Rebirth of Love: Jiang Ciyou's Counterattack Legend
Chapter 306 Thinking Alone
After the quarrel, Jiang Ciyou was alone in the room, which was filled with a depressing silence. She slumped on the sofa, staring blankly ahead, her thoughts like a tangled mess, unable to be sorted out.
The scene of the quarrel with Lu Jingchen just now kept replaying in her mind. Lu Jingchen's angry eyes and those accusatory words were like sharp blades, cutting her heart again and again. She knew that Lu Jingchen was angry because he cared about her, but wasn't she also in pain? She had never thought of hurting Lu Jingchen, but the current situation made her feel like a cruel executioner.
At the same time, her husband's sudden return was like a boulder thrown into a calm lake, stirring up thousands of waves. His guilt, expectations, and promises were all mixed up in her heart. Jiang Ciyou sighed deeply, and she tried to sort out her thoughts, but every time she wanted to lean towards one side, the other side's thoughts would come to her mind again.
She began to examine her past relationship with her husband. They met at a casual social event. At that time, her husband was very elegant, with a charming confidence in his eyes. Their love was like a melodious serenade, slow and gentle at first. They strolled together on the path filled with the afterglow of the sunset, sharing the joys and sorrows of life. The movies they watched together and the food they tasted together, every detail was like a gem embedded in the depths of memory, shining with the beautiful light of the past.
However, the betrayal on the wedding night was like a sudden storm, ruthlessly destroying this seemingly solid castle of love. The despair and pain of that night are still unforgettable. She felt like she was abandoned by the world, and all her dreams of happiness vanished in an instant. She could not understand how the man who had sworn to her could betray her so easily and elope with another woman.
But now, this man is back again, with regret and promises. He said he would turn over a new leaf, spend the rest of his life making up for his mistakes, and give her the best life. Jiang Ciyou didn't know whether she should believe him or not. She was afraid that this was just a momentary impulse or the beginning of another lie. She knew that if she chose to believe him again, it would mean that she would put her heart in a place where it could be broken at any time.
Lu Jingchen's figure broke into her thoughts again at this time. Lu Jingchen appeared in her life when she was most vulnerable. His gentleness, thoughtfulness and pure love were like a beam of light shining into her dark world. The time they spent together was full of passion and romance, and every moment seemed like a beautiful scene captured from a movie.
They watched the sunrise together at the beach. When the first ray of sunlight shone on them, Lu Jingchen held her hand tightly, his eyes full of love. When they were in a high-end restaurant, Lu Jingchen would carefully cut steak for her and then watch her eat tenderly. In those days, she felt cherished and pampered, and this feeling gradually helped her get over the pain of her husband's betrayal.
However, things were not always smooth sailing between them. Recently, they had conflicts over trivial matters. Lu Jingchen sometimes seemed a little childish, and she herself became a little sensitive because of the shadow of the past. These small conflicts might be slowly resolved under normal circumstances, but in this complex situation, they were infinitely magnified.
Jiang Ciyou felt like she was standing at a crossroads, with unknown roads on both sides, and each road was full of risks. She didn't know how Lu Jingchen would be hurt if she chose her husband; and if she chose Lu Jingchen, would she be able to completely let go of everything in the past with her husband. She realized that she had always been indecisive in her feelings and did not have a clear position. This character put her in such a painful situation now. She hated her indecision, but she didn't know how to change.
She stood up, walked to the window, and looked out at the bustling city scene. People on the street were in a hurry, and everyone seemed to have their own clear direction and goals. But she lost herself in the whirlpool of emotions. She began to think about what kind of life she wanted. Did she want a stable family and a fresh start with her husband who had hurt her but now expressed repentance? Or did she want to take risks with Lu Jingchen and explore a future full of uncertainty but passion?
Deep in her heart, there is a voice telling her that she longs to be loved and to have someone she can truly rely on. Her husband's previous betrayal has seriously shaken her trust in love, and although the appearance of Lu Jingchen has made her feel the beauty of love again, is the emotional foundation between them deep enough and can it stand the test of time?
Jiang Ciyou thought about her own upbringing. She grew up in an ordinary but loving family. Her parents had always had a good relationship and supported each other. She had always wanted to have a love like her parents, stable and lasting. But reality dealt her such a heavy blow. She didn't know if she could still believe in love, and if she could still find happiness like her parents.
