After rebirth, Bai Yueguang fell in love with me at first sight

The start of school in February is coming soon. Cheng Si tries his best to adjust his mindset, attend classes seriously and study hard to separate himself from other emotions.

Cheng Si knew that Jin Li was a picky eater, and since both his mother and Jin Li were in the hospital, which was only one stop away from No. 1 Middle School, he had time to cook for them in the rented house and bring them to the hospital.

Because of this incident, Jin Li, who was originally fed up with staying in the hospital, suddenly became very happy to stay there. During this period, Cheng Si did not forget to care about his studies and asked his teacher to get him the test papers that were usually distributed. Jin Li felt that it was not necessary.

But when her hand was almost healed, she still obediently picked up the test paper he brought and did it.

Once, Zhao Zhi happened to see me doing homework. She even teased me, "Why didn't I realize that you love studying so much before?"

Jin Li laughed nonchalantly when he heard this, "He is physically disabled but mentally strong. What can I do? If I didn't write anything, he would be angry with me."

"Finally, someone can teach you a lesson," Zhao Zhi was very satisfied and patted his shoulder. "Study hard and your mother won't bother you anymore."

Zhao Zhi picked up the fruit she had brought as she left the ward. She also visited Yu Yanqing on this trip.

Yu Yanqing was going to start chemotherapy in a few days, so she cut her long curly hair, leaving only a bald head. Women of all ages love beauty, but now she can't put on makeup. She felt a little depressed when she was bare-faced.

Zhao Zhi didn't show much reaction when she saw Yu Yanqing like this. She smiled at Yu Yanqing and said, "A beauty is still beautiful without hair. I was wondering why Cheng Cheng is so beautiful. She looks a lot like you."

As the saying goes, you should never hit someone who smiles at you. Although Yu Yanqing was inevitably embarrassed to be in contact with Zhao Zhi because of Cheng Si and Jin Li's matter, she did not turn her face away and smiled faintly at Zhao Zhi, "Thank you."

Zhao Zhi knew that it would be impossible for others to accept that her son was with someone else's son, so she did not bring up the topic.

I just chatted about family matters and expressed my concern for her condition. "Don't think too much. If you relax, your illness will heal faster. I heard that your health will deteriorate after chemotherapy.

It just so happens that a friend of mine has made similar nutritious meals for others, and the results were quite good. I will ask and sort it out and send it to Xiaoyan later."

Yu Yan, who was sitting next to him, also said, "If you ask, send it to me right away."

Seeing that they had chatted long enough, Zhao Zhi offered to go back first, "Sister Yan, take good care of yourself. I'll come to see you next time."

After Zhao Zhi left, Yu Yanqing rubbed her temples with a headache.

"Sister, what's wrong?" Yu Yan asked with concern.

"You are such a good sister... you are so talkative,"

Yu Yan chuckled when she heard that. "I guess what you actually want to say is that she is a little too enthusiastic and natural, or that she is thick-skinned? Even if I don't tell you, you know the reason. Her son's personality is also like her. Our Cheng Cheng is probably stuck with her and it's hard to get away."

Yu Yanqing didn't comment on what she said and changed the subject, "It's almost noon, right? Cheng Cheng has been coming to deliver meals these days, so you can ask him to come less often and just eat in the cafeteria."

"Sister, what can I say about this? You can tell me yourself," Yu Yan did not agree to this request, but after thinking about it, she replied, "I don't know what happened. I saw Cheng Cheng has lost some weight these days. You should take care of yourself and don't let the child worry."

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After Yu Yanqing started chemotherapy, she gradually lost weight and her mental state was not good. Yu Yan hired a nurse to look after her daily life, and she would come to the hospital to accompany her sister when she was free.

Because of his mother's illness, Cheng Si asked his teacher to cancel this year's competition. He also told his teacher that he would not attend the evening study session and moved his test paper directly to the hospital to write it.

Yu Yanqing had advised him against this at first, but as the body's immunity declines, people are inevitably vulnerable when they are uncomfortable, and it would certainly be better to have family around.

