Jiang Ciyou stood in front of the window, looking at the bustling city scenery outside, but her heart was full of entanglement and struggle. The sunlight shone on her through the glass, but it could not warm her cold and contradictory heart.

Since returning to her husband, her life has been like a whirlpool from which she cannot extricate herself. Every day is filled with pain and confusion, and she doesn't know where to go.

On the one hand, she felt that she should be responsible for her husband. After all, they had been married before, and the times they had experienced together, whether sweet or quarrelsome, left a deep mark in her life. She thought back to the moment they met, on a sunny afternoon, when an accidental encounter brought their fates together. From the initial shyness and heartbeat to the later passionate love and commitment, they also had countless beautiful memories.

The days they spent together were filled with laughter and tears. They had made eternal vows under the stars and had walked hand in hand in the face of difficulties. They had experienced the ups and downs of life together, and those shared memories made her feel that she had a responsibility to stay by her husband's side and work hard to repair this broken marriage.

However, whenever she looked at her husband's face, she couldn't help but think of Lu Jingchen. That handsome man with broad shoulders and narrow waist, who was a wolf and a milky man who loved to act like a spoiled child, had been deeply imprinted in her heart. She missed Lu Jingchen's gentleness and thoughtfulness, and the sense of security and warmth when he was by her side.

She recalled the days when she and Lu Jingchen were on vacation at the beach, the blue sky and white clouds, the golden beach, and Lu Jingchen's gentle smile. They walked hand in hand on the beach, feeling the breeze and listening to the sound of the waves. At that moment, she felt that she was the happiest person in the world. The moment when they tasted food together, the delicious food and the warm atmosphere were also unforgettable for her. Lu Jingchen always carefully selected her favorite food for her, and when he saw her eating happily, he would also show a satisfied smile on his face.

These memories kept coming back like a tide, filling her heart with pain and longing. She didn't know how long she could hold on, and whether she could suppress her feelings for Lu Jingchen and continue to stay with her husband.

In order to escape her inner struggle, Jiang Ciyou began to deliberately avoid her husband and reduce communication with him. She went out early every day, busy with work and various social activities, trying to numb herself with busyness. When she returned home at night, she always found various excuses to hide in her room to avoid being alone with her husband.

However, this approach only made their relationship more tense. The husband noticed her change and began to feel uneasy and confused. He didn't understand why Jiang Ciyou suddenly became so indifferent. He tried to communicate with her, but she always brushed him off.

"Ciyou, what's wrong with you recently? Why do you always avoid me?" The husband's eyes were full of confusion and worry.

Jiang Ciyou was flustered, she didn't know how to answer. She didn't want her husband to know her true thoughts, she was afraid of hurting him, and she was also afraid of facing her own feelings.

"It's nothing, I'm just busy with work and a little tired." Jiang Ciyou forced a smile, trying to hide his inner feelings.

The husband obviously didn't believe her, but he didn't ask any more questions. He knew Jiang Ciyou had her own secrets, and he didn't want to push her too hard. He hoped she would tell him on her own initiative.

As the days passed, the conflicts between them continued to escalate. The husband began to become sensitive and suspicious. He always suspected that Jiang Ciyou had another man. Every time he saw Jiang Ciyou go out, he couldn't help asking her where she was going and who she was with. Jiang Ciyou was annoyed and helpless about his questioning. She felt that her life had lost its freedom.

"Can you please stop being so suspicious? I'm just going to work and meeting clients." There was a hint of anger in Jiang Ciyou's tone.

"Then why do you always avoid me? Why don't you want to talk to me more?" The husband also became agitated.

The quarrels between them became more and more frequent, and every quarrel made Jiang Ciyou more determined to leave her husband. She knew that she couldn't continue living like this, and she had to make a choice.

At night, Jiang Ciyou lay in bed, tossing and turning, unable to fall asleep. Lu Jingchen's smile and figure kept appearing in her mind, as well as her husband's disappointed and angry expression. She felt as if she was trapped in an inescapable vortex, sinking deeper and deeper.

She didn't know what to do, and the pain in her heart kept coming like a tide. She remembered the promise she had made to her husband and the ups and downs they had gone through together. She felt that she couldn't just give up on this marriage so easily, and she should work hard to repair it.

However, whenever she thought of Lu Jingchen, the feelings in her heart could not be suppressed. She knew that she could no longer love her husband, and she was just performing her so-called responsibilities and obligations incorrectly. She didn't want to continue to deceive herself like this, nor did she want to deceive her husband.

During this long night, Jiang Ciyou's heart was full of contradictions and struggles. She didn't know what her future would be like, and she didn't know if she could find true happiness. She felt as if she was standing at a crossroads, not knowing which direction to go.

However, she knew she couldn't keep hesitating like this. She had to face her feelings bravely and make a decision. She began to think seriously about her future and what kind of life she really wanted.

She thought of her dream, the dream of becoming an independent and strong woman. She thought of her pursuit in business, the pursuit of creating her own career. She knew that only by realizing her dream could she truly control her own destiny and find true happiness.

She also thought of Lu Jingchen, the man who made her heart beat. She didn't know if they still had a future, but she knew she couldn't just give up her feelings for him. She decided that if she had the chance, she must bravely pursue her own happiness, no matter how many difficulties and challenges she would encounter in the future.

On this night full of struggle, Jiang Ciyou finally made a decision. She decided not to escape from her feelings anymore, not to suppress her heart anymore. She would bravely face her choice and pursue the life she really wanted.

The author says:

Jiang Ciyou's struggle is what many people experience when faced with emotional choices. Her contradictions and pain let us see the complexity and fragility of human nature. In this modern society full of challenges and opportunities, we often face a variety of choices, and these choices often affect our lives. I hope Jiang Ciyou can bravely walk out of her predicament and find her own happiness. At the same time, I also hope that readers can get inspiration from her story, bravely face their own feelings and life, and pursue the future they really want.

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