In the end of the world, I want to be the queen of zombies

In the backyard of the Phoenix City Lord’s Mansion, in Chen Mengmeng’s room.

Countless golden spots of light appeared out of nowhere and rushed towards Chen Mengmeng.

Chen Mengmeng, who was lying on the bed, suddenly opened her eyes. Her originally clear eyes now looked unusually haggard.

"Failed again?"

"Why doesn't it still work?"

Chen Mengmeng's words were full of helplessness, but her expression did not change at all.

Maybe it's because she has experienced the same thing too many times.

Over the long course of time, she has become completely numb.

Chen Mengmeng's time-traveling ability records the moment when she awakened her time-traveling ability.

But every time she uses time travel, the time node will move back one second.

And today is the 32nd day since she awakened her superpowers.

She used time travel to return to the present time point.

This means that she has repeated it 276 million times at the same time point.

To put it simply, it can also be understood that she has been reborn 276 million times

After 276 million repeated attempts, no matter how hard she tried, Phoenix City was never able to escape the catastrophe three years later.

Chen Mengmeng didn’t know how long she could hold on.

She had been walking alone in the dark for too long.

The same experience was repeated 276 million times, each time for three years.

All in all, she has been struggling for a full 830 million years.

Perhaps some people would think that the ability to control time is the greatest gift from God.

Because no matter what you did wrong, you can easily go back to the past and eliminate the wrong decision in advance.

But for Chen Mengmeng, the ability to control time is not a gift, but the most vicious curse in the world.

She would rather have never possessed the ability to travel through time, and have been completely wiped out along with everyone else in the catastrophe three years later.

I also don't want to repeat the same mistakes again and again like I am doing now, and witness with my own eyes again and again that the people I care about most die in front of my eyes.

The most terrifying thing in this world is that you are given countless opportunities to change the future and save yourself.

But no matter how hard you try, you can't change the final outcome.

In fact, Chen Mengmeng also thought about giving up.

But she didn't dare, nor was she willing to do so.

The hope of the entire Phoenix City rests on her.

If she gave up, Phoenix would really be destroyed.

Completely disappear from this world, with no chance to come back.

What's more, she has persisted for 830 million years. How can she be willing to give up now?

Every time, Chen Mengmeng had the thought of giving up.

She would always tell herself this in her heart.

Try again, hold on a little longer.

Maybe next time, I will succeed?

That's how she is, constantly deceiving herself.

Then again and again, it keeps revolving in time.

At this moment, Chen Mengmeng really hopes that there is a kind of superpower in this world that can erase all the memories in her mind.

Being immersed in the long river of time for many years has made her memory very messy.

At the same time, her ability to perceive everything became very indifferent.

Going back in time again and again has made her forget how to get along with others normally.

At the beginning, she would look for everyone to face future problems together.

But later, she was too lazy to tell anyone what would happen in the future.

Instead, a person hides in a corner, trying to change everything that will happen in the future by his own methods.

Chen Mengmeng now may have lost all her feelings for Phoenix City.

He even has no feelings for Su Li, his best friend.

Now she no longer cares about anyone or anything.

The reason why she still insists on reincarnation is not for anything else, but simply because of the obsession in her heart.

Repeating the same thing over and over again.

Everyone around me became like NPCs.

No matter what happens, these people will be back to the way they were three years later.

This feeling is enough to drive a normal person completely crazy.

Although Chen Mengmeng is not crazy yet, she is almost there.

She had even begun to doubt the reality of this world.

Maybe everything that is happening now is not real at all.

All of this was just a dream before she died.

Maybe she has never awakened her time ability.

The real her had already been completely killed by Liu Moli in the C City base.

In silence.

Chen Mengmeng sat up from the bed and glanced at the time on the communication bracelet.

In fact, she didn't need to look, she really knew the current time, because the starting point of this reincarnation was only one second later than the last time.

The reason she looked at the time was just a habit she had developed over the years.

After checking the time, Chen Mengmeng immediately got out of bed, walked straight to the parking lot, drove an SUV, and left Phoenix Island.

She did not tell anyone about her departure, nor did she leave any letters or messages for Su Li.

In fact, in the past, she had made various choices.

At the beginning, even if you fail in the future, you will not have any regrets.

Chen Mengmeng once strongly requested that Su Li and Lin Lu hold their wedding.

Chen Mengmeng has attended hundreds of such weddings.

However, no matter how meaningful something is, it will become meaningless if it is repeated over and over again.

Therefore, in the end, Chen Mengmeng was completely fed up.

Every time she returned to the corresponding time and space node, she no longer said anything, and was too lazy to talk to anyone.

Instead, he drove directly away from Phoenix Island and completed his mission alone.

Perhaps at the beginning, Chen Mengmeng would feel that utilizing the power of a team would be better than fighting alone.

But later she found that whether she was alone or everyone was together, the progress of things would not change at all.

So Chen Mengmeng thought, instead of letting everyone spend their last moments in panic.

It's better to tell them nothing and let them get on with their lives.

If she succeeds, everything will be fine.

If she fails, there's no point in saying it.

Why add to the trouble?

As for the end, Chen Mengmeng was too lazy to communicate with anyone.

She has lost the desire and ability to communicate with others.

In Chen Mengmeng's world, she hasn't spoken to anyone for nearly a million years.

She is like an emotionless machine, following the programmed instructions and continuously executing preset operations.

Chen Mengmeng didn’t even know whether she was still considered a human being.