System invasion, Queen fights monsters to upgrade, kills the system

With a sound of "Puff".

Hearing the sound of a sharp weapon piercing flesh behind her, Xu Zhoujiao immediately felt something was wrong.

She turned quickly and looked at Jingyan behind her.

Jingyan's sudden suicide shocked everyone present.

The wind and fire stick that had pierced Jingyan's heart had lost all its power at this moment. It was broken into two pieces, covered in blood.

Jingyan looked at the blood that kept flowing out of his chest and said self-deprecatingly, "I used to think that no one else was qualified to use this wind and fire stick except myself."

"For this Wind and Fire Stick, I studied hard. For this, I even devised a plan to trap the golden eagle."

"Just to give it the Buddha nature."

"In this way, I can know what I was missing back then..."

"When I reach the Western Paradise and see Master Guangci again, I can tell her without any doubt that even if I don't have the ability to understand, I can still reach the Western Paradise."

"Perception and the like don't represent sincerity at all."

"But today, your reactions have told me that Buddha nature is much more important than sincerity."

"And I am full of sins, and I am destined not to reach the West."

Jingyan, who had already faced the reality, showed a bitter smile at the corner of her mouth and was immersed in the memories of the past.

"Xuzhou Jiao, you are right. Jingni did promise me great wealth and power, but this is not what moved me the most. What really made me rebel was the death of Master Guangci."

"When she was dying, she called me into her meditation room alone among all her disciples. At that moment, I seemed to see the Guangci nun who made hot soup for me and held me in her arms again."

"Before she died, she told me that the reason she didn't choose me as the successor was because although I was diligent, I didn't have enough Buddha nature."

"She also said that although Hua En had a good Buddhist nature, she lacked experience. She asked me to assist Hua En and support Guangci Hospital after she passed away."

At this time, Jingyan's clothes were soaked with blood pouring out of her chest. Her breathing became slower and slower, and the light in her eyes gradually disappeared.

"Why? Why should I bow down to someone I hate? Why should I run around like a slave just because she lacks experience?"

"Since sincerity is so worthless, why do I have to pay for it again and again!"

"If Buddhism doesn't allow me, then I will go against it. I will live my life the way I want for myself."

“So, when Jingni offered to help me get back the position of abbess, I agreed.”

"I killed Hua En myself and took back the position of abbess."

"Although I have committed many sins, I do not regret it."

At this moment, Jingyan, whose vitality had already collapsed and scattered, had a blazing fire in her heart. This was Jingyan's belated punishment and retribution, and it was also the last path she had chosen for herself.

Jing Yan, who was burned by the fire of karma, laughed loudly towards the sky: "Hahahaha..."

She used up all her strength and shouted to the main hall: "I don't care about Buddhas who don't have Buddha nature. Guangci, I don't care about them anymore!"

"I do not care!"

Xu Zhoujiao looked at Jingyan who was being burned to ashes bit by bit by the karma fire.

She saw her struggle, unwillingness, and repeated self-denial in Jingyan's calm eyes.

Jingyan used to be like an insecure child. She tried hard to please everyone in Guangci Hospital and did everything well. Everyone praised her for being sensible, but also slowly ignored her because of her sensibleness.

After Master Guangci suddenly fell ill from an old illness, Jingyan stayed by her side and served her every step of the way.

It was at this time that Jingyan took over the Wind and Fire Stick from Master Guangci and began to take charge of all affairs in the academy.

Jingyan, who was temporarily entrusted with an important task, did every little thing conscientiously, for fear of being found to have made any mistakes by others.

But the day of the succession ceremony arrived.

However, Master Guangci took the Wind and Fire Stick, which symbolized the abbot, from Jingyan's hand in public, under Jingyan's eager eyes, and handed it to Hua En who was standing beside her.

At that time, Jingyan looked at her empty hands in astonishment.

Her eyes were full of confusion and grievance as she looked at Master Guangci. Tears welled up in her eyes but never fell.

Even so, Jingyan did not interrupt the succession ceremony. Her mouth corners trembled and she tried hard to raise a smile.

Looking at Master Guangci with a proud look on her face, she looked at Hua En standing beside her.

Until the end of the ceremony.

Jingyan knelt in front of Master Guangci and asked her again and again: Is there something I am not as good as Hua En? Why did the master choose Hua En to be the abbot?

Nun Guangci looked at Jingyan with tears in her eyes and said only: You don’t have the wisdom to be the abbot…

At that moment, Jingyan knelt on the ground, feeling confused and helpless. She was like a kitten that had been abandoned again, shivering slightly in the cold wind.

She looked at the back of Master Guangci who was about to step out of the Zen room and asked softly: Is enlightenment more important than a sincere heart that has been with you for more than 20 years...

Upon hearing this, Master Guangci only stayed at the door for a moment, then left without looking back...

