The unscrupulous system forced me to frantically test the small black room

Time passed quickly, and Lang Bushin lived a life that was not much different from before. He followed Gu Dongnan and Gong Cheng's car to the company on time every day, and then lay on the sofa in Gu Dongnan's office with his legs crossed for the whole day.

Sometimes when he was in a good mood, he would fly to Gu Dongnan and mutter to himself, telling some weird jokes that made himself laugh.

Sometimes when he was bored, he would collapse on Gu Dongnan's back as he was concentrating on looking through some documents, and his arms would swing on Gu Dongnan's chest like seaweed.

In the evening, he would follow the car home from get off work, and then squat in the corner of the bathroom, feeling unjust but confident, with his chin in his hand, watching Gu Dongnan taking a bath.

Of course, what followed was the part that Lang Bushin hated the most, which was watching Gong Cheng and Gu Dongnan lying side by side on the bed.

Lang Bushin, who saw this scene for the first time, said: The picture is so beautiful, I really hope it is my illusion.

Every time at this time, Lang Bushin, who was squatting at the head of the bed, would stare with his eyes empty and let his resentment vent, cursing in Gu Dongnan's ear.

If it weren't for his insistence on a materialistic stance, Lang Bushin would have become a lingering vengeful ghost.

"It seems to have cooled down again at night."

Gu Dongnan, who felt a chill on his back as he was stared at, helped Gong Cheng tuck the quilt tighter.

Lang Bushin didn't mind if he didn't see it. After a sarcastic remark, he rolled his eyes and rushed out of the room, turned around and flew into Tao Zhi's room. Before Tao Zhi could react, he stretched out his arms and legs to hug Tao Zhi in his arms.

"You're a bedfellow with my wife, so I'll be a bedfellow with your wife, humph."

As Lang Bushin spoke, he hugged Tao Zhi even tighter, until Tao Zhi couldn't breathe.

"What are you talking about? Are you irritated by them again?" Tao Zhi asked helplessly.

"sleep."

Lang Bushin kicked his feet twice in annoyance, then stuck to Tao Zhi and forced himself to sleep.

Occasionally, Tao Zhi would have another bed partner, and that was Gong Cheng who would break in drunk.

Every time this happened, Lang Bushin would make room for him in amazement, and would not forget to make all kinds of jokes before leaving.

Although such a boring and tedious life is repeated every day, for Tao Zhi who has someone to accompany him, it is much better than before.

But compared to Lang Bushin who was heartlessly enjoying the present, Tao Zhi felt more and more guilty towards Lang Bushin as the countdown went on day by day.

The moment HE was announced was the moment Lang Buxin disappeared.

As time goes on, Gong Cheng and Gu Dongnan's relationship develops step by step. They have overcome several career setbacks together, sharing the joys and sorrows and moving forward hand in hand along the way.

Until that day, Lang Buxin came back to the room in a daze, with his hands hanging at his sides, his head drooped and he looked like he had lost his usual spirit.

"What's wrong? Are you disgusted by their clingy behavior again today? Judging from your energy, they are going to make a big move today." Tao Zhi teased with a wry smile.

Lang Bushin did not reply to Tao Zhi. Instead, he pursed his lips and lay on the bed, curling up with his back to Tao Zhi. Within a minute, sobbing sounds were heard in the room.

Lang Buxin wanted to hold it back, but he couldn't. When he came to his senses, he was already howling at the top of his lungs.

Tao Zhi was stunned by Lang Bushin and hurried forward to ask what was going on, but Lang Bushin was just venting his grievances.

Tao Zhi had no choice but to call out Fanfan to ask if something happened to the protagonist today, which was why Lang Bushin acted like this.

"The character Mr. Gu learned that his grandson's lover was a man, and he was his student, so he came back from the United States and personally used various means to suppress and stop their relationship."

"Today, the protagonist Gu Dongnan blocked the cane from the angry Mr. Gu for the protagonist Gong Cheng. Mr. Gu knew that he couldn't separate the two of them, and he always admired Gong Cheng's excellence, so he finally compromised and let the two of them be together."

"After returning, Gong Cheng took the initiative to bring up the matter of marriage, and Gu Dongnan agreed immediately."

