Rebirth of Love: Jiang Ciyou's Counterattack Legend

Jiang Ciyou sat in that familiar yet strange room, and everything around her seemed to be silently telling of her inner entanglement and pain. Her eyes fell on a corner of the room with some emptiness, but her thoughts had already drifted back to the days when she was with Lu Jingchen.

Once upon a time, Lu Jingchen was like a ray of light shining into her dark world after being betrayed by her husband. His gentleness was like the spring breeze, gently brushing her wounded heart; his thoughtfulness was like the fine spring rain, silently moistening her dry heart; his tolerance was like the broad ocean, accepting all her negative emotions. Every moment with Lu Jingchen was filled with simple and pure happiness. Those smiles and the heartbeats when their eyes met were the best memories in her life.

However, she chose to leave Lu Jingchen and return to the husband who once broke her heart. She began to reflect deeply on her original decision and tried to analyze her true motives deep in her heart.

She realized that she made this decision largely out of an obsession with the past. She and her husband had had good times, and those memories were like a thread entwined in her heart. Even though they were severed by the pain of betrayal, they were still connected. She couldn't help but wonder if their marriage could have returned to its original happiness if those things hadn't happened. This nostalgia for the past was like an invisible shackle that bound her mind and made her lose her mind when faced with choices.

At the same time, the pressure of public opinion weighed on her like a mountain. In this seemingly tolerant but actually judgmental society, she was afraid of being accused of being an unfaithful woman. She seemed to be able to hear the whispers behind her back and see the strange looks. She was afraid of becoming the topic of conversation and being labeled as immoral. This fear made her timid when facing her own feelings and afraid to follow the true voice of her heart.

The factor of facing a failed marriage again also played an important role in her decision. She had experienced the great blow of being abandoned by her husband on her wedding night. The pain was like a deep wound. Although time slowly healed it, she was filled with fear at the thought of facing the failure of marriage again. She felt that she could not bear the pain again, so when her husband came back and expressed his desire to save the relationship, she chose to return to this seemingly safe harbor out of a self-protection instinct.

But now, she clearly knew she was wrong. This home, the place where she once thought she could find warmth again, has become so cold. She watched her husband busy with his own affairs every day, ignoring her, and their communication was nothing but quarrels and cold silence. She thought of Lu Jingchen, who always gave her attention and love when she needed it most, even just a look, could make her feel cherished.

She regretted her impulsive decision, which was a choice made with many complex emotions, and now she has to pay a heavy price for this choice. She didn't know how to save it all. She felt like she was trapped in a deep quagmire and couldn't find a way out no matter how hard she struggled. She tried to imagine how Lu Jingchen would react if she appeared in front of him again. Would he still love her as much as before, or would he be full of resentment towards her because of her leaving? She felt that she didn't have the courage to face the possible rejection, but she didn't want to give up just like that.

She began to recall every detail of her time with Lu Jingchen, trying to find some clues from those memories, to find a way to get close to him again. She remembered the evening when they were together at the beach, the afterglow of the setting sun shone on them, Lu Jingchen gently held her hand, and they watched the waves coming in together. At that time, her heart was filled with peace and happiness. She thought, how nice it would be if she could have that moment again.

She also remembered that once when she was sick, Lu Jingchen stayed by her bed all night, his eyes full of worry and love. He cooked porridge for her and fed her carefully. That warm feeling still lingers in her heart. She knew that the love Lu Jingchen gave her was so real and deep, but she gave up easily.

She paced back and forth in the room, her anxiety and regret intertwined. She knew she had to do something, but she was afraid of making the wrong move. She wanted to call Lu Jingchen, but when she picked up the phone, she didn't know what to say. She wanted to write a letter, but she wrote and tore it up, tore it up and wrote again, and still couldn't express the complex emotions in her heart.

Her heart was like a chaotic battlefield, with reason and emotion fighting fiercely. Reason told her that she had hurt Lu Jingchen and might not be qualified to return to him; but emotion was shouting that she could not lose Lu Jingchen, because he was the one she really wanted to spend her life with.

During this long process of self-reflection, Jiang Ciyou experienced countless struggles and pains. She knew that no matter how many difficulties and challenges lay ahead, she had to muster up the courage to face them. She could no longer live in such a muddleheaded way, and she had to strive for her own happiness.

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