Pokémon: Join Team Rocket at the Beginning
Chapter 476 Who am I really?
It would be fine if he wasn't in a hurry. Once he got anxious, all kinds of thoughts entered Yang Ming's mind. The battle situation outside, Celebi's fate, Bixias's fate, and how he should leave here filled his brain like a ball of cotton.
While he was daydreaming, Yang Ming even started to worry about Feng Lu's situation, which surprised himself.
"Damn it, why am I starting to have these random thoughts?"
Yang Ming just felt confused and it became even more difficult to concentrate.
"I can't go on like this. I have to put everything behind me."
Yang Ming simply emptied his mind, not thinking about anything, and put all his worries aside. Even if everyone outside died, even if the world was to be destroyed today, even if he could never leave here in his life, Yang Ming didn't care at all. He only wanted to thoroughly comprehend and master the power of Changpan.
Stay focused!
Just as Yang Ming cleared his mind and immersed himself in the work, the air around him seemed to become more lively, and his "feelings" slowly became more sensitive than before, and he could even hear the rustling of grass in the distance.
Yang Ming's heart moved, but he did not get distracted and continued to hold his breath and concentrate.
However, although his perception ability has been enhanced, it has not reached the legendary level of "being able to understand Pokémon's thoughts".
Could it be that the legendary power of Evergreen is actually just a false reputation and can only enhance human perception?
"No, that's absolutely not the case. Otherwise, Bixias wouldn't have risked offending Dakodo and betrayed him."
Yang Ming took a deep breath and adjusted his state again. He remembered that obtaining the power of Changpan required some special qualities, and it might not be as simple as just emptying your mind.
If you think about it carefully, the ones who obtained the power of Tokiwa in the special episode were Huang and Sakaki. The personalities of these two people can be said to be poles apart, so why did they obtain the same power?
Yang Ming thought calmly, trying to find common ground between the two.
"Perhaps, the two do have one thing in common," Yang Ming thought, "Both Xiao Huang and Sakaki are extremely pure people in nature. Their characteristics have never changed at any time."
What about me? What kind of person am I?
Unlike Xiao Huang and Sakaki, Yang Ming is neither pure black nor pure white, but an extreme gray, a "chaos" of good and evil intertwined.
Sometimes he is kind, willing to sacrifice for the insignificant little people; sometimes he is cruel, willing to do whatever it takes to deal with his enemies; sometimes he is rational, willing to make plans for a plan; sometimes he is impulsive, willing to take risks for something. Does such a complex personality make it impossible for him to control the power of Changpan?
"Perhaps, this is the character of most ordinary people. Human nature is always complex and changeable, with good and evil intertwined. Everyone has their own selfishness, but also their own compassion. Everyone will be smart at times, but will also be hot-blooded. This is human nature, this is human nature."
A hint of enlightenment arose in Yang Ming's mind. No wonder there are so few people who can obtain the power of Changpan. According to this standard, there are not many people in this world who can be called "pure".
"Are we just going to give up like this?" Yang Ming was somewhat unwilling. He clenched his fists and planned to try again.
"Perhaps my understanding was wrong from the beginning. Humans are three-dimensional, complex creatures. How could they be free of impurities?"
“Perhaps the relationship between the two is not completely contradictory,” Yang Ming said to himself, “Just like selfishness and love, they seem to be completely opposite concepts, but in fact they are interdependent.”
“Love is selfless. Even the humblest people will give everything for what they love. But love is also selfish. A person can love his parents, lover, and children, but is unlikely to love a stranger, let alone his enemies.”
"On the other hand, a selfish person often pursues his own pleasure, but when his selfish behavior hurts everything he loves, does his selfishness still have meaning?"
"So some people will do selfish things when they love deeply, while other selfish people will become selfless because of love." A hint of enlightenment arose in Yang Ming's heart.
"So, the reason why I haven't been able to comprehend the power of Changpan until now is perhaps not because I am not pure, but because I subconsciously doubt and deny myself, so I think I am not a pure person?"
"What matters is not the means, but the heart. If I stick to my principles and morality and move forward, then who can say that I am not a pure seeker of truth?"
Thinking of this, Yang Ming shook his head again in self-mockery: "How can a true seeker care about other people's opinions? My purity is still too low."
"So where is my path?"
Closing his eyes, all the past experiences emerged in Yang Ming's mind like a kaleidoscope.
In his previous life, Yang Ming was just an ordinary person, with an ordinary family background, ordinary parents, and ordinary academic performance. He got along well with people around him, but he didn't have any good friends.
He has no dreams, no brilliant talents, no goals in life, and his daily study and life are more like a habit.
But since traveling through time, Yang Ming's life has changed dramatically. His illegal status forced him to join the notorious Rockets, and in order to survive, Yang Ming lived a life of danger.
In the process, a fighting spirit that he had never had in his previous life ignited in his heart. Yang Ming was already interested in the Pokémon game in his previous life, and in the fierce battle, he had gradually begun to actively pursue power and status from the initial "forced to fight for survival".
Yang Ming’s first mission was to go to Yuejian Mountain to search for fossils. Due to the ambush of the alliance, Yang Ming narrowly escaped death before completing the mission.
Because he was too nervous, Yang Ming did not kill anyone during that mission, but this was normal. As a modern man who had just traveled through time for two months, Yang Ming had never killed even a chicken in his previous life, let alone a person.
If it were the current Yang Ming, he would have killed the man without hesitation.
During the second mission, Yang Ming finally took this step. Due to the enemy's sneak attack, Rada started the killing spree for Yang Ming. The situation at that time was a bit like "Zhao Kuangyin wearing the yellow robe". Forced by the situation, Yang Ming had to kill people, and things got out of control from then on.
But Yang Ming did not blame Rada. On the contrary, he was very grateful to it. If it were not for Rada forcing him to take this step, he believed that he would not be alive today.
Next was the Alufu Ruins, where he fought Victor for the first time; he met Furu while traveling around Johto; because of Entei, he faced off against Team Magma and Team Plasma, and also fought wits and courage with Huoyan, Pushen and Bashu; he came to Manjin City to serve as the deputy director of the branch, competed in underground duels, and participated in underground auctions; he took on the task of protecting Sakaki's son, and saved the grandson of the King of the Island by the way; he went to Azure City to spar with Ah Si and Caidou; he broke up with "Big Brother" Buri Yannan at Leibo Mountain; he came to Yuju City and met Lihua and Vladali, who was aliased as Louis...
Scenes of memories emerged in his mind, just like scars. These scars did not make him feel painful. Instead, they were more like medals on the chest of a soldier returning from the battlefield, making his heart more determined.
This is His way, His path, His righteousness! All His previous experiences are meaningful!
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