Genshin Impact: I was sent away by Yaksha at the beginning

"Bai Xue, are you afraid of something?" Xiao always had a feeling recently that she must be hiding something very important from him, so she became different from before.

Just as he vaguely guessed the future separation, the desire to "keep her forever" grew in his heart, and he deliberately indulged in it, or in other words - no longer restrained it.

When did this terrible desire begin?

Xiao is not sure.

Hearing Xiao's deep words, Ling Mengxue's heart suddenly tightened and beat uneasily.

Sometimes Xiao saw through her too clearly, which made her a little scared.

"Don't think about hiding it from me. It's not difficult for me to read your thoughts."

Ling Mengxue really wanted to say to Xiao: "Let's run away. Let's run away to a place where no one can find us and no one knows us." But where could she escape to?

The reason why she couldn't refuse Xiao was because she loved him. Although she wanted to stay by his side forever, it was obviously impossible now...

"In fact, maybe I hope to stay in a safe place and be protected." Ling Mengxue said this, but in her heart she was thinking, "You are finally a little selfish. Even though it hurts me, you didn't let go."

But if I let Xiao die because of my selfishness, then I will not be able to hold on in this strange world when the only person who loves me disappears.

Ling Mengxue imagined the worst possible ending. Tianli always wanted to find Mr. Zhongli to find out the truth. If she was ultimately too late to prevent this tragedy, then what kind of pain would Xiao, who didn't understand the truth, fall into?

Her mind was in a mess. If Tianli hurt or directly killed Mr. Zhongli, what would she and Xiao do then?

she does not know.

Ling Mengxue secretly tugged at Xiao's arm, but it didn't move at all.

Xiao seemed a little angry, with a fierce light in his eyes.

Come to think of it, there are so many things I should explain to him, but I still haven't said anything.

Xiao looked at the girl beside him with mixed feelings.

He didn't want to hurt her, but he really couldn't let her go. This contradictory and loving feeling could only be conveyed to her in this way.

Love in the world is so complicated, with endless love and desire, mottled and faint resentment and pity. Sometimes he even wants to question her again and again, why can't she stay?

Looking at Xiao who seemed really angry, Ling Mengxue moved her lips and was about to say something, but the boy bit her lips into his mouth.

"!"

It was completely different from the usual gentle kiss. The unpurified wild fairy power rushed directly into her mouth. Just like what she had experienced before, it was a little too stimulating for her.

"Do you hate it?"

In an instant her eyes were filled with tears.

It took a long time for Xiao to leave her lips. His breathing became rapid, but his hands were very gentle. Bai Xue seemed to like having his hair touched.

But what Xiao said was not gentle at all.

"I don't know why you don't believe me."

"That, ha, um, that..." Facing Xiao's questioning, Ling Mengxue didn't know how to answer for a moment. She had clearly agreed with him that she would trust him no matter what happened, but the Emperor was of great significance in Xiao's heart. If the Emperor really fell due to the law of nature, she would not be able to explain it no matter how many times she opened her mouth. Could Xiao really trust her firmly at that time?

"I know you're not the kind of person who can be made to surrender by locking you up, but I really have this urge now. I regret it every day these days."

Perhaps it was the withdrawal that almost drove him crazy during this extremely long week, every night when he woke up in the middle of the night and struggled to wake up and found that she was not around.

Or perhaps one day, after he had performed the Nuo dance ritual to ward off evil spirits, murderous intent and evil forces invaded his mind. He lay quietly in the nest he had built, with fleeting thoughts lingering before his eyes.

Ling Mengxue found that Xiao's voice was a little shaken, because it was too dark and Xiao probably couldn't see her expression clearly.

"Can you please consider me this time? Don't hide anything from me anymore, Bai Xue."

Click, click, Ling Mengxue could no longer control herself, and the tears in her eyes dripped onto his chin.

Xiao was a little overwhelmed by the girl who suddenly started crying.

"I'm sorry...I'm sorry. Did I say something wrong? Shirayuki?"

Xiao was at a loss as to what to do to comfort her, his voice full of regret.

"I'm sorry, don't cry."

"No..., um, I'm, sorry..."

Ling Mengxue's tears kept dripping down. After coming to this world, even when facing death, she didn't shed a single tear.

Once the valve was opened, the sadness that had been suppressed in her heart burst out instantly. Ling Mengxue burst into tears in front of Xiao. It was the first time she cried so loudly since she came to the continent of Teyvat.

"I really want to be with you..."

"I know. Don't cry. It's my fault."

Xiao had no idea what was going on, but he was busy comforting her. His voice and hands were so gentle that Ling Mengxue cried even more sadly when her hair was gently stroked.

"What's wrong with you, Shirayuki? I'm going crazy. Don't cry, Shirayuki."

Holding her arms and chest tightly to make her feel at ease, Xiao tried to coax her in a hoarse voice.

Ah, I really don't want to leave him.

"I want to see your face." Ling Mengxue held up Xiao's face. Realizing that she might not be able to look at him as carefully as she did now in the future, her heart felt like it was being torn apart.

Ling Mengxue thought, I was the one who did something wrong, but it was Xiao who suddenly became the sinner. This shouldn't be the case. Although she thought so in her mind, her tears could not stop flowing.

Finally she cried and fell asleep.

Xiao's attitude became more cautious. Xiao was not the kind of man who could coax others, but Ling Mengxue's tears seemed to be too much of a blow to him.

He treated it with the same gentleness and care as if it were a glass doll.

"Well, I'm really fine..."

"You're not okay at all. It seems like this sentence is almost becoming your catchphrase."

"If one day you find out that it was me who hurt the Emperor, what are you going to do?" After hesitating for a long time, Ling Mengxue decided to ask this question.

"......" Xiao had never thought that the girl would ask such a difficult question. Would someone as kind as Bai Xue do such a thing as hurting the Emperor?

"Don't be polluted, I will not show mercy... I mean, since it's "you", "you" should be able to remain firm. " Xiao didn't know whether Bai Xue would be satisfied with such an answer, but the Emperor was indeed a special existence to him. Without the Emperor, he would not be who he is now, and he still owed the Emperor too much.

"If one day, I hurt the Emperor, you will take over..." Ling Mengxue secretly made up her mind.

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