Villain, be good! I'm here to give birth to a baby [Quick Wear]

Chapter 86: The Heartless and Childless Emperor 40

"Li Xuanlin——"

Lin Yan woke up shouting his name.

She found herself in Lanyue Tower. The pain in her lower body brought her back to her senses. Her stomach had become flat.

It should be that the birth is over.

only……

Lin Yan shook the chain on her hand and raised her eyebrows.

This should have been done by Li Xuanlin.

Before she could get the chain off her hand, the door was opened.

The man standing at the door was tall and slender, just like when she was locked up here by him just now, except that he was holding a birdcage in his hand now.

"Choo Choo Choo--"

The bird that looked like a little sparrow inside made a sad cry after seeing her, as if it was conveying some signal.

Li Xuanlin walked in and put the birdcage on the table. He then took a stool and sat down five steps away from the bed.

He lowered his head and said nothing.

Like a kid who does something wrong and waits to be scolded.

Well, that's right.

He refused to listen and planned to lock up Lin Yan and not let her leave.

Lin Yan called out, "Your Majesty."

Li Xuanlin lowered his head a little more, thinking he was going to be scolded.

"Sit over here."

Lin Yan patted the bed and said with a smile, "I won't scold you."

So Li Xuanlin walked over hesitantly, looking up at her from time to time and then looking down again.

After he sat on it, he said in a muffled voice: "I won't listen to you this time."

Not much momentum.

He doesn't want to let anyone leave, he won't listen.

However, he did not expect that what he got was not Lin Yan's sermon, but a warm embrace and an unexpected confession.

"Your Majesty, I like you."

Lin Yan hugged him tightly with both hands, and this time she didn't joke or coax him.

She thought Li Xuanlin would be very happy, but unexpectedly she saw his wary expression.

He insisted: "Even if you say that, I won't let you go."

Now Li Xuanlin’s mind is full of preventing her from leaving.

So cute.

Not at all like the Li Xuanlin who had just changed in the dream.

Lin Yan didn’t know why she had such a strange dream, but she could feel that everything that happened in the dream had actually happened.

So she said, "I understand Your Majesty, and I don't blame Your Majesty."

Li Xuanlin only thought that her behavior was strange and suspicious, but he still said: "No matter what, I will not let you go."

"You'd better give up the idea of ​​escaping. Not only this bird, but also all the people you secretly planted in the palace have been locked up."

All in all, he had made sufficient preparations this time and would never let her escape.

But Lin Yan didn't care much about his words. She leaned on his chest and said, "Your Majesty, I just had a dream about you. Do you want to know what happened in the dream?"

Li Xuanlin shook his head.

He said, "You can't leave anyway."

Lin Yan thought he was childish and cute, so she grabbed his hand and said, "No, I'm not leaving. I dreamed that His Majesty was crying and couldn't be comforted no matter what. How could I dare to leave?"

"Bullshit."

Li Xuanlin retorted in a low voice.

He felt that Lin Yan was making fun of him again, how could he cry like that.

Lin Yan continued, "At that time, I kept trying to comfort His Majesty, but His Majesty simply couldn't hear me and kept crying, which made me so heartbroken..."

As she was talking, she suddenly said, "Your Majesty...don't cry."

Li Xuanlin was puzzled: "No."

"If I die one day, will Your Majesty not cry?"

Hearing this, Li Xuanlin's face darkened, and he hugged her and said, "You won't die."

He won't let her die.

Lin Yan sighed and said, "Everyone will die, and I will die too. It's just a matter of time."

Li Xuanlin said stubbornly: "I don't want you to die."

"Well, I will listen to your majesty." Lin Yan touched his face and said, "I will not die."

Then he kissed me.

After a while.

Li Xuanlin was able to speak: "Did you dream about what happened that day?"

He thought Lin Yan was dreaming about the day when she and Mo Yao fought and almost died. Maybe in the dream he failed to block the sword in time and that led to her death.

Lin Yan did not deny it. Although he did not guess correctly, she was indeed killed by Mo Yao in the dream, and the result was the same.

So she asked with a smile: "Why? Has your Majesty ever dreamed about it?"

Li Xuanlin was silent.

After a while, he nodded.

He had dreamed about it, more than once.

Lin Yan couldn't help but feel curious and asked, "What did Your Majesty do in the dream? Did you kill Mo Yao to avenge me?"