Cheng Si often comes to the hospital, which leads to him meeting Jin Li less and less. Cheng Si is actually a little anxious now. His memory is getting less and less over time, and he feels very powerless.

He no longer remembers the scene when he first met Jin Li, but he only remembers opening his diary every day to review every detail of their past and to make a record of the new day.

Now, every time he faced Jin Li, his heart always ached, but he was also afraid that he would see him less and less.

In order to make up for this feeling of loss, Cheng Si never had any conflicts with Jin Li again and indulged him in many things.

Jin Li felt a little anxious when he saw him being so submissive. They now slept in the same room at night, and Jin Li found that he slept very uneasily every night.

Sometimes he would wake up from a dream, shaking with daze. At this time, Jin Li could only hold him in his arms and comfort him, "Did you have a nightmare? It's okay, it's all fake."

Cheng Si would often not be comforted at this time. Instead, she would become more emotionally broken and keep crying silently.

Her eyes were red from crying, but when she got tired, she would immediately return to her normal state, and then explain in a hoarse voice, "I'm fine, I just had a nightmare."

Then, under Jin Li's complicated gaze, she apologized to him and lay back on the bed. "We have classes tomorrow, so let's go to bed early."

After saying that, he hugged Jin Li tightly, closed his eyes, and then fell into a deep sleep.

After repeating this several times, Jin Li saw that he had gained some weight but gradually lost weight, and he felt distressed and worried, "Doudou, tell me what's wrong, I can help you solve it, okay?"

And Cheng Si always gave him a faint smile with a shake of his head and a sentence, "I'm fine."

The situation was getting more and more serious, and Cheng Si said nothing, so Jin Li could only force him to see a psychiatrist. If there was something Cheng Si couldn't tell him, at least seeing a doctor could make him feel better.

The results of the examination were not surprising. Cheng Si had severe anxiety disorder. This was based on Jin Li's description of his condition these days and his behavior. Cheng Si did not answer any of the doctor's questions.

The doctor explained Jin Li's condition very tactfully. "Since he won't cooperate, I don't have any way to treat him. If it's because of his mother's recent illness, as you said, his mother's recovery or slowly guiding the symptoms may help."

Jin Li frowned after hearing this. It made no difference whether the doctor said anything or not. It couldn't solve any problem at all.

He also knew that he had to counsel Cheng Si, and he did so basically every night, but Cheng Si still had nightmares and continued to lose weight.

The doctor saw his face suddenly fall, paused and suggested, "You can also use some medication to treat it."

Jin Li curled his lips when he heard this. "If it can be cured by taking medicine, what do we need doctors like you for?!"

Jin Li was also anxious because of Cheng Si's condition during this period. He was always polite to others, so his attitude towards the doctor was not very good.

Even if you have never taken these psychiatric drugs, you know the harmful effects they have on the brain.

Cheng Si was sitting quietly beside him. When he heard Jin Li's sudden bad mood, he went over to shake his hand and said to the doctor apologetically, "I'm sorry, doctor, he didn't mean to say that."

The doctor was in a relatively stable mood and nodded, "It's okay. I understand your emotional instability."

Cheng Si suddenly felt that this doctor's emotional intelligence seemed to be low. Afraid that Jin Li was really emotionally unstable, he pulled him out of the clinic.

Instead, she comforted him, "I'm actually fine. I just have nightmares. It's not as serious as the doctor said. Just buy some sleeping pills."

Seeing him like this, Jin Li pinched his fleshless face in anger and said, "Can taking medicine be good for your health? I'll ask someone if there's anything that can help you sleep. You should give me milk to drink every night before bed. Don't think about anything else. If you want to go see your mom, I'll ask my aunt to prepare a meal for you to bring over. Do you hear me?"

Cheng Si nodded with a sour look on his face after hearing this, "I understand."

"Don't just know that you have to do the best. If you don't gain weight after a while, don't go out. Stay at home and eat every day," Jin Li warned.

After hearing this, Cheng Si smiled happily for the first time in such a long time, "I'm not a pig."

"Pigs are much easier to raise than you," Jin Li curled his lips when he saw Cheng Si finally smile.