After rebirth, the old, weak, sick and disabled are a family

Not long after, the doorbell rang and Tan Xuxi hurried to open the door.

Standing at the door was Luming.

Tan Xuxi quickly invited him into the house and brought him to Qu Shuyue's bedside.

Lu Ming carefully examined Qu Shuyue's body, his eyes full of the seriousness of a doctor.

"According to my analysis, her biggest problem is not her physical injuries, but her mental trauma."

"Besides, what normal person, when he hates someone, doesn't kill the person he hates, but kills himself?"

He paused for a moment, frowned, looked at her with pity, and said in his heart:

[People with psychological problems can only hurt themselves if they don't hurt others.

In addition to congenital genetic factors.

People who develop mental illness later in life are all kind people.

The reason they become sick is that they have carried too much malice from others while growing up.

They are too kind and too sensitive to digest this malice like normal people.

So over time, these malice took root in their hearts and led to the emergence of mental illness.

But it's really terrible that you have to punish yourself by bearing the mistakes of others even though you have done nothing wrong.

It’s so scary… I’d rather destroy myself than destroy others. 】

He sighed and continued:

"This can only mean one thing, she must have some kind of mental illness."

"It may be more than one, and it may be serious, and it may have gone untreated for many years."

"I suggest that she be sent to a psychological clinic immediately for a comprehensive examination and treatment."

When Tan Xuxi heard Lu Ming's words, the pain in her heart had just passed, but she felt another wave of dull pain.

He looked at Qu Shuyue deeply, and then asked a question that Lu Ming could not answer with medical knowledge.

"What if the person she hates is the one she loves?"

Lu Ming said solemnly, "It's painful, extremely painful. She may fall into a state of self-torture, unable to forgive, and unable to let go.

In the end, it will be like what she said, loving someone so much that you can’t hate them anymore, and hating them so much that you want to kill yourself.”

His voice was low and serious.

I thought that love is not a good thing, especially for people with mental illness, it is a disguised death warrant.

He sighed again and added:

"She is like this now, not just because of what happened today, but probably because of the emotions that have been accumulated for a long time that suddenly burst out."

After the injection, Niu Shuyue regained consciousness. She listened to the conversation between the two and the first thing she blurted out was rejection.

"Forget about it! I will never undergo any psychological testing or treatment."

Tan Xixi touched her forehead and said gently:

"Yueyue, be obedient. I just want you to get better and not suffer from this pain anymore."

Niu Shuyue stared at him with eyes wide open, tears streaming down her face.

"It's incurable, Tan Xuxi, it's hereditary, it's incurable, it's really incurable, it's the same for Qu Jiuchi, it's the same for Li Quyao, it's the same for me, it's the same for me... my child... it's also the same... it's really incurable..."

Her tone was one of despair, of helplessness and pain at a fate she could not escape.

Tan Xuxi was shocked. He didn't expect that Qu Shuyue's psychological problems were related to genetics. His heart felt like it was cut by a knife.

She stared at the ceiling in a daze and said calmly.

"In Li Quyao's family, all the women have chronic severe mental illnesses."

"As for Qu Jiuchi, his bipolar disorder is hereditary, inherited from my grandmother, while his neurasthenia and anxiety disorder are acquired."

"So their deaths were caused by illness, and were condoned by the family. The Qu family used to have psychiatrists, but after Li Quyao and Qu Jiuchi died, they disappeared without a trace!"

"So, if my illness becomes known to others, it will either be me who will die or the person who knows about my illness."

Tan Xuxi's pupils suddenly shrank. He didn't expect that there was such a secret in Qu Shuyue's family.

Lu Ming was also shocked. He looked at Qu Shuyue with eyes full of sympathy and worry.

The room fell into a brief silence, with only the sound of Qu Shuyue's breathing echoing softly.

"So, walk out of this room and pretend you know nothing. I'm fine. I'm really fine.

I was born to be Victoria's owner and I won't let anyone ruin my life."

He paused, and continued:

“Actually, I can control it.

I have acrophobia, deep-sea phobia, and a mild acrophobia.

The Qu family has a library with many books, including books on psychology and spirituality.

I read it when I was bored. If I take the exam, I can probably get a certificate as a senior psychological counselor.

I gave myself psychological desensitization treatment, and went from being unable to see water to being able to see one cubic meter of water, and then to being able to swim. Although I can only swim a short distance, it is still a big improvement.

However, I cannot control the onset of my disease. I just try to keep it within the controllable range and not affect my normal life.

So, don't worry, I won't die. How can I die before I become Victoria's master? "

She smiled, a somewhat sad smile, but there was a firm light in her eyes.

Tan Xuxi saw a thin little girl through her smile.

She stood in the huge library of the Que family, surrounded by tall bookshelves filled with all kinds of books.

Her small figure seems so insignificant, yet so tenacious. She is alive in the towering yet dilapidated old house.

At this moment, he blamed himself again.

Why not appear in her life earlier, earlier.

In this way, someone would pick up those heavy books for her and accompany her through those lonely and long times.

He reached out his hand, wanting to hug her who was struggling in her memories, and give her a little warmth and comfort.

However, he could only watch and listen. His heart ached like a knife, but he could do nothing.

In fact, Niu Shuyue understood that she and Tan Xuxi were the same type of people, and she could feel that it was raining for her in his heart.

I could feel the heavy heartache in his eyes.

But she is a hedgehog, covered with thorns, which can hurt others and herself.

She didn't want him to get hurt, and she didn't want to sink.

Her life had already been imprisoned by her family since she was twelve years old, and she could not escape.

She can only save herself. She can only save herself.

He said it as usual, his tone as calm as water.

“I can’t change their genetic disease, but I will never allow their death to become a nightmare that haunts me for the rest of my life.

Qu Jiuchi and Li Quyao are humble cowards, and their daughter, I... Qu Shuyue... was born to be a mountain. I want to be on the top of the peaks and look down on this mundane world. "

Tan Xuxi looked at her, her heart filled with bitterness.

He knew that every word she said was true, she was really good, and she was really strong.

But…his heart couldn't help but ache for her.