Her values also began to influence her thinking at this time. She always believed that honesty, loyalty and trust were the most important elements in love. Her husband's betrayal obviously violated these principles, and although Lu Jingchen had always been very good to her, the occasional trust crisis between them also made her worried. She began to doubt whether she could find a love between these two people that was truly in line with her values.
Thinking about her life goals, she once hoped that she could become an independent and confident woman. She could control her own destiny in both career and love. However, now she is so confused and helpless in her relationship, which makes her feel that she is getting further and further away from her life goals.
Jiang Ciyou felt her head hurt more and more. She knew she had to make a decision as soon as possible, but this decision was too difficult for her. She was afraid of making the wrong choice, afraid of being hurt again, and afraid of losing the person who truly loved her. She paced back and forth in the room, and every step seemed to be stepping on her tangled heart.
She tried to analyze the advantages and disadvantages of her husband and Lu Jingchen. Her husband had mature social experience and a certain economic foundation. If he really repented, he might be able to give her a relatively stable life in terms of material. And they once had a deep emotional foundation, which could not be ignored. However, his betrayal was like an indelible scar that would always lie between them.
Although Lu Jingchen is young, he is full of energy and enthusiasm. His love for her is pure and direct. During the days with him, she felt the youthful energy and the beauty of love. However, his youth also means that he may not be mature enough in some aspects, and their future is full of uncertainty.
Jiang Ciyou sat back on the sofa. She felt that she had fallen into a desperate situation. She didn't know how to solve this problem. She felt like a bird trapped in a cage. No matter how hard she struggled, she couldn't find a way out. Her heart was filled with helplessness. This feeling of helplessness overwhelmed her like a tide, making it almost impossible for her to breathe.
She began to recall some small details between herself, Lu Jingchen and her husband. When she was with her husband, he would always ignore her feelings when he was busy at work, and sometimes even lose his temper with her over trivial matters. Although Lu Jingchen was sometimes childish, he would always notice her emotional changes at the first time and then try his best to make her happy.
However, her husband behaves very appropriately in some important occasions, and his social skills and connections are also an advantage. Although Lu Jingchen is full of energy, he still needs to continue to learn and grow in social aspects.
Jiang Ciyou was constantly weighing all of this in her heart. She knew that this decision would affect her whole life. She didn't want to make a hasty decision, but she also knew that she couldn't keep hesitating like this. She felt that her spirit was about to reach its limit. She was exhausted from thinking and struggling for a long time.
She closed her eyes and tried to calm her mind. She told herself that no matter which one she chose, she must be prepared to face all the consequences. She couldn't escape anymore. She had to face her feelings bravely and make a decision that was best for her. But what was this decision? She still had no answer in her heart.
Time passed slowly as she struggled, and the light in the room gradually dimmed as the sun set. Jiang Ciyou sat in the darkness, her figure looking particularly lonely and helpless. She was like a ship that had lost its direction in the vast ocean, and could only drift in the rough waves, waiting for the guidance of fate.
She began to think again about how to give up the relationship between her and Lu Jingchen if she chose her husband. Lu Jingchen had deeply integrated into her life, and his existence had become an indispensable part of her life. She didn't know if she could be cruel enough to leave him, and she didn't know if Lu Jingchen could accept such a result.
Similarly, if she chooses Lu Jingchen, how should she face her husband? Her husband's return comes with so much expectation and regret. If she rejects him like this, would it be too cruel? And she is also worried that her husband will do something extreme because of her rejection.
Jiang Ciyou felt that her mind had fallen into a dead loop. She kept going around in circles on the same problem, but could never find a way out. Her heart was filled with anxiety and uneasiness, and this emotion made her body begin to feel uncomfortable.
Her hand unconsciously touched her chest, where it felt like a fire was burning and a piece of ice was freezing. Her heart was torn between two completely different emotions, and the pain made her almost want to give up thinking and just escape.
However, she knew she couldn't escape. She had to face this problem and make a decision. She opened her eyes again and looked at the dim light in the room. She knew she couldn't just sit there and wait for death. She had to re-examine her heart and find the answer that truly belonged to her.
