The system is a stingy person, and the heroine is crazy

It seems that fate has always been playing a joke on me and would not let me go even if I compromised.

I met Shao Yuchen in college. At first, I had no idea who he was and just thought he was a classmate. It wasn't until I graduated from college that I saw that man at the graduation ceremony.

To be honest, apart from being a little fatter and older than I remembered, nothing else has changed about him.

To be honest, when I learned that Shao Yuchen was my younger brother, I was extremely angry, especially when I heard that he had lived in a pampered environment since he was a child. I even beat him up.

I beat him pretty hard that time and broke his head.

To be honest, if I hadn't been so ruthless, causing the other party to call the police and demand an explanation, wanting to treat it as a criminal case and refusing to reconcile, I wouldn't even tell that man who I was.

I had thought that their agreement to settle was the best thing I could get.

But I didn’t expect that after the man knew my identity and did a paternity test with me, he actually asked me to go home.

What? My first thought was, is he kidding me?

But his repeated pestering made me realize that he was not joking. After all these experiences, I still refused to go home.

After trying many times, the man saw that I didn't respond, so he stopped pestering me.

As for me, I was accepted by a company because of my excellent academic performance. In just three months, I started earning over ten thousand yuan a month.

To be honest, I have never seen so much money in my life. I am very happy, but also a little regretful. I often wonder how great it would be if the old man were still alive.

For work, I rented a house nearby. I was very capable at work, and three months later I was promoted to department manager. The day before I became department manager, I went to the bar alone to celebrate, and I drank a lot of alcohol that day.

This also caused me to wake up late the next day due to a hangover, and was late for the company. When I arrived downstairs of the company, I happened to bump into a college student whose resume was rejected. She was blocking the HR at the door and said that her grandfather was sick and she had just borrowed a loan for his surgery, and now she urgently needed a job.

Maybe because I had been caught in the rain before, I tried very hard to hold an umbrella for her after I learned about this. In this way, she was successfully accepted by the company. I was afraid that her skills were not up to standard, so I assigned her to work under me.

Later I learned that she and her grandfather were the only two people left in her family. I don't know what was wrong with me at the time, but I gave her a lot of money. That was the right thing to do.

I even let her move into the apartment I rented. She was very nice to me and often took the initiative to cook and clean after work.

Just when I thought I had found someone who could accompany me, fate played a big joke on me again.

When I submitted my proposal for client evaluation, she actually teamed up with outsiders to report me for plagiarizing someone else's proposal in front of the client, making me embarrassed in front of so many people. To be honest, I had enough evidence to face these people's false accusations, but I chose to remain silent.

I couldn't stand her backstabbing me more than being framed, so I was fired from the company because of my silence. Later I went to find her, and she said she had to do it for money.

Money, for money again!

The old man died for money, even though his body was worn out. And her best friend also died for money?

Isn’t it enough to have enough money?

Isn't companionship what's important?

She has become a person again, she is really going crazy, her views seem to be out of tune with this world!

The control of fate is so strong, but I don’t want to give in, so I don’t want to be played by it anymore, so I want to end it all.

Just when I wanted to completely escape its control, I met Su Mo.

To be honest, what she said to me at that time, about going to the hospital because of a stomachache and suddenly not wanting her anymore, took me a while to figure out what she meant. I think what she meant was that the woman went to the hospital for a check-up and found out that she was pregnant, so she was going to push Su Mo back to the orphanage.

At that time, I felt that this child was unwanted just like me. She was so pitiful. I could make my own choices and break free from the control of fate, but she could only be cruelly teased by fate.

But just when I was thinking this, it actually stuffed a lollipop into my hand?

Why do I feel annoyed when I see her smile at me? It feels like being laughed at.

Perhaps it was her ridicule that made me give up the idea of ​​leaving, because I wanted to see how this child, like myself, collapsed after facing the reality.

After that, I stopped looking for a job and often went to the orphanage to observe the child.

But almost every time I went there I saw her being bullied by older kids.

Every time she was bullied she would cry loudly, but she would pretend to be strong every time when others saw her.

Every time she sees herself, she smiles. I really don’t understand why she can smile.

To be honest, I really want to see the light in her eyes slowly fade away. In some ways, she is very similar to me. I think she has been ravaged by fate like me and cannot get up. I want her to have the same ending as me, but I don’t really want her to have the same ending as me.

Even during that time, I didn’t know what I wanted…

My mind seemed to be completely twisted, so twisted that even I felt terrible about myself.

She said she was going to be adopted again. To be honest, when I heard this, I actually felt a little uncomfortable, as if something was out of my control.

But soon this feeling disappeared, because she didn't know why it came back again!

Although she was a little annoyed when she came back, there was still a glimmer of longing for tomorrow in her eyes, and that longing was really an eyesore!

Before I knew it, I found that the fate I hated had turned me into a person like it.

They both want to control other people's fate and they both like to watch others struggle in pain.

So I decided to keep it around and observe.

When I applied to adopt Su Mo, the director told me a lot of things about her, such as that she liked to bully other children, that she liked to lie, and that she was not normal.

I didn't care because I seemed even more abnormal than her.

Finally, the dean saw that I was determined to adopt Su Mo, so he stopped trying to stop me.

After she was adopted by me, I did not provide her with good material conditions. Instead, I moved with her to a neighborhood where there were many left-behind children. The children there liked to fight more. I watched her fight with these children, and she would always bring Cai home, but she would always wipe the tears from her face before I saw them.

Once she played too much and almost drowned. During that time she was very afraid of water and was very clingy. It was because of that incident that I changed my mind.

I don't want to see her get hurt anymore, because no matter what I do, I can't dispel the light in her eyes. Since I can't drag her into hell, let her pull me back to the light and become my only light. I want her to shine on me all the time and never disappear from my side!

After much thought, I finally came up with a way to keep the light from disappearing, which is to make the light depend on me. I want to control her.

After taking a lot of medicine, she seems a little abnormal, but it doesn’t matter. I think I will stay with her and take good care of her. At least I will be more competent than that old man.

But after the car accident, I realized that I was wrong. She started to avoid me. The funny thing is that she didn't avoid me because she was afraid of me, but because she was afraid of hurting me!

How can there really be such stupid people in the world? Am I wrong?

Seeing her dazed and crying in the mental hospital, I seemed to realize that I was really wrong. I shouldn't have made her like this. Maybe those two children were right. It was because I was too stubborn that made her so miserable.

For her safety, I should stay away from her. I should let her be a normal person instead of a lunatic like me. But can she really take care of herself if I leave her alone?

I haven't heard from her for several days. Should I go see her, even secretly?

She called and said, no, I can't go see her, I have to control myself.

She seems to be sick. No matter what, I'm going to go see her. No matter what she says, I'm the one who made her a psychopath. Why does she still want to get close to me? Is she crazy?

She is really crazy. She even threatened me to go back to her by committing suicide. Su Mo, I gave you a chance to stay away from me. If that's the case, don't blame me for pestering you...