The unscrupulous system forced me to frantically test the small black room

"I reaped the fruits of my own actions. In the three years since you left, I have missed you all the time. Loving you has become my instinct, but I am still too cowardly to admit it like an idiot."

"When I met you again, you had become more mature and steady. You were no longer the little brat I could easily bully."

"My embarrassment and stubbornness probably seem childish in your eyes."

"I have always looked down on everyone equally, but in front of you I begin to feel inferior."

"You are like the protagonist who is out of my reach, while I am the cannon fodder who is destined to die early. I don't even have the qualifications to continue to flutter in front of you."

"I approached you again under the pretext of playing games, and even threatened you with the same old tricks, even though I knew that this would only make me look even more embarrassed in your eyes."

"But I still did it in such a despicable way, and coveted every look of yours that seemed like love, and then tried to find evidence that you still loved me."

"During this period of nonsense, every minute and every second I spend with you is worth cherishing."

"And now, the farce should end."

"Look, are these roses behind me pretty?"

"That day we planted a lot of roses in my yard. I look forward to smelling the roses with you next year, and then lying on a chair in the yard and chatting and enjoying the cool air."

"But I can't wait any longer."

"I want to tell you right here and now that I love you. I want you to know that my entanglement is not because of nonsense, but because I love you."

"I have made many, many promises to you and told you many, many lies, but the only thing I have never said without any hesitation is that I love you."

"If possible, can I beg you for the luck to be loved again?"

"I want to hold your hand, kiss you, and be cheered and blessed by everyone on the stage like a protagonist."

"I want HE, too. I want happiness, too."

"I want to have an ordinary love affair with you like an ordinary person. It doesn't need to be grand, it doesn't need ups and downs, it doesn't need so many readers and viewers, and I don't need to worry about any force majeure."

"All I need is to wake up with you in my arms, eat simple meals three times a day, and walk the dog with you in the park in the evening, and take a nap behind the tree when I feel like it."

"Whenever you have nothing to do, just invite friends to have a hot pot or barbecue, listen to some fresh and insignificant gossip and have some fun together."

"Then just like that, we'll grow old together and become the two coolest old men dancing disco in the square."

"Xiaocheng, I love you."

"If you want to be with me, come to me through the crowd and the sea of ​​flowers."

"I'll be here waiting for you to hold my hand and I won't leave again."

After Tao Zhi finished speaking, all he could see was Gong Cheng in front of the path. The emotions in his eyes were surging without any concealment, and he took the performance as an excuse to pour out his love.

The audience was silent, no one made a fuss about "being together".

Most of those present were prominent figures, and many of the older ones were stunned by the shocking scene of this man confessing his love to another man, and some even did not hide their disgust.

There are also some people who know that Tao Zhi was once a famous name, so they naturally know what kind of character he is. Now watching him confess his love to Gong Cheng, it is simply like a pile of cow dung trying to be adorned with flowers, it is unbearable to watch.

Not to mention agreeing to Tao Zhi's confession, just being confessed to by Tao Zhi in public can be considered a stain on one's life.

Many people were just there to watch the show, waiting for Tao Zhi to be slapped in the face in this farce he had created.

Under the gaze of everyone, Gong Cheng took action.

Seeing Gong Cheng stepping into the flower-paved path, some people couldn't help but exclaim.

Tao Zhi was stunned for only a moment, then he calmed down and eased the feeling of tension in his heart.

Tao Zhi was not so narcissistic as to think that Gong Cheng came over to hold his hand. Perhaps he wanted to make his rejection more solemn.

After all, being remembered by a person with a stigma like himself in front of so many people, if he behaved vaguely, it would damage his reputation.

Gong Cheng walked towards Tao Zhi step by step. He looked calm on the surface, but his palms were sweating uncontrollably. The throbbing in his heart had long been unstoppable, and he stared at Tao Zhi in front of him without moving.

Gong Cheng stopped in front of the steps and looked up at Tao Zhi on the stage.

When Tao Zhi saw that Gong Cheng did not go on stage, his tense body relaxed a little.

The play must go on.

Tao Zhi stepped forward to the stairs.

"Gong Cheng, are you willing to come up and hold my hand?" Tao Zhi asked.

However, the two breaths of silence seemed particularly long, and then Gong Cheng spoke.

"From the beginning to the end, the one who humbly begged to be loved was actually me." Gong Cheng said affectionately.

There were bursts of exclamations from the audience upon hearing this, and some even screamed exaggeratedly. It was obvious that this confession, which most people were not optimistic about, had reached its turning point.

Tao Zhi froze in place for a moment, a look of disbelief on his face.

Reason told Tao Zhi to rush over immediately to stop Gong Cheng from saying the next words, but his body was so exhausted that he could only barely keep his balance.

Tao Zhi stood there speechless, watching in a daze as the situation spiraled out of control step by step to the point of no return.

"Your love is always mixed with half-truthful jokes and immorality. I am always worried that this charity-like love will be taken back by you."

"Just as I had been worried and afraid, I was pushed away by you."

"During those three years, I repeatedly reminded myself what kind of person you were. I repeatedly cried in my bed and begged myself not to think about you anymore."

"But I couldn't help but let my longing for you grow amidst my resentment and anger at you for abandoning me, and it turned into the state where I am now, where I can only rely on you."

"I have always been looking up to you, watching you shine and be surrounded by people of all kinds."

"I have tried hard to pursue you and forced myself to keep growing. Only now do I dare to stand in front of you again and accept your scrutiny."

"I pretended to be mature and steady, but even so, I still showed my cowardice in front of you time and time again."

"In fact, I am still the same Xiaocheng who cries all the time, and I am still the same Xiaocheng who loves you."

"Now, I don't want to look up to you like this."

"I don't want to just blindly chase after it and then act according to the plot you set."

"I know there are many force majeure problems between us, but as long as we work together, things will definitely turn around."

"There is no so-called predetermined ending, and our story will not be controlled by anyone."

“The next story may be written by ourselves.”

"I am not some unattainable protagonist in your eyes. On the contrary, in my story, you are the protagonist."

"Now, I hope you can step down from this stage you built for performance, throw away all your reservations and hold my hand."

"Then come and love me like you said you would."

"Okay, sir?"