Li Xuanlin pursed his lips tightly and refused to speak.

"It seems that what Your Majesty did is more serious than I thought." Lin Yan lifted his chin and smiled slightly, "So Your Majesty, do you blame me for letting you let her go?"

"After all, she stabbed you, you have the right to hold her accountable..."

Lin Yan didn't finish her words.

Li Xuanlin interrupted her.

"I respect all your decisions."

If hurting Mo Yao would make her sad, then he would give up.

But the premise is that she is okay.

"But this is unfair to you. You are the one who is hurt. You have every right to retaliate."

"Your Majesty, you don't have to put me first in everything."

Lin Yan felt that she had actually ignored his feelings most of the time. Li Xuanlin was too much like a well-behaved and sensible child. He never cried or made a fuss. He would do whatever you asked him to do and he never considered himself.

This makes it easy for people to subconsciously ignore his feelings.

There is some truth to the saying that the crying child gets the milk.

"In the future, if you want to do something, you don't have to always consider my feelings. You can think more about yourself and talk more about your ideas. I am a selfish person. If you don't say anything, I will only consider the direction that is beneficial to myself."

Lin Yan was telling Li Xuanlin that he could do whatever he wanted, and some things could be said directly, like when she dealt with the Mo Yao issue before.

Even after Li Xuanlin sentenced Mo Yao to death, he still felt that he had done something wrong and was afraid of being disliked by her. He was obviously the biggest victim in that incident, but he was treated like the one who harmed others.

"Because I feel guilty towards her. After I abandoned her, I followed my mother to Lang Country and never came back. I just thought my sister was dead and never asked about her over the years."

"After that, I had a certain status in Lang State, and I didn't think about looking for her until she sent someone to mention her name in a tactful way. Then I knew that she might be alive. But for some reason, I chose to continue to treat her as dead... This hurt her, and it was indeed my fault."

"So even if she succeeds in killing me, I won't hate her too much. I will just think that I wasn't careful enough. Maybe I will have some regrets, but she is my sister after all. If I really want to kill her, I don't think I can do it."

Whether in the dream or now, Lin Yan felt that even if it happened again, she might not be able to do it.

"I am used to being cruel and ruthless to others, but I am always kind and soft-hearted to my relatives. When my mother was alive, she also mentioned this bad habit of mine and wanted me to change it."

"I tried to change, and it worked, but it was difficult to change completely. After all, I have always been protective of my parents. I couldn't stand people saying bad things about my parents, and I couldn't stand people bullying my sister. So my sister relied on me and trusted me since she was a child, and she thought I could protect her for the rest of her life."

"If you think about it carefully, this is probably a causal relationship. I have been too protective of her since she was a child, so when she found out about my changes, she couldn't accept it at all. She developed this extreme hatred, and it eventually turned out like this."

"I think I should kill her, but I can't really kill her. There's always a little bit of love in my heart that makes me want to find an excuse for her to live..."

Lin Yan laughed lightly, mocking her own inappropriate kindness.

"Your Majesty, do you remember what I told you?"

"Everyone has weaknesses. No one is omnipotent or invincible."

"I am no exception."

"When I was in Lang Country, my weakness was my mother. It was only after her death that I truly became the invincible god that the people talked about."

"Now I have a weakness again... It's my sister."

She could never bring herself to kill her loved ones.

Not only that, she always wants them to live a good life.

Li Xuanlin listened to her quietly, hugged her and said, "It's human nature, nothing wrong with it."

"Ah."

Lin Yan sneered.

She looked at him and said, "But this is not a good thing, especially for those who want to achieve great things...it shouldn't be like this."

"So my mother tried to commit suicide several times when she was in Langguo, just to make me worry-free. I cried and begged her not to die, saying that I was wrong and I would not do it again next time."

"But it's still useless. I still made the wrong choices because of my mother. Until my mother died, I still couldn't really let her go."

At that time, Lin Yan understood that her closest relatives were destined to be her eternal weakness.

So she didn't want to recognize Mo Yao at all, and didn't want people to know that she had a living sister.

God should not have weaknesses.

God is supposed to be omnipotent.

God should also be indestructible.

She couldn't do that, so she could only hide her weaknesses as much as possible and not let anyone know.

"So...if you really want to kill her, please don't let me know."

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