She began to dig deep into her heart to find out her true feelings for her husband and Lu Jingchen. She found that her feelings for her husband were more of a habit and a memory, a continuation of the good old days. Her feelings for Lu Jingchen were a new and vibrant love that made her feel her own existence and value.
However, she also understands that habit and memory are a powerful force that allows her to find a sense of security in familiar environments and emotions. Although new love is beautiful, it is also full of unknowns and risks.
Jiang Ciyou fell into a new round of thinking. She tried to weigh the pros and cons between security and unknown risks. She knew that no matter which one she chose, it would not be smooth sailing. She needed to have enough courage and determination to face various problems that might arise in the future.
She thought of a movie she had watched before, where the heroine also faced a similar emotional choice. The heroine finally chose the one who could make her feel truly peaceful and happy. Jiang Ciyou began to ask herself, between her husband and Lu Jingchen, who could make her feel truly peaceful and happy?
Lu Jingchen's smile reappeared in her mind, a smile that could dispel the haze in her heart. Every time she saw his smile, her mood would become particularly good. As for her husband, although his return came with promises, it was difficult for her to see the kind of heart-moving things in his smile.
Jiang Ciyou began to lean towards Lu Jingchen, but she was afraid that this was just a momentary impulse. She knew that she needed more time to think and to make up her mind. She also knew that this decision could not be based solely on feelings, but also needed to take into account many realistic factors.
She began to think about her career development. If she stayed with her husband, his connections might help her career to a certain extent. But if she stayed with Lu Jingchen, they could work together to create their own career. Although they would face many difficulties, their love might become their driving force to move forward.
She thought about her social circle again. If she were with her husband, she might be able to reintegrate into her previous social circle, where there were familiar friends and acquaintances. But if she were with Lu Jingchen, she might need to rebuild her social circle, which would take time and energy.
Jiang Ciyou felt that her thoughts had become more and more complicated. Every factor was like a thread, entangled together to form a huge mystery. She tried to solve the mystery, but every time she untied a knot, more knots appeared.
Her cell phone suddenly rang at this time, breaking the silence in the room. She picked up the phone and saw that it was a message from a friend asking about her recent situation. Jiang Ciyou looked at the screen of her phone and suddenly felt that she needed to talk to her friend. She thought that perhaps her friend's advice could give her some inspiration and allow her to make a decision faster.
So she started to reply to her friend's message, briefly describing her current predicament. Her friend quickly replied to her, and her words made her think more deeply. Her friend said: "It's hard to say who is right or wrong in emotional matters. You need to listen to your inner voice. However, you also have to consider the reality of the situation and don't let yourself get hurt again."
Jiang Ciyou knew that her friend was right, but what was her inner voice? She felt that she had searched deep in her heart for a long time, but still could not find a clear answer. She knew that she could not delay like this any longer, and she had to make a decision as soon as possible.
She decided to give herself another day to think.
On this day, she will re-examine all the things between herself, her husband and Lu Jingchen. She will analyze the pros and cons from all aspects and find the choice that will make her happiest.
Jiang Ciyou stood up and turned on the light in the room.
The bright light made her feel a little better, and she took a deep breath, as if to cheer herself up.
She knew this day was going to be a very difficult day, but she also knew it was a day she had to go through.
On this day, she will find her own exit from this emotional maze full of entanglements and pain.
She walked over to her desk and pulled out a notebook and a pen.
She decided to write down her thoughts, which might help her think more clearly.
She wrote the four words "emotional choice" on the first page of her notebook and began her sorting journey.
She wrote her husband's name first and then listed his strengths and weaknesses below.
Then, she wrote down Lu Jingchen's name and listed his strengths and weaknesses in the same way.
She looked at the contents of the notebook and felt as if she was doing a very complicated math problem.
She continued to carefully analyze in her notebook the various problems she might face if she and her husband got back together, including how to rebuild trust between them and how to deal with past betrayals.
At the same time, she also thought in detail about the difficulties she might encounter if she were with Lu Jingchen, such as how his relatively young and immature personality traits might bring certain risks to their relationship.
As time passed, the content in the notebook continued to increase, and Jiang Ciyou's thoughts gradually became clearer like a lit lamp.
She was surprised to find that this approach enabled her to understand her true inner needs more fully and deeply.
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