I am cannon fodder, but I can hug thighs

Gu Zhou said goodbye to his family because of a brothel girl. This incident caused a stir in the capital for a long time. Words like unfilial son and playboy were specifically used to refer to Gu Zhou. Other noble sons would be beaten nearly to the point of breaking bones by their families once they were found to have entered a brothel, for fear that they would follow Gu Zhou's example and be bewitched by a brothel girl.

"Which is more important? You are comparing the importance of a girl you have only known for half a year with your parents who have raised you for more than ten years. I think you are really out of your mind. You haven't been able to get rid of the water in your brain in the past ten years!" Song Shiqiu sneered, "If she doesn't care about her own life and wants to die for a man, everything is her fate. Why should we pity her?"

Gu Zhou looked at Song Shiqiu in astonishment, raised his head and laughed: "I thought you might have changed after getting married, but I never thought you are still the same as before. If your wife heard what you said, I don't know how sad she would be."

"Don't compare my Ah Jin with that woman." Song Shiqiu disagreed. No matter what the situation, Lin Jin would not do such a stupid thing. "She is not a canary who regards the love of men as her life. She is a person who cherishes her own life and even the lives of everyone. She will never let her life end so cheaply."

"This woman not only belittles herself, but also uses herself as a bargaining chip to make you make an unfilial choice. You compare such a woman with my A Jin. Do you really think that I will not punish you?" Song Shiqiu held the armrest, his eyes like a wolf, with an implicit warning.

Gu Zhou paused while drinking his tea and said, "Perhaps I was wrong. I was a little impulsive back then, which led to the current situation."

Song Shiqiu smiled sarcastically. If Gu Zhou really knew he was wrong, these ten years would have been enough time for him to reflect on it. Gu Zhou didn't think he was wrong at all.

"I said one thing wrong. You are different from before. You were free and unrestrained back then, without any scruples, and no one could persuade you." Song Shiqiu sipped his tea leisurely. The edge of Gu Zhou had long been smoothed out. "If I had known this would happen, why did I do it in the first place?"

The living room fell into an eerie silence for a moment.

Gu Zhou suddenly looked around: "Why can't I see Miss Song Er? She is now..."

"Bang!" The teacup in Song Shiqiu's hand hit the table, shaking it. "We haven't seen each other for many years. Why don't you stay at my house and have a simple meal today? I'm a little tired now, so I'll let the housekeeper take you around the house. Please forgive me if I haven't entertained you well enough."

Gu Zhou looked at Song Shiqiu in confusion. He knew that Song Shiqiu treasured his sister Song Er, but although he was a playboy, he was not a vile person. He didn't want to do anything to Song Er, he just asked out of concern.

Why are you so angry?

Even if there is a strict rule between men and women, she wouldn't get so angry just by asking a question.

"But the second Miss Song should be in her twenties this year, and it's rare for her to still be unmarried at this age." Gu Zhou couldn't help but mutter. Although the second Miss Song was a famous talented woman in the capital, and had a brother like Song Shiqiu, it was normal for her to be picky, but this was a bit too picky.

Twenty is considered an old girl anyway.

Under Fang Zhining's care, Xiao Changle's injuries gradually improved and the wounds have healed. Although the wounds still hurt after strenuous exercise, he has no problem with daily walking.

"Your injuries are almost healed. You can go out for a walk if you have nothing to do. You are not staying here all the time. Are you planning to escape again?" Fang Zhining came in with a bowl of medicine. Seeing Xiao Changle sitting there in a daze again, he handed the medicine to her and said, "Take it and try it."

Xiao Changle stared at the dark medicinal juice. Ever since she recovered, Fang Zhining had been using her to test the medicine, treating her like a medicine man. He said that he had never seen anyone with a physique more suitable for testing medicine than her.

She took the medicine bowl and drank it in one gulp: "I'm back. I can feel it."

"What do you mean you're back? Liu Zhengqing?" Fang Zhining was about to ask her how she felt, but was stunned by her words, "Liu Zhengqing also cast a Gu on you?"

This shouldn't be the case. If she had been poisoned, she would have discovered it long ago.

Xiao Changle looked at her, but it seemed like he was looking at the sky behind her, his sight had no fixed place: "No, it's her, she's back."

"Her?" Fang Zhining frowned, a little worried about her behavior. Would she do something stupid again? "Let me tell you, Lin Jin is not in the capital now. If you do something stupid again, no one will look for you this time."

"After so much trouble, we finally rescued you. Please give us some peace of mind. Isn't it good to be alive? If you are not happy living in this place, then go to another place. The world is so big, you just haven't met someone who makes you happy." Fang Zhining felt tired and didn't understand how a little girl could be so depressed. "You think life is meaningless, that's because you regard other people too important."

But the most important thing in this world is yourself.

Xiao Changle looked at the small ball that looked like the moon that Lin Jin had someone send to him before he left: "That's not what I meant."

"Then what do you mean?" Fang Zhining sat down opposite her leisurely. Lin Jin had specifically told her to keep an eye on Xiao Changle. If Xiao Changle died, she would not be able to explain to Lin Jin. She always kept her word. "Why don't you tell me? There's no one else here anyway. I'm famous for keeping my mouth shut. You don't have to be embarrassed."

Xiao Changle: "..."

can not tell.

"I'm serious." Fang Zhining winked at her, "I wouldn't tell it even to Liu Zhengqing."

Xiao Changle took a deep breath. Perhaps because he had never told anyone before, he didn't know how to start the conversation: "I'm just a substitute for someone else."

It can't be said that she is a stand-in. She is not even a stand-in, but a container. A stand-in at least has life, while a container is just an object.

Fang Zhining glared at her with deep hatred, stood up with his hands on the table, bent down and got closer to Xiao Changle, as if he wanted to see through everything in her heart. Xiao Changle looked at the enlarged face in front of her, and then waved a finger in front of herself.

"Nonsense, no one is a substitute for anyone else, you are you, you can't replace someone else who is not you, and others can't replace you. My master said that no matter how similar the medicinal properties of two herbs are, even if they can be replaced at some point, they are still different. People are like medicine, there is no such thing as complete replacement."

"If anyone tells you that one herb can completely replace another, they are lying to you. If that were true, there wouldn't be so many herbs in the world." Fang Zhining sat back down, his expression becoming calm. "You, little girl, have been indoctrinated with wrong ideas, which is why you are so pessimistic."

"No one is unimportant, it's just that you haven't found your own value. Buddha said: Life is like a mustard seed, but the heart contains Mount Sumeru."

Xiao Changle's sight finally came to the point. She looked at the scattered hair that fell in front of Fang Zhining and raised her hand to help her tidy it up: "Really?"

Fang Zhining looked at her movements, a little surprised: "You..."

"She's back." Xiao Changle looked away. "The person I originally replaced, she's back, and I'm still..."

"So you are free. If you must think like that, it definitely doesn't mean that you have no value, but that you are free. You don't need to continue to be someone else's shadow. You can live a good life and enjoy life forever. You deserve to enjoy life forever."