Rebirth in the end of the world, hold the ex's thigh tightly

Jiang Nian suffers from anxiety disorder.

The doctor said that long periods of darkness, coupled with the depressing environment of the end of the world, can make people more likely to feel anxious, which is normal.

There are many cases like Jiang Nian in the base. It's temporary and will be fine when daybreak. It's not a big problem. There are many cases more serious than his.

But Cheng Jing knew that his lover's situation was different from others.

In the infirmary, Jiang Nian, wearing black and white bear pajamas, sat quietly opposite the doctor:

He pursed his lips and lowered his head to pick at his nails. There was obvious fatigue under his eyes, the strands of hair in front of his forehead were drooping, and there was a small patch of hair on the top of his head, looking like he had just woken up.

She looked very well behaved. Occasionally, she would carefully glance at her boyfriend who was communicating seriously with the doctor, and sigh quietly in her heart:

He rarely messes up when it comes to big things, but he always fails to handle small things well.

Cheng Jing sat on the side, frowning and looking serious.

"Go back and relax a little, don't think too much, if you really can't, reduce your workload, stay in a brightly lit place as much as possible, and you will be able to adjust quickly."

The doctor just gave simple instructions with a smile and did not prescribe any medicine for Jiang Nian because what he had secretly taken was the right medicine for his condition.

Knowing their identities, I also tactfully asked if they had any more of this type of medicine.

Cheng Jing declined and took the person away.

Jiang Nian finally spoke after returning to the car:

"I told you it's not a big deal, seeing how nervous you are."

Cheng Jing smiled and turned to kiss him:

"Go home first."

"..."

Back in the dormitory, Cheng Jing cooked a small bowl of noodles for someone and mixed it with some of the braised sauce that his mother had sent him yesterday. It was very fragrant.

Now that I'm awake, I'll eat something before going to sleep. The main reason is that my appetite has decreased significantly recently, and I've been eating less snacks.

Jiang Nian didn't want to eat at first, but Cheng Jing fed him mouthful by mouthful.

After eating the noodles and sharing an apple, Cheng Jing went to wash the dishes. Jiang Nian sat cross-legged on the sofa, staring out the dark window in a daze.

"Every year."

Cheng Jing wiped his hands, walked over to him, half-knelt down, held his hand, looked up, his eyes full of heartache.

Jiang Nian pursed his lips:

"Ah."

"You should tell me if you feel uncomfortable, whether it's physical or mental, even if it's just a simple emotion or unhappiness. We are partners, there's nothing we can't talk about, and you don't need to pretend to be strong in front of me."

After Cheng Jing finished speaking, he kissed his hand, both to comfort and to encourage him.

Jiang Nian shook his head:

"I really don't feel unwell... I'm just a little irritated. I know my own situation, and it's not a big deal. There's no need to worry you..."

"Nothing about you is a small matter to me."

Cheng Jing interrupted him and pointed out the problem he wanted to hide:

"You are anxious about the extension of the polar night and think it is caused by the butterfly effect of your rebirth."

"I didn't... I was just... worried that if the polar night lasted too long, there would be a zombie tide. If it wasn't dawn yet, many people would die... This is what bothers me..."

When Jiang Nian denied it, he couldn't hide the anxious and impatient expression on his face. He subconsciously wanted to move his fingers, but Cheng Jing held them firmly. So he had to give up and lowered his head in embarrassment.

Well, his mood has indeed been a little unstable recently.

Cheng Jing's tone became serious:

"You have saved many people, but it is impossible to save everyone. You have not made any mistakes since your rebirth. You have done very well. Don't take such a big trouble on yourself."

"The weather forecast is not always accurate, not to mention that my previous life was so mysterious. Maybe I remembered the time wrong. Besides, you have more than one butterfly wing."

Something was wrong with this person when he discovered that the polar night was longer than in his previous life.

A normal person wouldn't get stuck in such a dead end, but Jiang Nian, who had been tortured and reborn, was not a normal person in either his mental or psychological state.

There are some issues that only he knows about, and he has been keeping them in mind from the very beginning. This is one of the reasons why he has always not wanted this person to take on too many things and put himself mentally exhausted.

He just felt relieved every year, but he was not cured.

"I know……"

Jiang Nian's shoulders slumped, and he leaned down and hugged his neck with both hands:

"I'm sick, will Brother Jing dislike me?"

It's a bit ridiculous. I managed to get through it 'successfully' when I was just reborn, but now my willpower has become weaker.

Cheng Jing said softly:

"It's not an illness, it's just that you worry too much. Take a rest and relax for a few days. I'll stay at home with you... Didn't you want to know how much gold we have some time ago? Take it out and count it tomorrow."

At this time, there is no need to preach or give earnest advice, just be at ease and accompany him to relax and adjust.

I heard that counting gold can make people happy.

Jiang Nian rubbed his cheek:

"Okay, don't tell my parents about my situation, so they don't worry and blame you for not taking good care of me without knowing the problem."

This kind of emotional value can only be given by his brother in the world because of his family background.

……

Although he doesn't work with his teammates, Cheng Jing can handle a lot of things at home.

In addition to counting the gold with Jiang Nian, he also made various plans to deal with the zombie tide with Minister Wang and Zhou Li over the phone.

In order to cheer Jiang Nian up, Li Shuhui also asked him to bring Xiao Qi over to play with them for a few days.

Just like that, when Cheng Jing was busy, Jiang Nian was counting gold and playing with Xiao Qi, and dressed Xiao Qi up to look "noble".

When Cheng Jing was not busy, the two of them counted gold together and played with Xiao Qi, discussing whether it would be better for Xiao Qi to wear a big gold chain as thick as a thumb, or a gold necklace.

Sometimes after Cheng Jing finished a phone call, he would find the man and the dog lying on the floor and asleep. He didn't need to take any medicine and wouldn't suffer from insomnia.

"..."

A few days passed like this, and fortunately things did not develop in the worst direction. Just when everyone thought that the city would be surrounded by zombies in the polar night, the sky slowly brightened.

On January 1, dawn arrived after more than a month of darkness.

As the sun rose again, a massive zombie outbreak occurred across the country.

Because they received warning information in advance, the weaker bases and shelters were evacuated urgently with the support of large bases and the army, minimizing casualties.

There are two ways of rescue against the zombie tide. One is the support of personnel and weapons, which is suitable for large bases.

The second is to disband and evacuate the entire base. This method is aimed at small bases and private shelters.

The military will evaluate whether to carry out a large-scale purge based on actual conditions.

The strength and resources of S Base in this life are not as good as those in the previous life. Moreover, during the polar night, internal conflicts broke out and the S base was unable to take care of itself, so it was naturally unable to take care of the small bases that it had previously bought and controlled.

Finally, after "a reasonable operation", the evacuation mission of Base Z was handed over to Cheng Jing.