Running with the ball, being vicious and rebellious, making her cry

She suddenly thought of the days when she was looking for a job.

At six o'clock in the morning, I got up from bed, dressed up and got ready.

She took the subway and then the bus. When she arrived at the company where she applied for the job, it was already half past eight.

However, neither the HR nor the interviewer showed up, so she had to wait until nine o'clock.

After nine o'clock, the interviewer, who was dressed in bright and beautiful clothes, asked Han Jinyu a few questions casually.

HR asked the woman to leave.

The interviewer only said: "Ms. Han, you can go back and wait for news."

In the end, it will all fall on deaf ears, which will be very despairing.

During those days when she couldn't find a job, she ate steamed buns every morning.

Because it will be slightly cheaper.

I can't find a job in a big city, but my daily expenses are still very high.

Rent is still expensive.

Of course it is much cheaper than staying in a hotel.

When she first arrived in the big city, she couldn't find a place to rent, so she stayed in a hotel.

Soon there was little money left in my pocket.

She also realized that she was incompetent and she deserved it.

She deserves it. She can't afford anything other than instant noodles for lunch and dinner.

She couldn't bear to eat anything else.

However, she went out to look for a job but still couldn't find one.

She felt that she was extremely useless.

She was very depressed and sad, but she still had to work hard for many things.

However, she didn't know how to work hard.

Sometimes, she felt so aggrieved that she didn't dare tell her mother.

Because telling mom about it would only make her sad and add to her worries.

Moreover, her mother was unable to help her solve the problem.

Han Jinyu felt that finding a job was so hard and difficult.

In the end, even survival became difficult.

And the Xiaoyu in front of him was a coward and was killed by a villain.

I don’t even know how my parents died.

In the end, Xiaoyu actually came to Han Jinyu to confide her pain and sadness.

Han Jinyu felt it was very unfair.

They all have Xiaoyu’s name on them.

Some people can talk about their troubles.

Han Jinyu had to grit her teeth and endure the many days of loneliness and struggle alone.

Those sneers, those cold stares, those contempts, those disdains,

Han Jinyu didn't know how to express the bitterness and depression in his heart.

Sometimes she feels very depressed, and when she is depressed, she will feel very resentful.

After all, Han Jinyu is just a selfish woman.

She herself has a lot of things that are not satisfactory.

Her work has never been going well, and her interpersonal relationships have never been smooth.

She finally found a husband.

Her husband cheated on her while she was pregnant.

And now, she inexplicably traveled to this foggy continent.

Is she going to become Xiaoyu's tool of revenge?

Why?

She recalled that after being rejected by HR again, the woman came to the bus stop in despair.

She was waiting for the bus, but she still didn't get the bus.

She just looked around hopelessly, at the tall buildings that towered into the sky.

Those tall buildings, the elites in those tall buildings, those powerful white-collar managers,

Those who looked down upon Han Jinyu with their noses,

Those who looked down on her and disdained her.

Women have to trample all their pride and self-esteem under their feet.

Even if you are a very introverted person, you still have to lick your face.

She was mustering up her courage there, and she had to keep trying even if it meant trying to please someone else.

She suddenly realized that there are many things in life that are not satisfactory.

But it always forces people to keep moving forward.

Han Jinyu was very surprised. There was clearly a female ghost floating in the air in front of her with almost no feet.

She was clearly in a forest of white roses.

The air is filled with the rich, fragrant scent of roses.

How could she think of those buildings in modern society, those skyscrapers that seem to reach the sky,

There are also faces that are indifferent, hurried, contemptuous, disdainful, or mocking.

She would feel as if at this moment, she was still living those days of fear, difficulty and extreme pain.

She really tried very hard to avoid living a life where she would be kicked out by her landlord.

In order to avoid living a life of dependence, she really struggled very hard.

She tried very hard to be cheerful.

She tried hard to find a job.

Then, no matter it is sales or any other job, as long as it is a job that requires her.

Those are all her, Han Jinyu’s ancestors.

She tried very hard to maintain good relationships at work.

But everything will always be difficult there.

Those ancestors were not as easy to talk to as she imagined.

Why does Han Jinyu have to be a person who is easy to talk to?

Why does she beg so pitifully? There are always people who try their best to make things difficult for her.

Others always make her unhappy, why? She always tries to give others a way and convenience.

Han Jinyu felt an inexplicable feeling of disgust.

She just looked hatefully at the woman in front of her with a white rose and a face similar to hers.

She slowly curled her lips and smiled: "It's not that I don't want to help, it's that I really can't help."

After saying that, the woman turned around fiercely and walked forward.

Regardless of whether the rose bush would be endless, she kept walking down.

She, Han Jinyu, is not a woman who likes to meddle in other people's affairs.

In this world, it seems that we always meet many people, and always miss many people.

In the end, she will still be alone, struggling and fighting in solitude.

Her own days were exhausting enough.

Is she free?

Does she look like someone who would meddle in other people's business or even clean up other people's messes?

The woman with the white rose flower insisted on following Han Jinyu.

She said: “He used to be very good to me.

He just had a lot of options, so, he..."

Han Jinyu interrupted the woman impatiently: "Anyway, you and him are not meant to be together.

Since your outcome is already determined.

You are not even a human being, so why bother?"

The White Rose Girl wanted to pull Han Jinyu's sleeve.

However, the transparent soul passed directly through the edge of the woman's clothes.

The Rose Girl sighed helplessly and said, "Xiao Yu, he taught me how to ride a horse.

He taught me how to play Cuju.

He taught me how to shoot arrows.

He taught me swordplay.

He also taught me to play the guzheng, and he also..."

"Are you showing off or something?

Even if he treated you well, that is in the past! OK? "

Han Jinyu interrupted the White Rose Girl beside him with some impatience.

She saw Rose's transparent soul with a confused expression on her face.

Han Jinyu patted his head with a headache.

Then, she looked at the soul of the woman in front of her with some helplessness.

She said, “Maybe, you are still thinking about him.

Maybe he had already been reincarnated.

Maybe, you are no longer in his heart.

Now that it’s over, let it go.”