowly melt into my heart. As long as I'm with those brothers, life won't be boring, right? They always keep stirring up things, making me feel that I can enjoy life to the fullest in my heart.

Because I met Nagini after I became the last piece of Tom, I knew right away that it was about Mr. Tom. When I told Nagini about it, she cried inside.

I always remember the words at that time: "Show me how beautiful the world is."

Before, Bella asked me if it hurt to touch her hand with my forehead. So I talked about Mr. Tom. I have him in my heart, and he has now become part of my life. But I want to tell him that the world is not all abandoned.

He was like me in a way. If no one had come to pick me up, maybe I would have become like that. Bill said before that I would have been alone and shivering in a Muggle orphanage. I think he was right. Maybe if I had grown up like that, I would have ended up like that. Maybe I would have been used by Dumbledore.

However, I have people who can save me, people like Sirius and Seb who raise me as substitute parents, Nagini who protects me like a mother, people like the Weasley brothers who accept me, and real friends like Draco, Neville, Theodore, Blaise, Pansy and Hermione, so I didn't become like Mr. Tom. Therefore, I want to tell Tom that there are such people in the world and tell him that he is not alone. Bella burst into tears after hearing this.

I think Bellatrix actually wants to be someone like Tom, but she doesn't know how to do it. Therefore, she hopes to become his loyal believer and continue to follow him, so that one day she can integrate into his heart. She wants to really rely on his lonely heart, and she must have tried her best to do this. Bella said she didn't know why she was crying, but she still cried. So, there is no doubt that Bella has Bellatrix in her heart.

But because I have Tom in me, I understand that, but that doesn't mean Bella and Bella Trix are the same person. Ron once said something similar. Even if there is a past life, who I am now is not completely different from who I was then, but it's not exactly the same either. It feels like something is contained inside.

Bella is just as worthy of my love as Bella Trix is ​​of Bella. The same is true for Bella. I believe that if we join forces, we can prove to Tom how wonderful the world is. In this way, we can finally save his soul. And maybe Bella Trix can be redeemed too.

Of course, if I could do that, my life would be wonderful, and Nakini would be able to go to the land of the dead with peace of mind, because I had completed my life with Tom's soul.

Since she was born, Bella has been more clingy than her father Sirius. She is really cute. I can be sure that she is not here for my family's money. She will definitely become a beautiful girl. And now she is more mature than Sirius, so there is no problem, right?

Maybe I will fall in love with someone at Hogwarts, and then can I consider a blind date?

"As long as Harry feels it's okay, I have nothing to say, but the possibility of that guy changing his mind is almost zero."

"Well, that would make me happy, right?"

At this time, someone knocked on the door.

"Bella?"

Bella poked her face through the crack in the door.

"Are you done talking about this? Hey, did Dad agree?"

"As long as Bella doesn't change her mind."

"Great!"

As she spoke, she threw herself into my arms. I picked her up.

"Really? You're still so naughty. You want to be a lady, right?"

She smiled the brightest smile in my arms.

"Ah! That's right! But today is special. Don't do this in front of others again at Hogwarts!"

"So, my princess, are you going to report to your grandmother next time?"

"Really? Will you come along?"

"Of course. We have to go say hello. We haven't seen Lord Walburga lately."

I mentioned Sirius, left him in the study, and went to find Hermione. When I held Bella, the younger brother below also came over to hold Bella, saying that she was unfair, so I held both of them in my arms.

"Ah, it's so tiring to hold both of you. You've grown up."

"Well, both of you go down."

""good!""

Hermione seemed nonchalant, "Then it's fine as long as Harry thinks it's okay."

"So this means Harry is going to be my brother-in-law? I approve!"

"I agree too!" "I agree too!" "I agree too!"

The younger brothers below also echoed.

"But what should we do? It seems too early to announce the engagement. After all, we have to see if Bella will change her mind."

"I would never do that! I already want to announce it! Because Harry is really popular!"

"I won't announce it. Haven't I already said it? There may be someone great in Hogwarts. If I announce it now, maybe no one will pursue Bella anymore. I think she can think it over slowly and make up her mind whether it's just a conditioned reflex or whether she has seen other excellent candidates of the same age. She will still choose me."

"……I see."

“That’s it, then.

However, Bella is so beautiful, if someone approaches her, I should be able to use this as an excuse to refuse, and explain this matter in private. Although it is not public, it should be okay, right, Harry?"

"Yeah, let's do it. Okay, Bella?"

"...I understand. But can we go to grandma's place together?"

"Sure. Can you talk to Ron while you're at it?"