Rebirth of Love: Jiang Ciyou's Counterattack Legend
Chapter 35 Contradictory Psychology
The night was as dark as thick ink, and the hustle and bustle of the city gradually died down. Jiang Ciyou lay alone in the spacious bedroom, the moonlight shining through the window onto her face, reflecting her delicate yet sad face.
Since she met Lu Jingchen in the bar, her life seemed to have a different color. Lu Jingchen's gentleness, thoughtfulness, and care, all made her frozen heart show a sign of melting. However, every time when it was late at night, those memories that she had deliberately hidden would flood into her heart like a tide, and she would fall into endless pain again.
She recalled the wedding night that had filled her with joy, the night she had carefully arranged and looked forward to. She had spent countless efforts in choosing her wedding dress, striving for perfection in every detail, just to be the most beautiful bride on that special day. She still remembered the joy she felt when she decorated the new house with her own hands, and every flower and every decoration carried her vision of her future life. However, all this was shattered after the text message from her husband arrived. Her husband's betrayal, like a sharp blade, deeply hurt her heart. She couldn't believe that the man who had sworn to her and promised to accompany her for life would elope with his mistress on their wedding night.
Jiang Ciyou's thoughts shuttled back and forth between memories and reality, and she began to feel confused about the relationship between herself and Lu Jingchen. She didn't know what kind of feelings she had for Lu Jingchen. Was it love? She was not sure. Lu Jingchen's appearance did bring her a lot of warmth and happiness, and his company gave her a little comfort during these dark days. His gentleness and thoughtfulness made her feel the happiness of being cared for. His talent and humor also made her smile inadvertently. However, she was afraid that this was just a kind of dependence. She was afraid that she had such feelings for Lu Jingchen just because she needed someone to accompany her during this special period.
She tossed and turned, unable to fall asleep. The contradictions in her heart were like two villains constantly arguing, which made her fall into deep entanglement. She didn't know how to face Lu Jingchen, nor did she know how to deal with this complicated relationship. She was afraid that she would be hurt again, and that once she fell into this relationship, she would be unable to extricate herself. She remembered her past pain and her husband's betrayal, and she didn't want to experience such a blow again.
At the same time, Lu Jingchen also noticed the changes in Jiang Ciyou. He keenly felt that Jiang Ciyou's attitude towards him had become much colder, which made him full of doubts. He didn't understand why Jiang Ciyou suddenly became so cold. They were so happy and so happy during the days they were together. He began to try hard to recall his recent behavior, trying to find out what he did wrong to make Jiang Ciyou unhappy.
Lu Jingchen began to try hard to please Jiang Ciyou, hoping to make her happy. He would send her flowers, prepare small surprises for her, and take her to eat her favorite food. He tried everything just to see Jiang Ciyou smile. However, his efforts did not seem to have much effect. Jiang Ciyou was still hot and cold towards him, which made him feel extremely lost and confused.
Lu Jingchen decided to have a good talk with Jiang Ciyou to understand her true thoughts. He didn't want to be ignored by Jiang Ciyou for no apparent reason. He wanted to know what went wrong between them. So, he mustered up his courage and called Jiang Ciyou.
On the other end of the phone, Jiang Ciyou's voice sounded a little tired. Lu Jingchen asked carefully: "Ciyou, what's wrong with you recently? Why are you so cold to me? Is there something I did wrong?" Jiang Ciyou was silent for a moment, then said softly: "It's not your problem, it's my own problem. I... I don't know how to face the relationship between us." Lu Jingchen's heart tightened, and he hurriedly said: "Ciyou, if there is any problem, we can solve it together. Don't think about it alone, okay?" Jiang Ciyou sighed and said: "Jingchen, I am very grateful for your company during this time, but I really don't know whether my feelings for you are love or dependence. I am afraid that I will be hurt again, and I dare not invest in a relationship easily."
After hearing what Jiang Ciyou said, Lu Jingchen felt distressed. He knew that Jiang Ciyou had been hurt a lot, and he understood her fear and worry. He said gently: "Ciyou, I know you have been hurt, but I am not him. I will not betray you, I will always be with you and protect you. Please believe me, okay?" Jiang Ciyou felt a warm current in her heart, but she was still unsure of her feelings. She said: "Jingchen, I need time to think and to determine my feelings. Please give me some time, okay?" Although Lu Jingchen felt a little disappointed, he still agreed to Jiang Ciyou's request. He said: "Okay, I'll wait for you. No matter how long it takes you, I will wait for you."
After hanging up the phone, Jiang Ciyou felt even more depressed. She knew that it was unfair to Lu Jingchen, but she really didn't know what to do. She fell into a deep contradiction and couldn't extricate herself. She began to recall every bit of her time with Lu Jingchen, trying to find clues to her feelings for him.
They went to a high-end restaurant to eat together, enjoying delicious food and fine wine. Lu Jingchen's gentleness and thoughtfulness made her feel very warm, and her heart was touched by him unconsciously. They went to the park for a walk together, holding hands, strolling among the flowers, like a couple in love. At that moment, she forgot the pain of the past and felt happiness she had never had before. They went to the movies together, went shopping together, and did all kinds of interesting things together. Their life was full of romance and warmth, which made her feel the taste of being loved.
However, whenever she thought of her husband's betrayal, the fear in her heart would surge up again. She was afraid that she would experience such pain again and be hurt again. She didn't know if she had enough courage to accept Lu Jingchen's love, nor did she know if she could let go of the pain of the past and start a new relationship.
Jiang Ciyou was in deep entanglement, she didn't know how to choose. She longed to be loved, but was afraid of being hurt. She wanted to face her feelings bravely, but was afraid of falling into the abyss of pain again. She struggled in contradiction and couldn't find a way out.
As the days passed, Jiang Ciyou's mood did not improve. She thought about her relationship with Lu Jingchen every day, but she never came up with a clear answer. Lu Jingchen was also anxiously waiting for Jiang Ciyou's decision. He would send her messages every day, caring about her life, hoping to make her feel his sincerity.
However, Jiang Ciyou's responses were always cold. She didn't know how to face Lu Jingchen's enthusiasm, nor how to express her inner conflict. She could only use indifference to cover up her confusion and fear.
During this process, Jiang Ciyou's friends also began to notice her changes. They all asked her what happened, but Jiang Ciyou just shook her head and was unwilling to say more. She knew that only she could solve her emotional problems, and no one else could make decisions for her.
Jiang Ciyou began to try to face her inner self alone. She would sit by the window alone in the dead of night and think about her life. She would recall her past, reflect on her mistakes, and think about her future. She knew that she could not continue to immerse herself in the pain of the past, and she had to face the future bravely.
However, whenever she thought of Lu Jingchen, the contradictions in her heart would emerge again. She didn't know how to make a choice, nor did she know where her future would go. She could only wander in the contradictions, waiting for the arrangement of fate.
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