Rebirth of Love: Jiang Ciyou's Counterattack Legend

Chapter 388 Lu Jingchen's Hesitation and Determination

Lu Jingchen stood in front of the window of his spacious and bright office, with a panoramic view of the bustling city, but his mind was not on this gorgeous scenery at all. His heart was being pulled by two powerful forces, one was hesitation, the other was determination, like the two ends of a scale, swaying in the depths of his soul.

He thought of every detail of what happened after Jiang Ciyou left him, and those painful memories came flooding back like a tide. They used to be so close, every glance was full of affection, and every hand-holding and hug seemed to be able to resist all the coldness in the world. However, everything fell apart after she left. He was afraid, really afraid that Jiang Cihen had completely forgotten him, as if she had never been in his world. He didn't know how she would react if he suddenly appeared in front of her. Would she turn away indifferently, or scold him with disgust in her eyes? This uncertainty was like a thick dark cloud, shrouding his heart, making him feel extremely heavy every time he wanted to take a step to find her.

Lu Jingchen knew that his impulsiveness and narrow-mindedness may have caused great harm to Jiang Ciyou. He recalled the times in the past when he did not understand and tolerate her enough. Every moment was like a sharp thorn piercing his heart. He often reflected alone in the middle of the night. If he had been more mature in their relationship, listened to her ideas more patiently, and given her more support and trust, maybe they could still be together happily now. This feeling of regret was like an invisible rope that bound his actions and made him full of self-doubt on the road to finding Jiang Ciyou.

He thought again that Jiang Ciyou might have started a new life. She might have met someone new, who might give her more happiness and security than he did. He was afraid that his presence would disrupt her life, which had finally calmed down, and would become a problem for her. He didn't want to be the one who destroyed someone else's happiness, even if that person was Jiang Ciyou, whom he once loved deeply. This thought was like a cold wall, standing in front of him, stopping him from moving forward.

However, in the deepest part of his heart, there was a power that was constantly surging, and that was his love for Jiang Ciyou that he could not give up. This love was like a burning flame that had never been extinguished. Even when he was at his most decadent, it was still flickering tenaciously in the corner of his heart. He knew that he couldn't just miss her like this, and couldn't let the rest of his life be spent in regret. He thought of the good times they had spent together, the laughter while strolling on the beach, the sweet cuddling in the cozy cottage, and every fragment of memory was the most precious treasure in his life. He longed to see her again, even if it was just to look at her, even if she no longer loved him.

Lu Jingchen paced back and forth in his office, his leather shoes making dull sounds on the polished floor, as if echoing his inner struggle. His fingers fiddled with a pen on the table unconsciously, and his thoughts spun rapidly in his mind. His friends all advised him to let go of the past and start a new life. They said that since Jiang Ciyou had left, he should look forward and find new happiness. However, he knew that for him, Jiang Ciyou was his happiness, and without her, everything lost its meaning.

He recalled a movie he had watched before, in which the protagonist traveled thousands of miles and overcame countless difficulties in order to find his lost love. At that time, he thought it was just a fictional plot in the movie, but now, he deeply understands the protagonist's state of mind. He feels that he should also be like the person in the movie, bravely pursue his own love, and at least give himself an explanation no matter what the result is.

He thought about his success in his career. He had recovered from a love-struck man and made a name for himself in the business world. He became a successful person in people's eyes, with wealth, status and fame. However, all this became dull without Jiang Ciyou to share. He wanted to see her proud smile when he succeeded; he wanted her to be there to support and encourage him when he encountered difficulties. He realized that Jiang Ciyou was not only his lover, but also an indispensable part of his life.

Lu Jingchen walked to his desk and sat down heavily. He turned on the computer, and the light on the screen shone on his slightly tired but determined face. He began to sort out his thoughts about Jiang Ciyou. He wrote down all his worries, fears, and hesitations on paper, and then wrote down his love, longing, and desire for her next to it. He looked at the dense handwriting on the paper, as if he saw the two selves in his heart debating fiercely.

He knew that if he didn't go find Jiang Ciyou, he would live in regret and remorse forever. He couldn't let this happen, he had to fight for his love. He decided that no matter how many difficulties and obstacles there were ahead, no matter how Jiang Ciyou treated him, he would take this step bravely. He would go find her, tell her his true feelings, and fight for a chance to start over.

This determination grew stronger in his heart, like a seed finally breaking through the dark soil and growing towards the sun. He began to make some preliminary plans, thinking about how to appear in front of Jiang Ciyou in the most appropriate way, which would not make her feel sudden and uncomfortable, but also express his sincerity. He imagined countless scenarios in his mind, each of which was full of uncertainty, but he was no longer afraid, because he knew that only by facing it bravely would he have a chance to save his lost love.

Lu Jingchen took a deep breath, as if to gather courage. He knew that this was an important turning point in his life, and this decision would change his future. But he was ready, and he was willing to accept the result, whether good or bad. He believed that love was worth the risk, and Jiang Ciyou was the one he was willing to fight for all his life.

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