Kevin lowered his eyes slightly, put away his smile, and said lightly: "Is there anything wrong with this?"

Beidou paused, turned around and looked at Kevin, his expression changing from a moment of surprise to a variety of complex emotions.

Suddenly I realized that Kevin was still the same as before.

Beidou could guess what he was going to say next.

"You have done your best, Captain. No matter what, if you stay with her, you will get hurt and may die. This is the best solution.

There's no need to feel guilty, you did better than those crew members, at least you didn't resent her.

I think that was enough for her.”

Beidou sat in front of Kevin and looked into his indifferent blue eyes.

"Then why are you taking the risk to be with her?"

Kevin said expressionlessly: "Because of the mess I made in Mond, I don't want to live anymore, and I don't want to go back to face it."

"So, she was just a tool for you to commit suicide?" Beidou wanted to provoke Kevin.

Kevin's face froze for a moment, then after he relaxed, he returned to his expressionless look.

"The reason why I'm with her is simple. She helped me before, and I want to help her, too. Life and death aren't that important to me, so everything is just natural and right."

"It's really justified, Kevin. If you want to help Kevin, you can go through so many detours."

As he spoke, Beidou laughed sarcastically and exposed Kevin mercilessly.

Kevin couldn't keep his composure. His tone became hard, and he said calmly, "I don't know what you are talking about. Is there anything wrong with what I said?"

Beidou didn't back down at all and met Kevin's somewhat evasive gaze.

"What you said is all true, but you abandoned one thing, or you deliberately avoided it, that is, the feelings between you and Kevin."

Kevin seemed to have his pain point touched, his eyes narrowed slightly and his expression turned grim.

"Why avoid it? I never denied it, did I?"

Beidou looked as if he had expected it, and chuckled, "But you've never faced it squarely. Although you're a sensible person when it comes to right and wrong, you've always been a loser in these relationships, or you think you're a loser."

"I..."

Kevin was speechless. If he continued to refute this statement, he would not only be treating Beidou as a fool, but also himself.

What Beidou said was correct, but he said it too bluntly, so Kevin had to accept it.

"Becoming stronger doesn't mean abandoning those feelings, becoming cold-blooded, or becoming a bad person. Do you think you can be invincible without these weaknesses?"

"You..." Kevin was speechless. He wanted to make excuses, but when he saw Beidou's penetrating eyes, he could no longer say anything.

Deep down in my heart, I felt a little bit afraid of Beidou.

How come she sees through me so clearly? We haven’t known each other for long, have we?

Seeing this, Beidou smiled slightly.

"You are confused, right? You thought you hid it very well, but in fact, not only I saw it, Manye saw it too. I am sure that all your friends can see it too."

Kevin was silent for a while, then slowly said: "Just see it. There's nothing wrong with being a little ruthless. At least you can face reality objectively."

Beidou came in front of Kevin, her beautiful eyes moving with a hint of determination.

"You are very strong and very weak, but no matter what, in my opinion, you and Ke Wen both have places that need protection. I didn't do well with Ke Wen that time, but I won't make the same mistake with you a second time."

Kevin's face darkened and he said unhappily, "You really treat me like a child. Aren't you looking down on me?"

Kevin's expression gradually turned ugly after he was exposed.

I always feel that Beidou is staring at his weak spot and slowly exerting force.

He was forced to look directly at the place he least wanted to face.

Beidou smiled helplessly and said: "I have never treated you as a child, but as your big sister, and this fleet as your home."

"Are you kidding? I'm just a tourist. If there hadn't been this disaster, I would have left in a few days and wouldn't have had much contact with you. The only person I had contact with was Ke Wen. If I hadn't told you, who among you would have mentioned her? Home, my real home is in Mondstadt!"

When he said the last sentence, Kevin discovered sadly that he actually felt a little guilty.

"Mond." Beidou sighed, sat next to Kevin and continued.

"Kevin, didn't you notice? When you first arrived on the Death Star, there were some people who always asked about your well-being and some even invited you directly, hoping that you could join the fleet."

Kevin, who was originally feeling guilty, breathed a sigh of relief when he saw that Beidou did not bring up the topic of Mond.

Also lost in memories.

"Yes, I felt very strange at that time. It must be you, Captain. It's been so long, and you still want me to join."

"Do you know who wanted you to join the fleet in the first place?" Beidou suddenly asked.

Kevin was confused and asked, "Isn't it you? Those crew members hate me. If you didn't force them, why would anyone want me to join?"

"It's that girl Ke Wen."

Kevin stood up suddenly and said in disbelief: "What? When Kevin and I were together, wasn't she always in the mountains? How did you see her?"

"Are you sure it's just the mountains?"

Kevin was sure that Beidou was not lying, and that the sentence he just said was a bit tentative.

It was a lie that they had been staying in the mountains all the time. When Kevin was with Kevin, he always used various methods and excuses to try to get Kevin out.

But all of these were rejected by Kevin, and in the end Kevin had no choice but to take her to some uninhabited places.

But this raises another question, as they were all places with few people, and Kevin and Covenant were basically together.

How did Beidou manage to meet Kevin alone?

Beidou didn't bother Kevin and asked directly: "Remember the time at the dock?"

Kevin finally remembered that it was the last place he and Kevin had visited together.

I still remember that time, Kevin took the initiative to ask me to go with him, and after we arrived, he always found reasons for me to leave temporarily.

Now it seems that I will have to meet Beidou, but why do you want me to avoid it?

"Ke Wen did it on purpose. He came to the dock to want you to join us. At that time, I wanted to take her back to the fleet, but was rejected."

"Why do this?" Kevin was very confused.

"You also have some big problems. Ke Wen has already seen it. You always try to avoid the past, but you also care about it very much. You are extremely contradictory and you even had thoughts of suicide.

You are too sensitive and always think the worst of things, especially about relationships. Even now, it is still like this.

So she wants the fleet to be your second home, so that no matter what you encounter in Mondstadt, there will be a safe haven and a home waiting for you to return.

I agreed to all of this. After all, it was her last request and the last way I could help her."

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