Become the villain boss to be defeated in the game

Before Xiao Shi left her body, Fu Hua took the initiative to reach out and embrace this law enforcer who possessed humanity and was chivalrous and courageous.

"Although you are a Herrscher, I know that you are not the embodiment of evil, nor a puppet of Honkai," Fu Hua responded to the admiration of the Herrscher of Knowledge, "You are a good child, and I like you very much, too."

Xiao Shi raised a satisfied smile and left Fu Hua's body.

The Herrscher core was integrated into Pan Yue's heart.

After Fu Hua's consciousness returned to her body, she returned to Tianming with Pan Yue.

"Bishop, please help me contact my sister," Pan Yue stood in front of Qiu Shijie with a gloomy look on her face, "I have something to ask her."

"You haven't cut off contact with her since you came here," Qiu Shijie replied, "If you have anything to ask, just ask as usual."

"it is good."

After hearing this, Pan Yue paused, nodded slightly, and left the Tianming headquarters in a hurry.

Looking at Pan Yue's departing back, Qiu Shijie sighed.

Sister Xiaoyue is so perceptive that nothing can be hidden from her.

After returning to the dormitory, Pan Yue did not rush to contact the White Flower Witch. She locked herself in the room and remained silent all day long.

Ever since what happened with the Herrscher of Consciousness, her heart has been unable to calm down for a long time.

Now, I don’t even have the courage to contact the White Flower Witch.

Pan Yue is trapped in her own cocoon of contradictions.

Is she really a Herrscher who fights for humanity?

Are all these things you do really based on your own heart?

Is she really being herself?

She increasingly felt that this was not the case.

Neither destruction nor protection is her true intention.

At first, she had the same wish as the magical girl Pan Yue - to save herself and make herself happy.

But there are always two forces pulling at her. Will it benefit everyone or destroy everything?

She didn't even want to choose.

All of this is too difficult for her to decide now.

Personally, she does not love the world, it can even be said that she hates everything.

She hated all the injustice and indifference she had suffered.

All the previous efforts to save the world were just imitating the shadows of others.

Only when she saw those Herrs, those girls who suffered the same inexplicable hardships as herself, she truly wanted to do her best to change their lives and endings.

She saw miniatures of herself in those girls: Miyuki Asakura and Mei Raiden who suffered from school bullying; Bronya who pursued independence and broke free from control; Lillian and Wendy who were chivalrous and fulfilled their duties as Valkyries but received no good rewards; the Herrscher of Knowledge who could not distinguish her true self and pursued the form of a sage; and the protagonist Kiana, who was tied by fate to the burden of saving the world.

These are all parts of her, yet they are all different from her.

Pan Yue didn't want to destroy the world, but he couldn't go on anyway.

Anyway, she is not a real god. As the White Flower Witch said, she is just a mortal girl and does not need to carry so many things.

She decided to stop the script.

"Sister," Pan Yue contacted the White Flower Witch again after making a decision, "You created this copy for me, not just for me to play and make me happy, right?"

"You want me to become a god too, don't you?"

"Don't you like it?" came the voice of the White Flower Witch.

"I used to like it very much," Pan Yue said, "but now, I just want to return to the life of an ordinary girl."

“I want to know what kind of person I will become and what kind of things I want to do.”

"Even if you will encounter more hardships in the future, will you not be afraid?" The White Flower Witch advised helplessly, "I really don't want you to continue to live a life trampled into the mud by fate. If you leave here, you will lose everything you have now and become a fragile, helpless mortal again."

"I... of course I know," Pan Yue sat on the bed, hugged her legs with her arms, rested her head on her knees and took a deep breath, "I have only lived in that world for 22 years. How much suffering will there be in the future? Seeing the lives of these Herrs, I dare not even think about it."

"......" The White Flower Witch listened silently.

"But if you want me to become a god, I'm not ready for that yet," Pan Yue declined the White Flower Witch's kindness, "Sister, please help me pause time and space here. I'll come back when I'm ready."

"......Okay." The White Flower Witch agreed to Pan Yue's request.

The entire time and space stagnated, and the soul of the human Pan Yue returned to her own time and space.

At the age of eighteen.

At night, dream.

The humans and demons in this world often wage war, but humans are obviously inferior to the demons in strength, and they are always hiding from the demons and fighting guerrilla warfare.

Everyone is a combat weapon, regardless of age.

It was the middle of winter, and Pan Yue's soul traveled to the body of a little human girl who was wrapped very tightly in a Russian modified winter military coat and a cute little woolen hat on her head.

In order to protect the children, the adults went out to fight the monsters, leaving the children with weak fighting power in the attic.

There are plenty of supplies here to keep the children alive.

"Pan Yue," one of the adults looked at Pan Yue nervously, with a hint of hatred in his eyes. The moment Pan Yue noticed, he retracted his gaze, "Remember not to make any sound."

Pan Yue opened her round, black eyes like grapes and nodded seriously.

All the adults hurriedly told the other children not to make any noise and not to open the attic partition out of curiosity, and not to leave even if they heard any strange noises.

All the children agreed obediently.

The adults left the attic and ran into the dark to ambush the attacking demons.