Rebirth of Love: Jiang Ciyou's Counterattack Legend

After Jiang Ciyou left home, he felt as if he was in a vast fog and entered a long and tormenting period of confusion.

She dragged her simple luggage, stood on the street, looked at the bustling crowd and the busy streets, and felt lost. She didn't know where to go, and every direction seemed full of unknown and uncertainty. She just walked into a small hotel based on instinct. The room in the small hotel was small and simple, with a faint smell of mold, but Jiang Ciyou didn't care about it at the moment. She put her luggage in the corner, sat on the bed, and looked out the window with empty eyes.

She began to think about her future, but her thoughts were like a tangled mess and she couldn't sort them out. She realized that although she had made the decision to leave, this decision was more like an escape, and she had no idea about the direction of the future. She didn't know what kind of life she wanted, nor did she know what she could do. Her mind kept surfacing about the past, the good memories of being with Lu Jingchen, and the entanglement between her and her husband. She wondered, if she hadn't left Lu Jingchen, what would her life be like now? But as soon as this idea came to her mind, she was suppressed. She felt that she was no longer qualified to think about Lu Jingchen.

She began to worry whether she could really find happiness. Once, she thought that happiness was to build a family with her husband and live a stable life. But the reality dealt her a heavy blow. Although the days with Lu Jingchen were happy, they were also full of uncertainty. Now, she is once again standing at the crossroads of life, not knowing which direction to take. She doesn't know whether happiness for her is a stable job, a sincere relationship, or both. She feels like a child lost in the dark, eager to find a ray of light, but not knowing where the light is.

She was also worried whether she could meet someone who loved her as much as Lu Jingchen did. Lu Jingchen's gentleness, thoughtfulness and tolerance left a deep impression in her heart. He always appeared when she needed him most, giving her warmth and strength. However, she also knew clearly that she had hurt Lu Jingchen deeply. She didn't know if there was another person in the world who could love her as much as Lu Jingchen did. She thought, maybe she had missed the love of her life, and could only cherish that beautiful relationship in her memories.

During her stay in the inn, Jiang Ciyou spent her days in a daze. She woke up in the morning and looked at the unfamiliar ceiling, not knowing how to spend the day. Sometimes she would lie in bed in a daze for hours. Sometimes she would wander aimlessly on the streets near the inn, looking at the shops and passers-by on the street, feeling lonely and helpless. She also tried to pass the time by reading or watching TV, but she found that she couldn't concentrate at all. Her heart was always occupied by various worries and confusions.

She began to recall her past, her experiences from childhood to the present. She found that her life was full of twists and turns. When she was a child, she lived in an ordinary family. Although she did not have much material enjoyment, she lived a carefree life. When she grew up, she met her husband and thought she had found her home, but she did not expect to be betrayed on her wedding night. The time she spent with Lu Jingchen was an unexpected surprise in her life, but it ended because of her own choice. She felt that her life was like a farce, and she always made the wrong choice at the wrong time.

She also thinks about her own personality and behavior. She realizes that she is sometimes too impulsive and indecisive. When faced with her husband's betrayal, she did not calmly think about how to solve the problem, but chose an extreme way to retaliate. In her relationship with Lu Jingchen, she gave up easily because she was afraid of social opinion and the shadow of the past. She knows these shortcomings of hers, but she doesn't know how to change. She feels like a bird trapped in a cage, wanting to break free, but unable to do so.

Jiang Ciyou also has various fantasies about her future life. She fantasizes that she can find an ideal job and find her own value in work. She imagines herself in a spacious and bright office, happily cooperating with colleagues and working hard for a common goal. She also fantasizes that she can meet love again and form a happy family with someone who truly loves her. In this family, there is no betrayal, no quarrels, only mutual understanding and support. However, every time these fantasies end, she will be pulled back to reality and realize that these are just unattainable dreams.

Her confusion is not only reflected in the uncertainty about the future, but also in the confusion about her own identity. She is no longer the simple wife, nor is she the same person she was when she was with Lu Jingchen. She doesn't know who she is now and what identity she should use to face the world. She feels that she has lost her position in this society, like a rootless duckweed, drifting in the torrent of life.

During this period of confusion, Jiang Ciyou also tried to find some answers. She would sit alone in front of the window of the small hotel at night, looking at the night view outside and thinking about the meaning of life. She would write down her thoughts and feelings in a notebook, trying to sort out her thoughts through words. She would also chat with the owner of the small hotel, although it was just some irrelevant topics, but she hoped to find some inspiration from other people's lives. However, these efforts did not reduce her confusion much, and she was still groping for a way forward in the dark.

As time went by, Jiang Ciyou's confusion did not ease, but became more and more serious. She began to feel anxious and uneasy, and this emotion was like an invisible hand, tightly grasping her heart. She knew that she could not continue to be depressed like this, and she had to make some changes. However, she still had no idea where to change. She felt that she was trapped in a vicious circle. The more confused she was, the more anxious she became; the more anxious she was, the more she could not find the direction.

During this period of confusion, Jiang Ciyou also experienced some inner struggles. On the one hand, she wanted to get rid of this confused state as soon as possible and start her life again; on the other hand, she was afraid to face new challenges and the unknown. She knew that she had to take the first step bravely, but this first step was like crossing an insurmountable gap for her. She kept wandering in this contradictory psychology, and every day was very painful.

She would cry silently in the middle of the night, regretting her past and worrying about her future. She felt that she had messed up her life and didn't know if she would have a chance to start over. She whispered to herself in the dark: "Jiang Ciyou, you have to be strong, you can't be defeated like this." However, her heart was still full of fear and confusion.

During this period of confusion, Jiang Ciyou's body began to have some problems. Due to long-term mental stress and bad living habits, she often suffered from headaches and insomnia. Her face became pale and she looked haggard. She knew she had to take care of her body, but she had no mood or energy to do so. She felt that her body was like a heavy burden, dragging down her soul.

Despite this, there is still a faint glimmer of hope deep in Jiang Ciyou's heart. She knows that she cannot give up. No matter how difficult the road ahead is, she must work hard to find her own life. Although this glimmer of hope is very weak, it is the only motivation for her to persevere in this period of confusion. She believes that one day, she will walk out of this fog and find her own direction.

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