Hear the sound of flowers blooming in my heart

Chapter 33 I feel like I am losing control

After entering the ward, Xia Xiyue put the cigarette on the table, then sat down on the chair in a daze.

She held her cell phone, seemingly thinking about something, yet also seemingly thinking about nothing.

His eyes were dull and blurry, and he was completely unaware of what was around him.

Xiao Yiye had been staring at Xia Xiyue since she entered the room, but she was unaware of it.

Seeing the distraught Xia Xiyue, Xiao Yiye frowned, and his pupils instantly dimmed.

After all, she still cares about him, right? After all, they grew up together.

A barely noticeable self-deprecating sneer appeared at the corner of Xiao Yiye's mouth, but it disappeared completely before he even fainted.

……

After a long time, Xia Xiyue seemed to have finally made a decision.

Her eyes regained clarity and when she looked at the hospital bed, she found that Xiao Yiye was resting with his eyes closed, as if he had fallen asleep.

She stood up, picked up her cell phone and made a call.

As soon as he walked out of the ward, Xiao Yiye slowly opened his eyes.

The call was answered quickly.

Although Xia Xiyue tried her best to lower her voice, Xiao Yiye could still hear it clearly.

Xia Xiyue stood in the corridor and said softly, "Hello, Qianru."

"..."

Xia Xiyue: "I'm sorry, I had no choice but to leave in a hurry, so I didn't tell anyone. Have you returned home?"

"..."

Xia Xiyue: "I don't know what happened. My father had passed away when I returned from the United States. He had a sudden illness and died in the middle of the night. We found him the next morning. I rushed back but didn't even see him for the last time."

"..."

Xia Xiyue: "It's okay, the darkest days are over."

"..."

Xia Xiyue: "Have you seen Xie Jiahao recently?"

"..."

Xia Xiyue: "Xi Yongye said Xie Jiahao is sick. It's not convenient for me to go back to see him. When you have time, go see him and tell me, okay? But don't say that I asked you to go."

"..."

Xia Xiyue: "The relationship between us is not what you think. I have always treated him as my brother. I deliberately ignored him some time ago, hoping that he would get over it as soon as possible."

"..."

Xia Xiyue: "I know, I know everything. But I can't lie to him. I don't want to hurt him. There is no law in this world that says if you love someone, they have to love you too."

"..."

Xia Xiyue: "I will go back to see him, but not now. I have more important things to do now."

"..."

Xia Xiyue: "My cousin is sick. Xie Jiahao has a lot of people to accompany him, but my cousin only has me. I can't leave him alone, and I never thought about leaving him alone."

"..."

……

Xiao Yiye's clenched fists loosened and the coldness in his eyes dissipated.

The tense nerves were like a rubber band that was suddenly loosened, and I felt relieved.

It turned out that she had made a decision from the beginning, and was just considering how to deal with it.

He was very glad that he was the one who was chosen and valued.

After waiting for the result, Xiao Yiye suddenly felt a little ridiculous.

It’s just a simple matter of whether or not to go back to see a friend, why does he care so much?

I can't help but feel that I am a little petty and calculative.

Besides, I am not related to her, why do I care so much about her every move?

Xiao Yiye was totally confused about himself.

He felt that he was a stranger now, and he felt that he was gradually losing control...

A strange and scary feeling.

What a fucking fucking feeling!

He kept reminding himself to stay calm, sober, and try hard to return to his former self!

When Xia Xiyue returned to the ward after finishing the call and looked at Xiao Yiye, she was slightly stunned.

He was still taking a nap, just like before, but it seemed different.

The whole person was enveloped in coldness, cruelty and ruthlessness, which made people shudder.

That day, when the doctor was making rounds, Xiao Yiye insisted on being discharged from the hospital, saying that he was no longer in danger.

After the examination, the doctor prescribed some medicine and I agreed.

On the way back, Xiao Yiye remained silent and left the house shortly after returning.

This time I was away for several days.

That afternoon, after finishing reading a book, Xia Xiyue was lying on the bed bored, so she picked up her cell phone and flipped through it.

When I saw Xiao Yiye's name, I suddenly wanted to ask him what he was doing, but I felt it was too official. After hesitating, I finally sent a message.

Xia Xiyue: [The wound has just healed, take medicine on time and don't do strenuous exercise. ]

……

I don’t know if he was busy or just didn’t want to reply, but the message I sent fell into oblivion.

She turned off her phone, then turned it on again after a while. When she saw the sentence she had just sent, the more she read it, the more ambiguous it seemed to her.

Would he think that the vigorous exercise she was talking about was the vigorous exercise in bed?

God, she just wanted to tell him to stop fighting and stop racing.

Cough cough cough, embarrassing!

O(╯□╰)o

Xia Xiyue buried her head in the pillow in embarrassment and almost suffocated herself.

Forget it, never mind, it’s already been sent and can’t be withdrawn.

Suddenly, Luo Yanze's voice calling Xia Xiyue came from downstairs.

Ever since someone broke into the house that night, Luo Yanze would come more frequently whenever Xiao Yiye was not at home.

I don’t know whether it was Xiao Yiye’s instruction or Luo Yanze’s initiative.

Xia Xiyue held the phone and turned over and sat up. It was just in time for her to ask Luo Yanze some questions.

Seeing Xia Xiyue coming down the stairs, Luo Yanze looked up and waved the bag in his hand with a smile: "Xiyue, come and have some fruit."

As he said that, Luo Yanze sat down at the table in the backyard.

Xia Xiyue walked over and sat down.

"Luo Yanze, you come here every day, what do you have to do?"

Luo Yanze seemed to be very idle every day, unlike Xiao Yiye who was busy all day long and had no time to go home.

Luo Yanze smiled and said, "It's vacation now, and I don't have to go to school. So I basically have nothing to do every day."

Xia Xiyue: "Xiao Yiye hasn't been home for several days."

Luo Yanze opened the strawberry box and pushed it in front of Xia Xiyue: "Normal. He must have gone to make money."

Xia Xiyue frowned slightly and asked in confusion: "His left arm hasn't healed yet, is he going to participate in the motorcycle race again?"

Luo Yanze shook his head: "No, that won't happen. He should be doing other work."

Xia Xiyue: "Other work?"

Luo Yanze opened a bottle of beer beside the table and started drinking: "Well, as far as I know, he does a lot of things, not just racing."

Xia Xiyue picked up the strawberry, slowly put it into her mouth, and blurted out, "What else is there to do?"

Luo Yanze took a sip of beer and said with a smile: "I can't tell you that. Anyway, I just do whatever makes money. Brother Ye specifically told me not to tell you."

Xia Xiyue was speechless: "Why?"

Luo Yanze: "I don't know either. Maybe he doesn't want you to know so much. He's afraid that you'll worry if you know."

Xia Xiyue took a bite of the strawberry and it was quite sweet.

Every day when Luo Yanze came, he would bring some fruits, such as cherries, kiwis, mangoes, and bananas, but there would always be a box of strawberries every day.

Xia Xiyue poured Luo Yanze a glass of beer attentively, looked at Luo Yanze, and smiled: "Just tell me, I promise not to tell him that it was you who said it."

Damn, Xiyue looks so beautiful when she smiles.

Looking at such a charming Xia Xiyue, Luo Yanze's heart was filled with spring love and his soul was almost hooked away.

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