As the wedding approached, Jiang Ciyou began to feel anxious. This anxiety was like a fine spider web, entangled in her heart bit by bit.

Jiang Ciyou sat by the window, looking at the bustling city scenery outside the window, but her heart was full of anxiety. She was worried that something unexpected would happen at the wedding, and the possible scenarios that kept flashing in her mind made her shudder. She imagined that it would suddenly rain heavily on the wedding day, turning the carefully decorated garden venue into a muddy mess; or the sound equipment would malfunction at a critical moment, causing the entire wedding to fall into awkward silence; or she would accidentally fall while walking on the red carpet and make a fool of herself in front of everyone. These worries were like heavy stones, pressing her to the point of suffocation.

She began to become nervous and uneasy, and even had some insomnia. At night, when the whole city fell into silence, Jiang Ciyou lay in bed, tossing and turning. Various possible problems kept emerging in her mind, making it impossible for her to fall asleep peacefully. She tried to relieve her anxiety by relaxing and taking deep breaths, but the effect was not obvious. Every time she closed her eyes and tried to relax herself, those worries would involuntarily surge into her mind.

Jiang Ciyou began to doubt whether her decision was right. She met her husband at a chance party. At that time, he was elegant and humorous, which attracted Jiang Ciyou's attention at once. In the subsequent relationship, they spent many wonderful times together, and those sweet memories were like bright stars, embellishing her life. However, now that she is about to enter the palace of marriage, she began to worry that she and her husband will have conflicts and problems after marriage. She thought of those friends around her who were not happy in their married life. They often quarreled over trivial matters, and their feelings were gradually worn away in the friction day after day. Jiang Ciyou was afraid that she and her husband would also go down this path, and that their love would not last long.

She began to become hesitant and even wanted to postpone the wedding. But she knew that this was impossible. The preparations for the wedding had already taken up a lot of her time and energy, and her relatives and friends were all looking forward to this grand wedding. Moreover, she loved her husband deeply and she also longed to build a happy family with him. However, these anxieties were like a haze, shrouding her heart and making it difficult for her to get rid of them.

Jiang Ciyou tried to distract herself by being busy. She began to prepare for the wedding more attentively, carefully checking every detail to make sure everything was perfect. She communicated with the wedding planner over and over again, not letting go of any possible problems. She personally selected the flowers for the wedding, requiring each flower to be fresh and beautiful, as if only this could make her feel a little more at ease.

However, even when she was busy, anxiety was always with her. When she was choosing a wedding cake, she would suddenly think of the pressure of married life and worry that she and her husband would not be able to take on the responsibility of the family; when she was trying on a wedding dress, she would think that if there were problems in her marriage, this beautiful wedding dress would become a permanent pain in her heart. Jiang Ciyou felt as if she was trapped in an inescapable vortex. No matter how hard she tried, she could not get rid of these anxieties.

She tried to confide her troubles to the people around her. She found her best friend Lin Yue, hoping to get some comfort and advice from her. Lin Yue listened to Jiang Ciyou patiently, then gently held her hand and said, "Ciyou, don't be so nervous. The wedding is one of the most beautiful moments in life. You should relax and enjoy the process. Besides, you and your husband love each other so much that you will definitely be able to overcome any difficulties." Jiang Ciyou felt a little comforted after hearing Lin Yue's words, but the anxiety still lingered in her heart.

Jiang Ciyou also tried to communicate her feelings with her husband. On a quiet night, she sat on the sofa with her husband, leaned gently on his shoulder, and expressed her worries. Her husband gently stroked her hair and said, "Dear, don't worry. We will be happy. We have been through so much and finally got to this day. We will be able to face everything in the future together." Her husband's words made Jiang Ciyou feel warm, but the anxiety in her heart did not completely disappear.

Jiang Ciyou began to reflect on her own personality and way of dealing with things. She felt that she was sometimes too sensitive and emotional, which might bring pressure to her husband in their married life. She also realized that she was sometimes not calm and rational enough when dealing with problems, and might make wrong decisions because of impulse. She decided to work hard to change herself after marriage and make herself more mature and stable.

In order to relieve her anxiety, Jiang Ciyou began to try some relaxation methods. She would go to the park for a walk every morning, breathe fresh air, and feel the beauty of nature. She would also listen to some soothing music at night to gradually calm her mood. She also tried yoga and meditation to relax her body and mind by adjusting her breathing and mentality. Although these methods could not completely eliminate her anxiety, they at least gave her some relief to a certain extent.

However, anxiety still welled up in her mind from time to time. When Jiang Ciyou saw the wedding invitation, she would wonder whether her married life would be as she wished; when she tried on her wedding shoes, she would wonder how she would deal with problems in her marriage. These worries were like ghosts, always lingering in her mind.

Jiang Ciyou knew that she couldn't go on like this. She had to face her fear and anxiety bravely. She began to re-examine her views on marriage and values ​​and think about what she really wanted. She realized that marriage is not just a union of two people, but also a responsibility and commitment. She and her husband need to work together, understand each other, and support each other to make their marriage last and be happy.

Jiang Ciyou decided to put aside her anxiety and bravely welcome the arrival of the wedding. She believed that as long as she and her husband truly loved each other and worked together, they would be able to overcome any difficulties. She began to actively adjust her mentality and face the future life with confidence.

In the last few days before the wedding, Jiang Ciyou was even busier preparing everything. She checked the venue layout, sound equipment, lighting effects and other aspects with the wedding planner to ensure that everything was perfect. She also personally prepared small gifts for the guests, hoping that they could feel her sincerity and blessings.

Although anxiety still exists, Jiang Ciyou has learned how to live with it. She no longer lets anxiety control her emotions, but faces it with a positive attitude. She knows that the wedding is just a new beginning, and there is still a long way to go in the future. She and her husband need to face various challenges and difficulties together. But she believes that as long as they support and care for each other, they will be able to create a happy family.

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