Rebirth of Love: Jiang Ciyou's Counterattack Legend
Chapter 484 Confused
Jiang Ciyou sat alone in the hotel room, looking out the window at the unfamiliar city scenery, the confusion in her heart was like a diffuse fog that could not be dispelled for a long time. She had left the home that had once made her miserable, but now, she didn't know where to go.
A few days ago, she resolutely dragged her suitcase out of the house. At that moment, she felt as if she had broken free from the shackles and gained freedom. However, when she was really in this unfamiliar environment, she found that behind freedom was endless confusion.
She began to reflect on whether her decision was right. Was it really wise to leave her husband? Would she get into trouble again? She didn't know what the future would be like, and her heart was filled with anxiety.
Jiang Ciyou decided to go out for a walk to relax. Perhaps she could find some answers in the outside world. She simply packed herself up and walked out of the hotel. The sunlight outside was a bit dazzling. She squinted her eyes slightly to adapt to this bright world.
She came to a park and found a bench to sit down. Looking at the people coming and going, everyone seemed to have their own destination, but she was lost. She looked at a young couple with envy, they were holding hands, with happy smiles on their faces. That smile was as warm as the sun, and it hurt Jiang Ciyou's heart.
She recalled the good times she and Lu Jingchen had had. At that time, they traveled together and enjoyed every moment of life. Lu Jingchen's gentleness and thoughtfulness were like a spring breeze, making her feel the warmth she had never felt before. They watched the sunrise and sunset together at the beach, strolled in the mountains together, tasted delicious food together, and shared each other's joys and sorrows together. Those beautiful memories, like a series of gorgeous paintings, kept emerging in her mind.
But now, she has lost Lu Jingchen. She doesn't know where he is, or if he is still angry with her. She regrets her original decision, regrets leaving him and returning to her husband. She feels so stupid and selfish.
Jiang Ciyou fell into deep self-blame. She didn't know how to make up for her mistakes, nor how to find Lu Jingchen. She felt isolated and helpless, as if she had been abandoned by the world.
She sat in the park for a long time, her thoughts drifting. She thought of her past, her dreams, and her vision for the future. But now, everything seemed so distant and vague.
Jiang Ciyou stood up and walked aimlessly. She walked through street after street, looking at the shops and pedestrians on the street, but there was no ripple in her heart. She didn't know what she should do or where she should go. She felt like a lonely boat lost in the sea, without direction or goal.
Before she knew it, Jiang Ciyou came to a library. She hesitated for a moment and walked in. The library was very quiet, with only the sound of turning pages and light footsteps. Jiang Ciyou walked between the bookshelves, looking at the books one by one, and her heart gradually calmed down.
She picked up a book, sat in a corner, and read quietly. The story in the book made her forget her troubles temporarily. She immersed herself in the world of words, feeling the author's emotions and thoughts. At that moment, she seemed to have found a safe haven, a place where she could temporarily escape from reality.
However, when she put down the book and returned to reality, confusion came over her again. She didn't know how to face the future, or how to start over. She felt that her life was in darkness, with no light in sight.
Jiang Ciyou walked out of the library and continued to wander around the city. She came to a coffee shop, ordered a cup of coffee, sat by the window, and looked at the outside world. The aroma of coffee filled the air, which made her feel a little more relaxed.
She looked at the pedestrians outside the window and thought about her life. She remembered her dream, which was to become an independent and strong woman, to have her own career and a happy life. But now, she was getting further and further away from that dream.
Jiang Ciyou decided to re-examine her life. She couldn't be so confused any more. She had to find her own direction and realize her dream. She began to think about her interests and strengths, and what she could do.
She recalled that during the three years she had been with Lu Jingchen, she had learned business knowledge and invested in stocks and real estate. Although it was just to pass the time at that time, now it seems that this may be a direction that can be developed.
Jiang Ciyou decided to start learning business knowledge again and improve her abilities. She wanted to work hard for her future and create her own happy life. She believed that as long as she worked hard, she would be able to realize her dream.
However, when she actually started to act, she found that everything was not so easy. She had not been exposed to business knowledge for a long time and had forgotten many things. She needed to relearn and accumulate experience again.
Jiang Ciyou began to buy various business books and magazines, spending a lot of time reading and studying every day. She also attended some business lectures and training courses, hoping to improve her abilities as soon as possible. However, the learning process was not smooth, and she encountered many difficulties and challenges.
Some concepts were hard for her to understand, and some cases she couldn't analyze. She felt her abilities were limited and began to doubt whether she could really succeed. She didn't know whether she should persist or give up.
During this process, Jiang Ciyou also felt very lonely. She had no friends to talk to and no family to support her. She could only bear everything silently. She began to miss Lu Jingchen and his company and encouragement.
Jiang Ciyou didn't know how long she could hold on. She felt like she was about to collapse. She began to doubt whether her decision was right. She didn't know if she could really find happiness. She felt like she was stuck in an endless cycle and couldn't get out of it.
Just when Jiang Ciyou felt desperate, she received a letter from afar. The letter was sent by an old classmate of hers. In the letter, she encouraged Jiang Ciyou to bravely pursue her dreams and not give up easily. She also shared some of her own experiences and insights, which inspired Jiang Ciyou deeply.
Jiang Ciyou read the letter, and a warm feeling surged in her heart. She felt that she was no longer alone, and that someone cared about her and supported her. She decided to cheer up and continue working hard. She believed that as long as she persevered, she would be able to realize her dream.
Jiang Ciyou began to adjust her learning methods. She no longer read and studied blindly, but chose some important knowledge points for in-depth research. She also joined some business exchange groups to communicate and discuss with other learners and share each other's experiences and insights.
Through continuous efforts, Jiang Ciyou's ability gradually improved. She began to have a deeper understanding of business and was able to analyze some complex cases. She felt that her efforts were not in vain and was filled with a sense of accomplishment.
However, Jiang Ciyou knows that this is just the beginning. She still has a long way to go and many challenges to face. But she is no longer afraid or confused. She believes that as long as she persists, she will be able to realize her dream.
The author says:
Jiang Ciyou's confusion is a stage that many people will experience in their lives. When we face major choices and changes, we often feel confused and uneasy. However, confusion is not terrible. What is terrible is that we are immersed in confusion and cannot extricate ourselves. Jiang Ciyou constantly explored and tried in confusion, and finally found her own direction. I hope her story can give some inspiration to those who are confused, so that they can bravely face their lives and pursue their dreams.
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