Siheyuan: I have a system and I smile with satisfaction

Sha Zhu's statement did not let Zhao Shan and Zhou Shen let down their guard.

"If you're like this, then we'll leave you alone. Who told you to say that? Unless you swear and give us some convincing reasons."

Sha Zhu was a little confused. Zhao Shan and Ni Daguo were good friends, but why did Zhou Shen also protect him? It seemed that he was not simply afraid of Ni Daguo.

"No, are you guys too sensitive? I told you, it was just a small conflict, really, a small conflict. If I dare to disrespect a big country again in the future, I will let you deal with me as you please, is that okay?

Besides, I had a very good relationship with the big country in the beginning.

Later there was a little contradiction.

I’m not a person who holds grudges.”

Sha Zhu tried hard to prove himself.

Zhao Shan said, "I'm going to ask Uncle Daguo. If Uncle Daguo doesn't allow you to be treated, neither my master nor I will treat you."

Sha Zhu looked at Yang You, and Yang You nodded, "My apprentice is right. If the big country doesn't want to treat you, I won't help you. You can find someone else."

Shazhu was really dumbfounded, this couldn't be possible.

He looked at Zhou Shen, who waved his hand and said, "I didn't ask clearly before. If you knew about this and still suspected that it was the Daguo who did it, I wouldn't have hired you."

Sha Zhu was even more dumbfounded, "No, brother, I, I really don't have anything to do with Daguo, how about this, I'll go meet him, that's ok."

Sha Zhu has been tortured by the disease and is unable to bear it, otherwise this would not have happened.

Without waiting for others to act, he ran away.

Zhou Shen...

"Is Shazhu so anxious?"

Zhao Shan nodded. "Of course he is worried. I have seen his condition. If he doesn't get proper treatment, his spirit will collapse and he may even go crazy."

"Really?" Zhou Shen really didn't know that Sha Zhu would be like this.

But he did this because he wanted Sha Zhu to go find Ni Daguo.

Ni Daguo wanted to take Sha Zhu in.

Maybe he wanted to take advantage of him.

Sha Zhu ran back to the courtyard and looked for Ni Daguo but couldn't find him.

Sha Zhu was as anxious as an ant on a hot pan, because he found that he was about to have manic episodes again. His brainstorming was about to start and his head was already hurting.

He went back and grabbed a handful of painkillers and stuffed them in his mouth.

If I don't eat this, I can't stand the headache anymore.

The headache was relieved, but the storm in his head did not stop completely and began to drive him crazy.

He grabbed a dagger and stabbed his arm. The pain made him sober up a lot.

He was afraid that if he continued to be manic, he might commit suicide.

Anyway, every time he had an attack, he wished he could understand himself.

It was like a wild beast trapped in a cage, guided by manic emotions and with an uncontrollable storm.

The storm wanted to destroy everything, including himself.

Every time an attack occurs, he would grab himself tightly, making his hair a mess and even pulling out many strands.

Last time, he had torn out several strands of his hair, and when he regained consciousness, he saw blood all over his head and face. His arms and thighs were covered with marks of self-inflicted injuries.

When an attack occurs, the heart is filled with crazy despair, as if reality and oneself are torn apart, and the soul is severely torn.

It was as if there was a demon living inside him, wanting to destroy him at all times. Qin Huairu had described to him that when he had an attack, the muscles on his face were twisted, he roared in anger, and sometimes he would pound his fists against the wall or the ground, roaring hysterically.

Only such madness would make Qin Huairu, who loves money like her life, feel fear.

Otherwise, Qin Huairu would not have left him on her own initiative.

Sha Zhu felt that he was about to explode, he couldn't go on like this. If he continued like this, he was not afraid of death, but he was afraid that he would hurt himself to the point where he couldn't take care of himself. He was afraid of the pain of this process and the infinite abyss.

Sha Zhu stuffed the last pill of sleeping medicine into his mouth.

This was the only thing Qin Huairu could do before when he went crazy, which was to feed him a lot of sleeping pills.

But there is only one sleeping pill left, I hope it will work and allow him to fall asleep.

Then, in order to prevent himself from hurting himself, Sha Zhu tied himself up with ropes and trapped himself at the head of the bed.

But when the brainstorm started, he still couldn't control himself.

He struggled hard, but because he tied himself up, he bit the ropes hard with his teeth, and painful howls came out from between his teeth.

The veins on his tightly clenched hands were exposed.

There were veins on his forehead, and his thoughts gradually began to no longer belong to him.

His soul was torn apart once again, and various scenes from the past flashed through his mind.

One moment it was the scene when his father was playing with him as a child, and the next moment it was the scene when his father abandoned him and He Yushui.

Sometimes he was drinking and chatting happily with Ni Daguo, and sometimes Ni Daguo was beating him up.

……

There were flashing spots all over his eyes, and he didn't know how terrible he looked now. These spots were the result of blood oozing from his eyes.

Blood mixed with tears began to slide down.

His mouth was wide open and his hysterical roar was getting louder and louder.

A series of incomprehensible desperate words came out of his mouth.

He was fighting the brainstorm with all his might.

The whole person seemed to be immersed in mania, unable to think, without consciousness, and all actions were instinctive.

Just when he felt he was about to collapse, his head suddenly drooped and he fell into a coma in an instant.

With his sleeping pills taking effect, the room finally fell into darkness and silence.

In fact, the people in the courtyard had heard the noise a long time ago, but when Sha Zhu went crazy, no one dared to come forward. They had seen it before, and the scene was terrifying.

Every time Sha Zhu roared, the sound would echo throughout the courtyard, scaring many children to tears.

In fact, the people in the courtyard really wanted to drive Sha Zhu out.

I’m afraid that when Sha Zhu goes crazy, he will come out and hurt people.

Fortunately, every time he went crazy he just stayed in his room and didn't come out.

Of course, if he goes crazy outside, he will beat people and smash things. For example, he overturned all the customers' tables, so no one asked him to cook anymore.

Zhao Tiande’s brows were wrinkled so tightly that they almost formed a pimple.

There was a deep frown between his brows and helplessness in his eyes. He was now worried about how to solve the problem of Sha Zhu.

Sha Zhu has nothing to do now. He did something wrong before and lured several young people in the yard to a fireworks display.

Is that what a normal person should do? Fortunately, it was discovered early and those young people were restrained.

Now those idle young people who like to play have been handed over to Ni Daguo, and Ni Daguo had long been handed over to Zhou Shen.

Zhou Shen has many ways to control these young people and none of them dares to cause trouble.

Of course, the families of these young people were also consulted.

The family members also said that as long as these young people have something to do and don't go astray, they will be well managed.