Running with the ball, being vicious and rebellious, making her cry

Han Jinyu also needs friends to support her.

And a lot of people even just click a simple one.

Others are also very disgusted.

Han Jinyu didn't care much about other people's feelings.

After a long time, people will get tired of it.

Most of the time, she can only quietly do her own things within her own framework.

Always running around will always make people feel dissatisfied.

Not concentrating on doing your own thing.

She would be seen as someone who does nothing.

Han Jinyu didn't know how she had spent the past thirty years.

She had unknowingly turned into a very greasy woman.

I argued with the vegetable vendor just for a few dollars over vegetables and radishes.

In order to earn forty dollars from advertising on a certain website, I posted ads and links everywhere.

Then, she was despised and ignored.

But we still have to work hard to learn to be a little more thick-skinned.

It’s just that, there are those people who earn tens of thousands or even hundreds of thousands of yuan a month.

Naturally, she was envious.

She could only envy him.

Those who look elegant and beautiful, have a happy family, smart children, a happy family, and earn 100,000 yuan a month,

It always makes her envious and jealous.

But, she didn't have that ability after all.

Because she has no ability, she becomes a woman without a life.

Marry a tall, rich and handsome man, and be spoiled by him.

Nature is also what she longs for.

Han Jinyu has been reading similar romance novels since she started junior high school.

She started watching it when she first fell in love.

I have read many romance novels that are either exciting or make people blush and their hearts beat fast.

But in the end, she, Han Jinyu, was thirty-four years old.

She still has to get pregnant and give birth to a child for an ordinary man.

As a result, when she was six months pregnant and had a big belly,

The man Han Jinyu decided to spend her life with slept with another woman.

Dreams are always beautiful.

However, she was stupid and unintelligent.

She still made a mess of her life.

Even though she was twenty years old, she thought she was still young.

She wants to yearn for love, she wants to marry a good man, and she wants to find a good job.

As a result, I searched for more than ten years in a confused manner.

She had her youth wasted for many years by some men.

The man who once said he loved her eventually told her he no longer loved her.

Although they were once friendly and pleasant, they eventually turned hostile.

Then, they parted ways.

Everything is like a passing cloud.

And there seems to be a strange trend of change.

"I like you".

"I love you."

"I hate you."

"I despise you."

"I misjudged you."

"We are not suitable."

"Let's break up."

……

Han Jinyu had never thought about it.

These words, these are almost contradictory words.

It can come from the same person's mouth.

A person can tell you that he loves you very much again.

He broke up with you again afterwards.

It's just not the same period, but it can be the same person.

The time interval between these words may be two or three years, or five or six years.

But a man does this to a woman.

If you say you like someone at the beginning, it must be after you have been together happily for many years.

Then tell this woman that it is not suitable and you should break up with her.

It would seem a bit cruel.

If it's a tragedy, she prefers to watch a shorter one.

I prefer to experience tragedy myself, and the time is shorter.

She didn't have much time to be consumed by mistakes.

However, Han Jinyu experienced these cruelties firsthand.

Han Jinyu had also experienced many cruel shattered dreams of beautiful love.

She lowered her status and chose Ding Wei as her life partner.

Ding Wei is the best partner Han Jinyu can choose at her age of 34.

It is within the limited range that can be selected according to Han Jinyu's age conditions.

Ding Wei is the best partner Han Jinyu can find.

Ding Wei, such a 'best partner', cheated on her during her pregnancy.

In that kind of life, emotions are betrayed all the time.

This will make Han Jinyu feel to some extent how bad and cruel the years are.

She felt that she was already a greasy woman in her thirties.

In terms of appearance, she is neither young nor pretty.

As for makeup, she couldn't afford the expensive ones.

Moreover, it is not appropriate for pregnant women to wear makeup.

The point is that she is too lazy to put on makeup.

She was too lazy to dress up.

I don’t have the mood or financial ability.

Clothes, skirts, bags, pants, new clothing, shoes, lipstick, blush, foundation waiting,

Could it be that it could fall from the sky?

All of them cost money.

Where did she get the money?

Ask Ding Wei?

It's good enough that the man doesn't beat her.

She relies on her own salary?

Rice, oil, salt, sauce, vinegar, tea, gas, electricity, water, expenses, gas bills, property fees, etc.

No money to buy a house, rent a house, or pay the rent.

The vague food expenses, the occasional wedding gifts and red envelopes from friends and relatives,

It's no wonder that she used to earn a monthly salary of only about 1,000 or 2,000 yuan, which was totally not enough.

With Ding Wei by their side, the money was barely enough for the two of them to spend.

They live paycheck to paycheck every month.

Almost collapsed to death.

She struggles on the edge of survival every month.

Ding Wei, who was supposed to share the joys and sorrows with Han Jinyu, quarreled with Han Jinyu every day for a long time in the future.

It was good that they didn't fight.

Of course, there are people who compete with each other to see who throws more things.

Han Jinyu threw a teacup!

Ding Wei dared to break a teapot and even hit the TV.

Tea cups, teapots and televisions were all bought with money.

It’s all money!

In the end, she also felt distressed.

In the end, Han Jinyu had to bow his head and admit defeat in that chaotic life.

She felt very sad about such a life.

Especially when she was pregnant, Han Jinyu wanted to commit suicide every moment.

She always thought that she might as well just die!

One hundred.

My husband is the man who loves Han Jinyu the most in this world.

However, unknowingly, the man who was supposed to love her the most turned out to be her biggest disaster.

The man who should have been her lover unknowingly became the most hated person in Han Jinyu's life.

Moreover, they hate each other.

Han Jinyu resents Ding Wei, but Ding Wei also resents Han Jinyu, right?

They should have been the closest and most loving two people.

They were becoming disunited there without even realizing it.

There, cracks began to appear in their relationship.

Resentment, cracks and hatred appeared in the marriage relationship.

What should have been the warmest home suddenly turned into a terrifying existence.

Han Jinyu had always thought that she would be happy, peaceful and prosperous.

As a result, she became old, a shrew, angry, and poor.

But she still lingered there day and night.

She is still not smart, and if she continues to feel resentful, such a life will not make her very satisfied.

She didn't know how to face such a life.

In a daze, Han Jinyu just felt his head was a little heavy.

She tilted her head, and because she had a light sleep, she saw the sunlight shining on her hand.

Because of her shallow sleep, Han Jinyu had a strange dream.

Later, she woke up again.

She just stretched out her five slender fingers.

She saw the pale sunlight shining onto the table through the gaps between her five fingers.

She stared at her white hands.

She slowly said, "Xiaohong, do you think I should learn to be content?"

"Miss, what are you talking about? I don't understand."

Upon hearing this, Xiaohong hurriedly ran over with a smile.

Unexpectedly, she was suddenly stopped by a big hand.

Xiao Hong just smiled and looked at the owner of the big hand.

The clever Xiaohong guessed about 50% to 60%.

She suppressed her laughter and looked at Han Jinyu and said, "Little sister, lie down and take a nap for a while.

You woke up feeling a little confused, did you dream about something?"

"Really? I've been having a lot of dreams lately."

Han Jinyu just stared at his hands and tilted his head in confusion.

She looked at the sunlight shining on her hands.

Then, the white sunlight leaked through the plum blossom tablecloth.

She stared at the shadow cast by the sunlight on the white cloth in wonder for a long time.

It seemed as if she was going to stare a flower out of it.