Rebirth of Love: Jiang Ciyou's Counterattack Legend

Chapter 382 Lu Jingchen's Inner Struggle

Lu Jingchen has been hearing rumors about Jiang Ciyou recently. These rumors are like wisps of wind, penetrating into his world from every crack, disturbing his heart, which he had been trying to calm down. He heard that Jiang Ciyou had started a new life, she had her own job, and seemed to be getting back on track step by step, gradually getting rid of the haze of the past.

Every time he heard such news, Lu Jingchen's heart seemed to be grabbed tightly by an invisible big hand and then pulled wantonly. In his mind, Jiang Ciyou's face would involuntarily emerge, a face that had smiled at him countless times, full of tenderness and love. But now, he didn't know if this face still had a trace of attachment to him.

On the one hand, he was sincerely happy that Jiang Ciyou was able to pick herself up again. He knew that when Jiang Ciyou left him and returned to her husband, she was tangled and in pain. He could imagine the torture that Jiang Ciyou suffered in that loveless marriage. Now she finally took this step bravely and started to find her own life, which required great courage. He admired Jiang Ciyou's perseverance, as if he saw the energetic her who once looked forward to the future with him.

However, this happiness was mixed with a deep sense of loss. He felt that Jiang Ciyou seemed to no longer need him. Once upon a time, they were the most important people in each other's lives. The good times they spent together were like a series of gorgeous paintings, forever engraved in the depths of his memory. When they were strolling on the beach, Jiang Ciyou would playfully pick up shells and throw them at him, and then when he pretended to be angry and chased her, she would laugh like a silver bell; in a high-end restaurant, Jiang Ciyou would gently hold his arm, and that shy and happy smile was like a beam of light shining into his heart. But now, Jiang Ciyou is walking alone, and she can live well without his company, which makes him feel as if he has become dispensable.

This contradictory emotion made him fall into a deep inner struggle. He often sat alone in the office, staring at the bustling street scene outside the window. The outside world was bustling with people, and everyone was rushing for their own lives. Looking at those busy figures, he would wonder if Jiang Ciyou was also in some corner of this city, equally busy and fulfilled? He would silently picture Jiang Ciyou at work in his mind. She might be seriously processing documents on the computer, or enthusiastically discussing work plans with colleagues. That focused look must be very charming.

He didn't know whether he should disturb her new life. Every time this thought came up, it was like two villains were arguing fiercely in his heart. One villain said: "You should go find her, you still love her, and she may be waiting for you." The other villain retorted: "You can't go. She has finally started over. If you show up, you may cause trouble to her again and make her new life collapse." He was afraid that his appearance would be like a boulder thrown into a calm lake, causing huge waves again and breaking the peace that Jiang Ciyou had just found.

Lu Jingchen would also fall into deeper contemplation when he returned home alone at night. He looked at everything familiar in the house, and the traces of his life with Jiang Ciyou were still there. On the sofa in the living room, there was still the pillow that Jiang Ciyou liked; in the closet in the bedroom, there were a few clothes that Jiang Ciyou forgot to take away. These items were like silent narrators, constantly reminding him of the happy times he had. Sometimes he couldn't help but pick up Jiang Ciyou's clothes and gently sniffed the faint fragrance left on them. It was a unique smell belonging to Jiang Ciyou, which made his heart softer and more entangled.

He began to recall every little detail between them, from their initial acquaintance to their later love and understanding. They met by chance, when Jiang Ciyou was wearing a white dress, like a fairy from a painting. He remembered that when he saw her for the first time, his heartbeat accelerated involuntarily. And there was a hint of curiosity and shyness in Jiang Ciyou's eyes, as if there was an invisible magnetic field between them that attracted each other. Since then, their feelings have been like a seed, slowly taking root and sprouting in each other's hearts. They have experienced so many beautiful moments together, and shared each other's joys, sorrows, and sorrows. But now, all this seems like a distant dream, beautiful but out of reach.

He wondered if he had been more understanding and tolerant of Jiang Ciyou, would things have been different? Maybe he wouldn't have fallen into that state of self-destruction when he knew Jiang Ciyou had returned to her husband. He should have handled the matter more rationally, communicated with Jiang Ciyou, and understood her true thoughts. He realized that he was impulsive and narrow-minded at the time, and only saw the surface of Jiang Ciyou's departure, but did not delve into her helplessness and pain behind it. If he could give Jiang Ciyou more support and encouragement, maybe she wouldn't have made the decision that made them both suffer.

Lu Jingchen's heart is like a ship sailing on a rough sea, losing its direction and drifting with the tide. He doesn't know how to choose, should he bravely pursue his love, or silently bless Jiang Ciyou, and then lick his inner wounds alone. This struggle made him look a little haggard. His friends were worried when they saw him like this, but he didn't know how to tell them about his inner pain.

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