Rebirth of Love: Jiang Ciyou's Counterattack Legend
Chapter 99: Inner Conflict
Jiang Ciyou sat quietly by the window, looking at the bustling city outside, but her heart was full of contradictions and confusion. Her thoughts were like a tangled mess, and she couldn't sort them out.
The days with Lu Jingchen were so beautiful. His gentleness, his thoughtfulness, and his determination made Jiang Ciyou feel a happiness she had never experienced before. They had experienced many wonderful times together, laughed, cried, and struggled together. Lu Jingchen was like a warm sunshine, illuminating her once dark world.
However, Jiang Ciyou could never forget her husband's betrayal. Although the deep wound gradually healed under Lu Jingchen's care, it still hurt occasionally. She was afraid that history would repeat itself and that she would fall into the abyss of being hurt again. She didn't know whether she could really trust Lu Jingchen completely and whether she could give her heart to him without reservation.
Jiang Ciyou recalled every detail of her acquaintance and love with her husband. At that time, they had had a good time and were full of hope for the future. However, everything turned into a bubble on the wedding night. Her husband's betrayal made her feel like she was falling into an ice cave, and her world collapsed in an instant. From then on, she no longer believed in love and men. It was not until Lu Jingchen appeared that a glimmer of hope was rekindled in her heart.
However, this glimmer of hope was accompanied by endless fear. Jiang Ciyou didn't know how long Lu Jingchen's sincerity would last, and didn't know where their future would go. She was afraid that if she devoted herself to him and was hurt again, she would not be able to bear it.
She thought of her friends' doubts. They thought she was just playing with Lu Jingchen's feelings, after all, she had supported him. Although Jiang Ciyou knew that she was sincere to Lu Jingchen, she could not deny that their beginning was indeed a little unusual. This made her doubt her feelings even more and wondered whether their relationship could really last.
Jiang Ciyou was in a deep struggle. She didn't know how to make a decision or where to go. On the one hand, she longed to be with Lu Jingchen and enjoy this hard-earned happiness; on the other hand, she was afraid of getting hurt again and losing everything she had now.
Just then, Lu Jingchen walked in. He saw Jiang Ci's worried look, and felt distressed. He walked gently to her side, sat down, and held her hand.
"Ciyou, what's wrong? Are you worried about something?" Lu Jingchen asked gently.
Jiang Ciyou looked at Lu Jingchen, her eyes full of contradictions and confusion. She didn't know how to start, how to express her inner struggle.
Lu Jingchen saw her hesitation, he gently hugged her in his arms and said, "Don't be afraid, you can tell me anything. We will face it together."
Jiang Ciyou leaned in Lu Jingchen's arms, feeling his warmth. She hesitated for a long time, and finally mustered up the courage to speak out her inner conflict.
"Jingchen, I'm scared. I'm scared of our future, scared of being hurt again. I know you treat me well, but I can't forget the pain of the past. I don't know if we can really last." Jiang Ciyou's voice trembled a little.
Lu Jingchen hugged her tightly and said, "Ciyou, I understand your fear. But please believe me, I won't hurt you like he did. I will use all of me to love you and protect you. Our future is full of uncertainty, but as long as we love each other and support each other, we will be able to overcome all difficulties."
Jiang Ciyou felt a little relieved after hearing what Lu Jingchen said, but she still couldn't completely eliminate her worries.
"Jingchen, I know you treat me well now, but none of us can predict what will happen in the future. I'm afraid that one day you will leave me, and I'm afraid that we will be separated for various reasons." Jiang Ciyou said.
Lu Jingchen lifted Jiang Ciyou's chin and asked her to look into his eyes. His eyes were full of determination and affection.
"Ciyou, I will not leave you. No matter what happens in the future, I will always be by your side. I love you, and this love will not change because of time and difficulties. We must believe in each other and believe in our love." Lu Jingchen said.
Jiang Ciyou looked at Lu Jingchen's determined eyes and was touched. She knew that Lu Jingchen really loved her, and his words were not just sweet words, but a promise from the heart.
However, Jiang Ciyou still couldn't completely let go of her worries. She thought of her past experiences, the pain and hurt. She didn't know if she really had the courage to love again, and whether she could really bear the pain of losing again.
Lu Jingchen saw Jiang Ciyou's hesitation, and he knew that she needed time to overcome her inner fear. He did not force her, but accompanied her silently, giving her strength and comfort.
"Ciyou, I know you need time to think. It's okay, we can take it slow. I will always be here waiting for you, until you completely trust me, until you are willing to face everything in the future with me." Lu Jingchen said.
Jiang Ciyou looked at Lu Jingchen, her heart full of gratitude. She knew that she was lucky to meet someone like Lu Jingchen who truly loved her. She also knew that she couldn't live in the shadow of the past forever, and should face the future bravely.
However, it is not an easy thing to really do this. Jiang Ciyou's heart is still full of contradictions and confusion. She doesn't know how to make a choice, and doesn't know where her future will go.
In the following days, Jiang Ciyou fell into deep thought. She kept asking herself whether she could really believe in love again and whether she could really go on with Lu Jingchen. She recalled every moment she spent with Lu Jingchen, and those good times filled her heart with warmth. However, whenever she thought of her husband's betrayal, the fear in her heart would surge up again.
Jiang Ciyou tried to find answers from people around her. She talked to her friends and listened to their opinions. Some friends thought that she should love bravely and not miss the happiness in front of her because of the pain in the past; some friends thought that she should be more cautious and not trust men easily. Jiang Ciyou listened to her friends' opinions and felt even more entangled.
She also tried to find the answer from the bottom of her heart. She asked herself, what do you want? Should you continue to live in the shadow of the past, or bravely pursue the happiness of the future? After some thinking, Jiang Ciyou found that she actually longed for happiness. She didn't want to live in pain and fear all the time, she wanted to create a better future with Lu Jingchen.
However, it is not easy to really let go of the worries in your heart. Jiang Ciyou knows that he needs time to adjust his mentality and rebuild his trust in love.
During this process, Lu Jingchen has been silently accompanying her. He did not force her to make a decision, but gave her enough space and time. He used his actions to prove to Jiang Ciyou that he is trustworthy and he will always love and protect her.
As time went by, the contradictions and confusion in Jiang Ciyou's heart gradually decreased. She began to gradually let go of the pain of the past and re-examine the relationship between herself and Lu Jingchen. She found that she could no longer live without Lu Jingchen, and he had become the most important person in her life.
Jiang Ciyou decided to face her heart bravely and love bravely. She knew that the future was full of uncertainty, but she was willing to face it with Lu Jingchen. They would work together to create their future.
When Jiang Ciyou told Lu Jingchen about his decision, Lu Jingchen's eyes were filled with joy and emotion. He hugged Jiang Ciyou tightly and said, "Ciyou, I knew you would make the right choice. We will definitely be happy."
Jiang Ciyou leaned in Lu Jingchen's arms, feeling his warmth. She knew that her choice was right. Although the future was full of challenges, as long as they loved and supported each other, they would be able to overcome all difficulties.
Since then, Jiang Ciyou and Lu Jingchen's feelings have deepened. They face various difficulties in life together and work hard for the future together. Although their love journey is full of ups and downs, they firmly believe that as long as they hold each other's hands tightly, they will be able to reach the other side of happiness.
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