Running with the ball, being vicious and rebellious, making her cry

In the end, he found that he was just a tool for survival and work.

There is no emotional support or care.

He will find that everything will always be terrible there.

Because being alone is too lonely and desolate.

Eventually, I found myself in a daze and without any goals. Suddenly, I found myself very lonely without much goals or direction.

Because you can't find much love, care and concern, you don't know what all your efforts and futile hard work are ultimately for.

He will find little purpose and direction.

Therefore, it will become even more pitiful and sad.

Love that has been revived, or a heart that longs and expects love,

After all, it is despair and silence that are consumed by the cruel reality.

It’s as if I can’t wait for love anymore.

Han Jinyu just vaguely felt that the world was spinning around her, and then she seemed to be still lying on the ground.

When she opened her eyes dazedly, she was still met with Yu Tao's brown eyes.

Those eyes seemed so gentle.

He saw the woman wake up.

Yu Tao smiled and said, "Xiao Yu, you can really sleep well!"

Han Jinyu, however, felt confused.

In her confusion, she didn't know how to explain her confused and messy heart.

Those illusions, I don’t know if they are dreams or reality,

It always makes her feel confused and overwhelmed.

Han Jinyu just felt that the sky was getting brighter.

The sun was shining so brightly that it felt hot on my face.

There were still birdsong and fragrance of flowers all around, and birds were chirping non-stop among the surrounding treetops.

Yu Tao was still sitting next to her, and she was lying on the green grass.

Everything that happened before seemed like a dream.

Han Jinyu just stood there with one hand supporting his head and the other hand supporting his body.

She sat up slowly.

She felt her head was still in a state of confusion.

She shook her head gently and said, "Yu Tao, how long have I slept?"

The young man's brown eyes suddenly sparkled.

He just smiled and said, "It doesn't matter how long you sleep here!"

Han Jinyu rolled her eyes at the other person in anger and said, "I'm asking you a serious question.

You always make jokes to me! It's killing me! "

After hearing this, Yu Tao was not angry.

He just said calmly: "I think what I said is very serious.

It’s so real, even more real than pearls…”

Han Jinyu just waved his hand impatiently.

She said, "Okay, okay, I won't argue with you anymore!

I can get out of here now.”

The woman was about to get up as she spoke.

As soon as the woman stood up, the white-haired young man beside her also quickly stood up with her.

As he looked at the woman, he asked, "Xiao Yu, isn't it good for you to stay here?

I'll be with you, and you'll be with me, isn't that good?"

Han Jinyu had a headache and just looked around.

She said indifferently: "My child's father said the same thing.

But I should go. I want to go, and I still have to go!"

When he saw the woman really move her legs, he was about to leave.

Yu Tao continued to ask, "Xiao Yu, can I ask where you are going?

Can I go with you?"

Han Jinyu said half-jokingly: "I came from heaven, and I want to go back to heaven.

I want to cultivate immortality and live forever. Do you want to go?"

When Yu Tao heard the woman's words, he was a little surprised at first.

Then, he couldn’t help but laugh and said, “Everyone knows that gods are good.

However, he could not forget his beloved wife, nor could he bear to give up his wealth and splendor.

You are so heartless.

You can actually be so cruel as to abandon your man!"

At that moment, Han Jinyu inexplicably did not think of Zhan Minxuan at the first moment.

But what she thought of was Ding Wei who had slept with another woman.

She didn't know what she was thinking.

She didn't think about it.

She said directly: “Men are nothing.

If I don't abandon him, should I wait for him to abandon me?"

As soon as she said this, the woman regretted it.

Say this to a man you've just met.

She thought about it and felt that it was indeed a bit inappropriate.

However, Han Jinyu didn't know what to do for a moment.

She just looked at the elm tree, camphor tree, and red-leaf maple tree in front of her.

She didn't know the direction and just kept walking forward.

Her heart was very confused.

She stopped talking.

Yu Tao followed the woman's footsteps.

While looking at the woman's expression, he asked, "Xiao Yu, why would your child's father abandon you?"

Only then did Han Jinyu confirm who the child's father was.

The woman thought for a moment before saying, "The child's father doesn't intend to abandon me.

But I always feel that this kid’s father will always abandon me.

How do you say it?

I still don’t trust him.”

Unless Han Jinyu, who traveled from the modern era, has lost his memory.

Otherwise, even if the original owner was an unmarried girl.

However, Han Jinyu, who traveled through time, still has the trauma of her husband's cheating on her.

She was still somewhat worried and uneasy.

I don’t know whether she feels specifically worried about Zhan Minxuan.

Or Han Jinyu if she doesn’t have any money.

She has no strength at all now, which makes her feel insecure.

Because, in many cases, especially when she is alone,

She still has nightmares that are more or less confusing.

In nightmares, there are always a lot of vague uncertainties.

She dreams that she is abandoned by the person she trusts the most and loves the most.

Because she is no longer useful.

She always dreams of being abandoned by a man.

Because she is old and ugly.

She also had nightmares, so her boss fired her.

Because her performance last month did not meet the target.

She also had nightmares and customers no longer wanted her.

Her former customers no longer come to see her.

In the nightmare, the customers were also dissatisfied with her.

She was like a woman with no one around, feeling miserable and desolate.

It was a very bleak and depressing scene.

Some things are more or less because they have actually happened in many situations.

So, she would always be there, feeling nervous and scared.

Therefore, she would eventually feel that she would not feel safe even if she stayed in the Han Mansion.

She still feels like she has no sense of belonging to a home.

So, she still wants to return to modern society.

After divorcing Ding Wei, she lived a good life with her mother.

And it seems that there is not much to be nostalgic about in this world.

Anyway, Zhan Minxuan didn't really love her.

Whenever he thought of this, Han Jinyu couldn't help feeling stunned and lost.

However, there was nothing she could do about it, and she was unwilling to dwell on it.

Why did she feel so little bit lost and frustrated in her heart?

Yu Tao didn't quite understand what the woman said.

He just asked: "Since your man didn't abandon you.

Why should you worry about him?

How much will it make people feel that you... feel that you..."

The woman said coldly: "You think I'm crazy!

I feel like I'm just looking for trouble.

He felt that he did not go out to find women.

He has been very kind to me!

Why should a shrew like me be so suspicious? I am only asking for trouble by acting crazy there!"

Han Jinyu just interrupted Yu Tao coldly.