My boss betrayed me

However, what did he lose? Justice and conscience!

Although he seemed to know nothing, and although he was not directly involved in the dirty, despicable and despicable planning and operation, he felt that he was more despicable and shameless than Qin Hui, who sold out his country for fame and fortune and was infamous for eternity, and more hypocritical, cunning, sinister and vicious than the corrupt and notorious Heshen.

He was stuffed into the safe by his friends like garbage, and he took the money stained with blood and sin as a victim. He really did something shameless and shameless and still wanted to pretend to be a good person.

He felt that his character was even worse than that of a naked prostitute. He felt so ashamed and embarrassed that he wished he could find a crack in the ground to crawl into and never come out again.

What bad things will happen in the future? It is estimated that there will be more despair, suicide, debt collection, fierce fights, and other messes that make people collapse and despair, and who knows how many more families will suffer from bad luck and calamity.

As long as the money is not recovered, the tragedy may be repeated inhumanely and cruelly at any time, and every tragedy is an unpayable debt of justice and conscience, which makes people feel suffocated, miserable and hopeless.

He knew that from now on he would no longer have the face to touch that sacred, noble and pure poetry.

How can a person who even despises himself be qualified to write poetry? The filth of one's personality cannot taint the purity and sanctity of poetry.

For the first time in his life, he thought of the word "calmness" and felt the existence and preciousness of "calmness" for the first time.

He has a deeper and deeper understanding of these two words than anyone else.

Human selfishness and greed often make people forgive their own irrelevant and absurd behaviors, thus increasing their capacity for calmness, which can usually tolerate many shortcomings and mistakes and maintain superficial balance.

Therefore, people often ignore its existence. They do not know how lucky they are. They only regret it when they lose it.

Humans do have a wolfish side, but once that wolfish side runs wild like a wild horse that has broken free from its reins and exceeds the limits of what humans can tolerate calmly, humans lose their psychological balance of peace of mind.

Life's own need for calmness will be like a mountain pressing down on one's head, overwhelming all the short-lived pleasures brought by material wealth. Living itself will no longer have the real meaning of life. This is just a waste of time and is simply seeking death and self-destruction.

Frankness is a priceless treasure and a rare treasure that everyone is born with. Only those who have lost it can deeply understand its immeasurable and incomparable value.

When people realize this, they often have to pay a heavy price that is unbearable and painful. They either commit suicide in despair or live in darkness and fear for the rest of their lives, regretting it beyond measure. But there is no medicine for regret in this world!

As a human being, you don't have to be as noble as a saint who is detached from the mundane world and out of touch with the world, because nobility is, after all, an unattainable and distant requirement of social morality.

But you cannot live without calmness, because calmness is an indispensable necessity for your life. Therefore, even if your IQ is so high that it can break through the sky and break the horizon, and you can cunningly evade legal sanctions, your behavior should leave a way out for calmness, a glimmer of hope for yourself, and a way to survive.

Because the next opponent is yourself. It is the instinct of your human nature. Don’t dig a hole and bury yourself alive. When the time comes, no one will be able to help you by crying out to heaven or earth. It will be extremely miserable and there will be no recovery!

Now, there are only two paths before him that are related to life and death, and survival. Either he grits his teeth and endures the severe pain to survive tenaciously, or he closes his eyes and bids farewell to this complicated and turbulent world and chooses death.

Survival means enduring endless suffering and torture, while death means complete liberation and no more pain. He must make a difficult choice between the two, which is a matter of life and death. It is really a life-threatening choice, making him so entangled that he wants to die.

On a weekend with sunshine so bright that it was almost blinding, Li Yichen was troubled by the boredom in his heart and lungs, and felt very uncomfortable. He simply gritted his teeth and stomped his feet, and decided to go out to change his mood that seemed to be stuck together by glue, and to get rid of the turbid air that seemed to be pressed by lead blocks.

He staggered into a restaurant that exuded an elegant atmosphere, hoping to sort out his tangled thoughts in this peaceful and tranquil atmosphere.

In the restaurant, the faint fragrance of flowers lingers in the air, and soft and soothing music flows quietly like a gurgling stream.

Li Yichen randomly picked a seat by the window and sat down, nonchalantly ordering a cup of coffee. His eyes were so empty as if he could absorb everything, and he stared straight out the window. His whole body seemed to be tightly shrouded by a thick haze.

At this moment, the crisp sound of high heels, like a mountain spring hitting rocks, came from far away.

Li Yichen subconsciously turned his head and saw Nangong Yue walking into the restaurant with graceful and elegant steps.

She was wearing a simple yet fashionable white dress. Her long hair cascading down like a waterfall swayed lightly on her shoulders. Her exquisite and impeccable makeup made her look like a fairy who had fallen from the heavens to the mortal world, so bright that people dared not look directly at her.

Li Yichen's eyes were instantly lit up like a 1,000-watt light bulb, and a surge of surprise surged in his heart, "Oh, isn't this the beautiful Nangong Yue! This is such a jaw-dropping coincidence!"

Nangong Yue seemed to have also keenly caught this gaze that was hot enough to melt ice. She followed her feeling and looked over. Then her face blossomed with a smile that was unexpected and joyful like a blooming spring flower. "Hey, Li Yichen, you look so bitter. Could it be that you were ruthlessly abandoned by some beautiful girl with a vicious heart?"

Li Yichen glared at her angrily, "Stop making fun of me. I'm tortured to death by work, and my life is worse than death. Unlike you, you are so cheerful and happy every day."

The two looked at each other and burst into laughter. Nangong Yue swayed her body like a dancing butterfly, walked quickly to Li Yichen's table, and sat down gracefully like a swan.

"Long time no see, Li Yichen, why are you sitting here alone, looking so sad and gloomy?

Could it be that you are hiding in this corner, worrying about me and thinking about me day and night?" Nangong Yue said playfully, blinking her big eyes that seemed to be able to captivate the soul.

Li Yichen smiled bitterly and shook his head desperately, "Alas, I'm not as leisurely and carefree as you think. But you are dressed so gorgeously and charmingly, don't you think you have some mysterious and romantic date?"

Nangong Yue gently pursed her lips that were as beautiful as ripe cherries, and said with a smile as bright as the warm spring sun: "Humph, I won't tell you.

But I'm not as relaxed and carefree as you think. My work is almost crushing my body. I feel like I'm turning into a workaholic who doesn't care about his life."

The waiter came over at the right time, and Nangong Yue ordered a glass of juice that was as colorful as a rainbow, and then continued to chat lively with Li Yichen.