Rebirth of Love: Jiang Ciyou's Counterattack Legend
Chapter 359 A painful decision
Jiang Ciyou couldn't count how many sleepless nights she had spent. The dim light flickered in the room, just like her wavering heart. She sat alone at the desk, the letter paper spread out in front of her was still blank, only the tip of the pen was trembling slightly, as if it was also resisting what it was about to write.
Looking back on the past period of time, her heart was filled with endless pain and entanglement. From the moment her husband returned to China, her life was like being caught in a storm, and the originally calm lake of her heart was stirred up by turbulent waves. Her husband's attentiveness, the familiar care and tenderness returned to her, but she knew that all of this could not erase the pain of betrayal on the wedding night. Whenever she looked into her husband's eyes, the painful memories flashed like a ghost, making her heart ache.
And Lu Jingchen, the man who came into her life and brought her endless warmth and love, the feelings between them were so real and profound. The time they spent together, whether walking on the beach by the sea, listening to the whisper of the waves, or sharing delicious food and laughter in a high-end restaurant, every moment is like a bright star embedded in the depths of her memory. Lu Jingchen's smile, his eyes, his meticulous care, have become an indispensable part of her life.
But now she has to make a decision, a decision that seems to tear her heart in two. She knows that her feelings for Lu Jingchen are sincere, and he is the one who can make her truly happy. However, the appearance of her husband and the hints he brought about a stable life have plunged her into deep confusion. She feels as if she is standing at a crossroads in life, with every direction leading to the unknown, but she must choose a path, even if it is full of thorns.
Jiang Ciyou sighed deeply, her eyes fell on the corner of the room, where she and Lu Jingchen had chosen a small ornament. It was a small crystal dolphin, shining charmingly under the light. Every time she saw it, she would think of their date at the aquarium. During the dolphin show, Lu Jingchen whispered in her ear that he hoped their love could be like a dolphin, forever happy and free. Tears blurred her vision unconsciously, and she hurriedly wiped them away with her hands, trying to get her mind back to the decision at hand.
She began to weigh the pros and cons in her mind. Although the days with Lu Jingchen were full of happiness, there were also many uncertainties. Their relationship had been questioned by friends, and in this real world, they faced a lot of pressure from the outside world. She was worried whether this love could stand the test of time and whether it could remain indestructible in the ups and downs of the future. Although her husband had betrayed her before, his return now seemed to be full of determination to reform. He had a stable career and social status. If she started over with him, perhaps she could have a seemingly stable life. She no longer had to worry about the future and no longer had to endure the criticism from the outside world.
But is this so-called stable life really what she wants? Jiang Ciyou's heart is constantly struggling. Whenever she thinks about returning to her husband, her stomach churns, as if her body is instinctively resisting this decision. She knows that a large part of her heart has been occupied by Lu Jingchen, and the relationship between her and her husband has already had an irreparable crack at the moment of betrayal. However, she is afraid that if she continues to go with Lu Jingchen, one day in the future they may go their separate ways for various reasons, and then she will have nothing.
Jiang Ciyou picked up the pen, then put it down again, repeating this process several times. Her palms were full of sweat, and the letter paper was crumpled. She knew that once this decision was made, there would be no turning back. Lu Jingchen's face, his affectionate eyes, and the countless little things he had done for her kept appearing in her mind. The careful care he gave her when she was sick, the helping hand he extended without hesitation when she was in trouble, and the little jokes he tried his best to make her happy when she was in a bad mood. She knew that Lu Jingchen really loved her, and his love for her was pure and selfless.
However, she remembered her husband's words again. He said that he had realized his mistakes, he regretted his impulse, and he wanted to make up for the harm he had caused her. The future life he described sounded so tempting, a complete family, a stable relationship, no more wandering and anxiety. It was as if there were two villains fighting in Jiang Ciyou's heart, one was saying that she should follow her heart and choose Lu Jingchen; the other was reminding her to be rational and consider realistic factors.
Time passed quietly in this endless tangle, and the sky outside the window gradually brightened. Jiang Ciyou knew that she couldn't hesitate like this any longer. She gritted her teeth, as if she had made up her mind. She picked up the pen again, and the tip of the pen moved slowly on the paper, and every word seemed to use up all her strength.
"Jing Chen:
When you see this letter, I think you already know my decision. I want to say sorry to you first, I am really sorry. You are one of the most important people in my life. You gave me so many beautiful memories. Those days are the happiest time of my life.
I know this decision will hurt you, and it hurts me too. But I am really confused now, and I don't know what to do. My husband has returned to China, and he expressed to me his desire to start over. I know he has done something unforgivable, but I feel that I still have a responsibility and obligation to him.
I want a stable life and a home to rely on. Although the days with you are wonderful, I am always worried about what will happen in the future. I am afraid that our relationship will become vulnerable under the pressure of reality. I know it is unfair to you to think this way, but I really have no choice.
I hope you can understand my situation and don't hate me. You are such a good person and you deserve better love. I will always remember your kindness to me and those memories will become the most precious treasure in my life.
Say goodbye to worries
As she wrote, her tears soaked the letter paper. Jiang Ciyou carefully folded the letter and put it in the envelope. Her hands were shaking, as if the letter weighed a thousand pounds. She knew that once the letter was sent, the relationship between her and Lu Jingchen would come to an end. Her heart seemed to be tightly grasped by an invisible hand, and she was in so much pain that she couldn't breathe.
When Lu Jingchen received the letter, the sun was shining in front of his window. He was expecting news from Jiang Ciyou, but he didn't expect to receive such a painful and determined letter. His hands were shaking, and the letter paper made a slight rustling sound in his hands. He couldn't believe his eyes and read the contents of the letter over and over again. Every word was like a sharp knife, piercing his heart.
He didn't understand why Jiang Ciyou made such a decision. Was the relationship between them so fragile? All the ups and downs they had experienced together, all the vows they had made, had they all been forgotten by her? His world seemed to collapse at this moment, and everything around him became blurry. He felt as if his soul had been pulled out of his body, leaving only an empty shell, sitting there numbly, letting sadness and despair overwhelm him.
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