After that, Jingyan spent her life in endless self-doubt.

She looked at the golden statue of the Bodhisattva in the main hall every day, and kept asking the Bodhisattva in her heart: Bodhisattva, do I really not have Buddha nature? Am I really unable to be the abbot?

When Jingyan saw Master Guangci again, it was also the last time she saw her.

She knelt silently beside the bed, listening to Master Guangci's last words. Tears flickered in her eyes, as if endless grievances were brewing in her heart.

From beginning to end, she did not receive any words of comfort or guidance from Master Guangci.

In my ears, there is only Hua En's instructions...

Rather than saying that Yu Lanting was using Jingyan to achieve the goal of swallowing up Dayin, it would be better to say that Jingyan felt valued by Yu Lanting.

While Yu Landing was instructing Jingyan to do things, he was also trying his best to win her heart.

When his sorcerers discovered the appearance of the Golden Eagle Venerable in Dayin Territory, Yu Lanting would immediately use the magic boy's layout to capture the Golden Eagle.

He was trapped in the golden body of the Bodhisattva for Jingyan to deal with.

To Jingyan, although Yu Lanting had lied to her, he did care about her.

With Jingyan's execution, all the men in black were also captured. The purpose of the raid on Guangci Hospital tonight was achieved.

Xu Zhoujiao looked at the demon boy who was beaten black and blue by little Nezha and asked, "Demon boy, do you know a child named Yu'er?"

The demon boy held his head and looked at the little Nezha beside him warily: "If you can control this child and stop attacking me, I will tell you!"

Little Nezha saw that the demon boy still dared to bargain, so he raised his little palm and slapped him on the head again. With a gloomy face, he said viciously: "You still have the energy to bargain, it's obvious that you didn't beat him enough!"

The demon boy, who was completely defeated by little Nezha, curled up and shouted loudly: "I said, I said, Yu'er is the youngest disciple of the national teacher."

"The Imperial Master has four disciples, three girls and one boy. Yu'er is the youngest and the most difficult one!"

Xu Zhoujiao continued to ask: "What else? What else do you know?"

"No, that's all I know."

"I was created by the Imperial Master using the evil spirits and evil thoughts of those women and the resentment in the world. I was sent here after only a few days in Dazhen."

"As for Yu'er, I'm still in the cage, listening to what the warlocks who are guarding me say."

"I also heard them mention that one of the national master's disciples has been hiding in your hermitage."

"But, who exactly is it, I don't know."

As soon as Mo Tong finished talking about this person, Xu Zhoujiao immediately guessed: She should be Huang Ying who was rescued by the system a few days ago...

The Venerable Golden Eagle on the side saw that the demon boy had almost finished explaining, so he said to Xu Zhoujiao: "Lord City God, if you have finished asking questions, I will take this demon boy away."

"The evil spirit and toxicity in him can only be washed away in the Bodhisattva's pure pool."

Xu Zhoujiao looked at the Venerable Golden Eagle who had already achieved great success in Buddhism, and asked the question again: "Venerable, is Buddha nature really more important than sincerity?"

“In Buddhism, Buddha nature is something a person can achieve enlightenment and elevation through practice and cultivation.”

"Does Jingyan really have no Buddha nature?"

Venerable Golden Eagle shook his head: "She has been able to maintain the kindness and respect in her heart for twenty years. This is her Buddha nature!"

Xuzhou Jiao still didn't understand: Since Jingyan has Buddha nature, why...

Venerable Golden Eagle saw her confusion and explained, "She just has an unstable mind."

"Jingyan is timid and sensitive because of her life experience. Deep down, she longs too much for Master Guangci's approval."

"It is precisely because of her independence and self-reliance that people often overlook her sensitive and fragile heart."

"It eventually led to the collapse of her faith, and along with it her Buddhist heart disappeared. From then on, she entered into the karma, and went deeper and deeper into it."

"Her fate with Master Guangci began because their hearts came together. Their fate ended because they no longer saw each other's hearts clearly."

"Because of a single thought, a good relationship turns into a dead knot. Jingyan is like this, Guangci is also like this!"

After listening to the words of the Golden Eagle Venerable, Xuzhou Jiao understood: Jingyan's unstable Buddhist heart came from her taking Master Guangci too seriously. She took it too seriously and lost herself and her original intention.

He was the god who saved me, but in the end he abandoned me.

No wonder Jingyan said those silent words before disappearing: Master, if you had not saved me in the heavy snow, I would not have returned to Guangciyuan with you.

Then, will we each have different endings?

Ps: Master Guangci: Jingyan, once you enter the Buddhist monastery, it is as deep as the ocean.

If you want to shoulder the heavy responsibility of the temple, it is not enough to just have a sincere heart. You also need the ability to educate the world and the understanding to save all living beings...