Assisting the male protagonist to become a god: The first spiritualist

Yan Su buried his head in Fu Sheng's shoulder, his black silk hair spread all over the bed.

Fu Sheng was pinned down by Yan Su, unable to move. His nose was filled with the cool and subtle fragrance of snow lotus that was unique to him. Fu Sheng couldn't help but hold his breath, his whole body a little stiff.

In and out of books, from childhood to adulthood, Fu Sheng had never been so intimate with anyone.

After a moment of blankness in his mind, Fu Sheng finally came to his senses. He raised his hand, gently patted Yan Su's shoulder, and said, "Yan Su, you..."

Before he could finish the rest of his words, Fu Sheng paused.

Because she felt that her shoulders were warm and wet.

Fu Sheng was slightly stunned, then he held Yan Su's head with both hands and lifted his face from his shoulders.

Yan Su's face had returned to its original appearance at some point. His originally delicate and cold phoenix eyes were now red with a layer of mist in them. The corners of his eyes were moist with red marks. When Fu Sheng looked at him, a tear just happened to slide down from the corner of his eye.

"..."

Fu Sheng looked at him and couldn't help but hold his breath -

Yan Su actually cried.

His throat suddenly felt dry, and Fu Sheng rolled his throat for a long time before he found his voice again: "Why are you crying?"

In the novel, when the Yan family was wiped out, Yan Su did not cry. When he was bullied, had his knees broken and was forced to kneel, he did not shed a single tear.

In secret and dangerous places, he had been through countless life and death situations, and had countless encounters with death, but he had never shown his vulnerable side. It was hard for Fu Sheng to imagine that a man like him would one day cry in front of others.

"I thought you were dead." Yan Su said.

His voice was a little hoarse, and his extremely handsome face was a little rippled because of tears, with a bit of blush on his cheeks, as if a fairy as cold as the moon had fallen into the mortal world and been stained with some worldly color.

This scene was so beautiful and alluring that Fu Sheng watched it and could hear his own chaotic heartbeat, each one stronger than the last.

The tips of his ears turned red, and Fu Sheng couldn't help but turn his eyes away, saying, "How could I die? Didn't I leave you a letter saying that I would only disappear for a while and would be back soon?"

Yan Su was briefly stunned. "When did you leave the letter?"

"It's in the space treasure."

Because the distance was too close, Yan Su's breath fell on Fu Sheng's face and neck when he spoke. Fu Sheng could feel the heat through the veil and could not help but push him, "You get up first..."

But Yan Su obviously didn't want to, his eyes moved around but he didn't move.

"You're going to crush me to death, get up quickly!" Fu Sheng frowned and spoke in a falsely stern tone.

Yan Su pursed her lips and then stood up reluctantly.

After feeling lighter, Fu Sheng felt that his breathing became smoother. He immediately pushed Yan Su away, got up from the bed, walked quickly to the stool next to the table and sat down. With his back to Yan Su, he ordered, "You are not allowed to come over!"

As Fu Sheng spoke, she took off her veil. Under the veil, her face was still covered with pimples from makeup. Fu Sheng used very fast hands to take out the wet cotton pad for makeup remover from the space treasure and quickly wiped off the makeup from her face. Her movements were so fast that it was flying.

Fu Sheng has always been thick-skinned and doesn't care about other people's opinions, but at this moment, his love of beauty and self-esteem have never been so strong.

——Damn it, it’s a good thing that she was wearing a veil just now, otherwise, at such a close distance, she would be too embarrassed to face people in the future!

Originally, Yan Su felt a little disappointed when he saw Fu Sheng pushing him away. But now, when he saw Fu Sheng's actions, although she had her back to him and he couldn't see her front clearly, he could tell what she was doing. Yan Su was stunned for a moment, and then seemed to realize something. His expression suddenly became bright and cheerful, as if the clouds had cleared and the sun was shining.

After Fu Sheng removed her makeup, she turned around and saw this scene:

Yan Su had changed out of the Tianyan Sect disciple uniform at some point and was now wearing a snow-white loose robe. He no longer looked as cold and broken as before. He was sitting on the bed, his lips slightly raised, his eyebrows slightly curved, his eyes full of joy and happiness as he looked at Fu Sheng.

"What are you laughing at?" Fu Sheng raised his eyebrows when he saw Yan Su changed his clothes, and asked when he saw him like this.

Yan Su said nothing, but just looked at her with a smile on his face.

In fact, no matter what Fu Sheng looks like, in Yan Su's eyes, she will always be just Fu Sheng. When Fu Sheng took off her veil on the competition stage before, Yan Su did not feel any disgust.

He is not the kind of person who would be fooled by appearances, but Yan Su knows Fu Sheng well and knows how to fool her with appearance.

For example, although Fu Sheng said that she looked good in blue clothes before, her eyes always looked brighter when she saw him wearing white clothes.

Yan Su's eyes seemed to be glued to Fu Sheng, without blinking, which made Fu Sheng feel a little embarrassed. Fortunately, she had taken off her makeup, and her confidence had returned a lot. She coughed and said, "Didn't you see the letter I left for you?"

"No." Yan Su said.

He did see the space treasure in his hand, but he just thought that Fu Sheng was dead and left everything to him. He felt heartbroken at that time. Not to mention opening it to see, if Feng Yunqing hadn't stopped him, he would probably not be alive now.

Hearing Yan Su say this, Fu Sheng didn't know what to say.

No wonder Yan Su was like that when the competition started. It turned out that he had never seen the letter she left and always thought she was dead.

Fu Sheng was amused and distressed. "I left a note for you inside, and didn't I promise you before that I wouldn't die?"

Yan Su heard this but did not reply immediately.

He got up from the bed, walked to Fu Sheng, and sat face to face with her. He stared at Fu Sheng for a long time before lowering his eyelashes and said softly, "I'm scared."

"..." Fu Sheng opened his mouth and was about to say something, but Yan Su suddenly spoke again -

"Fu Sheng, I'm sorry. I shouldn't have said such harsh words that night, and I shouldn't have just left you."

During the time when Fu Sheng was away, Yan Su was suffering every minute and every second. What he regretted most was that night in Fu Sheng's room, when he said those words and then left.

At that time, he left Fu Sheng, who was still a little confused, and this led to everything that happened later.

If he had gotten along well with Fu Sheng that night, or had stayed with Fu Sheng all the time, perhaps Chun Tao would not have appeared. Even if she had appeared, he would have been able to notice something was wrong at the first moment, Fu Sheng would not have been caught by Jun Wuchi, and the series of events that followed would not have happened.

When Yan Su thought about how his last meeting with Fu Sheng ended in such an unpleasant way, he hated himself very much.

Fu Sheng listened to Yan Su's words. She didn't expect that Yan Su would take all the responsibility on him.

Although she did want to go out to find Yan Su because of what he said, and then on the full moon night, Chuntao appeared and was found by Jun Wuchi.

But in the final analysis, it was all her own fault and had nothing to do with Yan Su.

She never felt that Yan Su's words that night had hurt her in any way. She even felt that she had always been a little conservative. Not a single word in Yan Su's tone that night was harsh, so how could it be considered harsh words?

Besides, he was already in her room, and Yan Su just went back, so how could he be said to have abandoned her?

Originally, it was something that she should feel guilty about, but Fu Sheng didn't expect that Yan Su had been keeping it in mind and was now apologizing to her.

An indescribable feeling filled my heart, heartache, sweetness, sadness...

All kinds of emotions filled this moment, and Fu Sheng felt his heart was soft and messy.