"Congratulations to the host. If nothing unexpected happens, the two of you will hold your wedding as scheduled in a month. The happy ending is just around the corner." Fanfan said.

Tao Zhi was stunned when he heard this. The sound of Lang Bushin's crying in his ears gradually faded away. The emotions in his chest were running wild. Tao Zhi tried to suppress them by taking deep breaths, but it was in vain.

Tao Zhi wiped away the tears that fell unexpectedly in a panic, and then tried hard to smile.

"We are only one step away from the end. There will definitely not be any mistakes this time." Tao Zhi said.

At the same time, Gong Cheng was lowering his eyes and helping Gu Dongnan rub safflower oil. After a long silence, Gu Dongnan took the initiative to speak.

"Xiaocheng, you... really won't regret it?" Gu Dongnan asked hesitantly.

"Do you want to get a marriage certificate with me?" Gong Cheng looked indifferent.

"Of course I thought about it!" Gu Dongnan replied immediately.

"But I..."

Gu Dongnan's eyes became dark and his throat felt extremely dry. He had many things he wanted to say but didn't know how to organize the words to say them.

"Xiao Cheng, since I returned home, I don't know what happened to me. It seems that everything is still the same, but it seems that everything has changed."

"I love you, but I am becoming more and more uneasy and panicky. I don't even know what I am anxious about."

"Sometimes when I wake up and look at this room, I feel an inexplicable sense of strangeness. For a moment, I wonder why I am here and why I am lying next to you."

"I always have the illusion that I am being pushed forward, as if there is only one road ahead of me, and I can only take this predetermined road, and my ending has already been planned."

"Everything I have now is clearly what I have been pursuing and expecting all along, and it is also my best choice."

“I clearly have a clear vision of the path I have planned, but I still find it elusive and uncertain.”

"You were willing to be with me and even took the initiative to talk about marriage. I was almost instinctively excited and happy, but soon I began to fall into that lingering sense of uneasiness and contradiction."

"I don't know what's wrong with me. I wanted to be more considerate and responsible in front of you, but after I just impulsively agreed to get married, I can't help but feel regretful."

"Xiao Cheng, am I crazy? How could I regret agreeing to marry you?"

"This is clearly what I've always wanted, but why can't I control myself now? I..."

Gu Dongnan wanted to say something more, but he was choking with sobs and couldn't utter a word. He fell into deep self-condemnation and regret.

Gong Cheng stopped applying medicine to Gu Dongnan, his fingertips trembling slightly and emotions flowing in his eyes.

"Gu Dongnan."

"It seems we all realize it."

"I fell into the anxiety you mentioned earlier than you did. I spent a long time trying to get rid of it, but I got deeper and deeper into it."

"I am confused and at a loss for this inexplicable emotion."

"I only know that my anxiety comes from the man named Tao Zhi."

"But he's dead."

"All my anxieties can only be attributed to my own anxieties and mental illness."

"I tried to tell the doctor how real and familiar the images and sounds were that appeared in my mind in a trance."

"I tried hard to explain that I realized that my memory seemed to be broken or even tampered with."

"But I have no evidence."

"I couldn't explain to the doctor why I hated him, but I couldn't help missing him."

"I told the doctor how mean and despicable Tao Zhi was, but then I would say how gentle and lovely Tao Zhi was."

"All my absurd expressions were treated as incoherent gibberish."

"I could only be told again and again that all this was just my mental instability and then I was repeatedly stuffed with psychiatric drugs."

"I resisted, but because what I insisted on was so vague and without reason, I couldn't even figure out what the thing I wanted to find and prove was."

"I can hardly tell what is fantasy and what is reality."

"The only thing I'm sure of is that Tao Zhi is dead."

"My request was fruitless, so I can only accept my fate."

"So I tried to forget, to ignore, to accept, to glorify, to use any other method I could think of to pretend it didn't exist."

“I know I’m not sick.”

"But I'm sick."

"I will continue my so-called good life the way it should have been."

"how about you?"

"Are you ready to be like me, to be pushed forward by fate because you have no power to struggle or resist?"

"Or let me ask it another way. Are you ready to marry me?" Gong Cheng asked indifferently.