After rebirth, the leader only wants to be with the shadow guard

Ying Shiyi's heartfelt words always made Lou Jingyu lose his temper, and he felt like a breath was stuck in his chest.

In his two lifetimes, Lou Jingyu has only ever received this kind of treatment in front of Ying Shiyi.

If it were someone else, if they were to make him angry like this, they would have been crushed into pieces by Beidong Bahuang long ago.

Lou Jingyu felt sorry for him being so humble, took a breath to calm himself, and asked him: "What status do you put yourself in?"

Ying Shiyi hesitated for a long time and looked at Lou Jingyu's expression cautiously.

After a long while, he said, "I am the master's shadow guard. I have been loyal to the master all my life, and now I am also the master's male favorite..."

Lou Jingyu frowned so hard that he could pinch a fly to death.

There was a cold expression on his face.

He couldn't bear to see his Eleven being so self-deprecating and self-deprecating, putting himself in a position where he could be summoned and dismissed at will.

"Eleven, you are not a male favorite..."

Obviously, the entire Chiyang Sect knows that Ying Shiyi is his sweetheart and his treasure, but why is Shiyi still so cautious and dare not overstep his boundaries?

She actually put herself in the position of a male favorite...

Lou Jingyu felt mixed emotions, heartache, self-blame, and a hint of anger...

The anger was not directed at him.

But in this second life, he had clearly placed his Eleven by his side, but he still made Eleven suffer for so long.

Sometimes mental suffering is more unbearable than physical pain.

Even though the bed was soft, Lou Jingyu couldn't bear to kneel.

He pulled the person over, hugged him, and touched the top of his head.

When he spoke, his voice was a little hoarse due to the violent fluctuations of emotions.

"Eleven, take a rest first. I'll go out and be quiet."

He was afraid that his face would not look good and might scare Eleven, so he explained and left Canglan Palace.

I can no longer control my emotions.

Only then did Lou Jingyu realize that no matter how arrogant he was, the deep feeling of powerlessness when facing Eleven would still hurt him.

As soon as he went out, he slapped the door frame.

He didn't even dare to comfort Eleven and tell him not to be anxious and confused.

Because he was afraid that the eleventh company would be uneasy, he tried his best to restrain his power because of his master's words...

"master?"

Mingyue was worried that he might get hurt, so she asked cautiously.

Lou Jingyu waved his hand and asked her to go back to take care of Ying Shiyi. He went to the study and asked someone to call Lian Jue over.

"When are you going to check on the Medicine Demon's movements?" he asked.

Lian Jue looked at Lou Jingyu, who was even colder than usual, and couldn't help but wonder, his master was always cold and didn't have many mood swings, how could someone who could make his master like this -

So far, there is only the eleventh movie.

Is this a quarrel?

But he didn't dare to ask more, and quickly replied: "We will leave in the next two days."

"Ah."

Lou Jingyu wrote on the paper, stamped it with his seal, and handed the paper to Lian Jue.

"Take my letter and go to the capital before investigating the Medicine Demon. Go find Zhao Buchi and tell him that I have made up my mind and agree to cooperate."

"You go and discuss the details of the cooperation. Give the evidence on the Ji family that you collected earlier to Zhao Buchi, and let the people behind Zhao Buchi quickly deal with the Ji family!"

This was not a sudden impulse, but an idea I had had for a long time.

Like him, Zhao Buchi has a mortal enemy relationship with the Ji family.

Their cooperation started from now on.

Lou Jingyu had originally decided to agree to the cooperation, but was delayed by so many things.

Now that I’m in a bad mood, I think of it again.

When I think of my past life, I think of the Ji family.

Lian Jue finally understood that the master was angry and was using the Ji family to put out the fire first.

However, they had discussed this matter before and all agreed to it, but it had not been implemented yet. Now that the master has remembered it, they, as subordinates, will do it.

"Send another letter to Sect Leader Qiao of Linggu Mountain, asking him to teach his daughter a lesson and make her behave herself!" Lou Jingyu said again, this time with obvious anger in his words.

Lian Jue nodded repeatedly, probably thinking that this was the main matter that his master asked him to explain.

He thought that Qiao Shuhe was really lucky as he was driven down the mountain before his master got angry.

It's really a lucky coincidence that I have such a good fortune.

But I guess the master is very meticulous about Ying Shiyi's matter and will not let this woman off in the future.

Lian Jue silently lit a candle for the woman in his heart - out of courtesy, without any sympathy.

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At this moment in Canglan Palace, Ying Shiyi was wrapped in the small quilt that Lou Jingyu had given him before he left, sitting on the bed and looking in the direction where Lou Jingyu left.

I have made my master angry, he thought.

Ying Shiyi's heart was filled with regret, and his eyes seemed to have lost their luster all of a sudden.

Why can’t I be more patient?

Why would I say that to my master?

As a result, the master got angry and left.

Will the master not want me?

The life in the past few months has been like a dream. The days in Canglan Palace with the master, the days when I was traveling, and the days when I lived in Dajue Temple. Now they seem as beautiful as bubbles.

Ying Shiyi is now unable to tell whether it is reality or his own fantasy.

He knew that dreams would also be broken, but the duration of their existence could be long or short, just like the duration of his stay with his master.

He also wanted to believe what his master said, but he didn't dare to.

It’s not that I don’t trust my master, but that I don’t trust myself.

Ever since he came to his master's side, he always wondered what it was about him that won his master's favor?

I clearly don't have any outstanding qualities, so why is my master so good to me?

My value to my master is the value of a knife, but there are many such knives in the secret cabinet, and all of them can be replaced.

Now that I don’t even complete my mission, I’m no match for a knife.

My master pampers me, but what does he love about me?

Even they haven't done that till now.

It seemed like he could not bring anything to his master, but it was his master who always took care of and cared about him.

Ying Shiyi felt uneasy when he first moved into Canglan Palace, but the feeling of being cherished and held in the heart by Lou Jingyu made him addicted.

He is not a fool. Although people in the dark room always say that he is dull and can't speak, he is actually very sensitive to other people's emotions. He can feel that his master's preference for him is real.

That's why I'm even more nervous.

He didn't know what kind of love his master had.

Is it the love for an object or the love for a loved one?

Ying Shiyi humbled himself to the ground in front of Lou Jingyu, obviously unable to believe that it was the latter.

He also felt that his master only kept him by his side because he liked him for a while. The liking for an object is always temporary, fleeting like smoke and clouds. But even so, it was enough for him to savor it for the rest of his life.

When his master said that he was the only one, his heart was so excited and full of hope, as if he was in eternal spring.

But when he calmed down and thought carefully, how could he allow a man like his master to occupy his life? He didn't want to get in the way of his master.

After all, human greed has no limit.

In the past, when I was secretly guarding my master, I never thought about being able to be by his side.

Later, I gained the favor of my master and stayed with him for a long time, and gradually I wanted to stay with him longer.

By now, even more expectations have arisen, and they need reason to suppress them.

The master should be paired with a good woman.

The ones that the Ji family sent before were not good enough, so he had an excuse to boldly delay.

But now that a woman like Qiao Shuhe wants to pursue his master, he has no reason to stop her.

He should have left quietly.

But the master is so angry.

He couldn't stand his master's cold face and departing back. His heart ached and his body seemed to hurt too.

"Master..." He opened his mouth but started sobbing.

He threw back the quilt and got out of bed, running stumblingly, but he did not see Lou Jingyu anywhere in or outside Canglan Palace.

I couldn't help but panic.

He wanted to apologize to his master, say that he was wrong, and hoped that his master would not abandon him so soon.

He still wants to stay with his master.