The book-crossing case happened! The villains all want me to go to jail

Chapter 212 Beyond Loss of Control, Numbness and Despair

Xie Xuan lay weakly on the bed, tightly embraced by the sun, as if wanting to merge into one with him.

Xie Xuan'an's eyes were half open and half closed, as if he was thinking about something vague, and his mind was obviously not on the present.

It was not until the sun was almost out of control and he was out of breath that Xie Xuanan said:

"I'm tired. I'm going to sleep."

Although Taiyang was reluctant, he still stood up. He kissed Xie Xuan'an lightly on the face and then leaned close to his ear.

The lights went out and the room fell into darkness.

Xie Xuanan was the most sober at this moment. Feeling the hot body temperature approaching again, Xie Xuanan did not move, and he secretly breathed a sigh of relief.

The sun is enjoying this moment of tranquility.

"Wife, what are you thinking?"

He whispered in Xie Xuan'an's ear.

"Do you like me? Or not? Why?"

Xie Xuan did not answer.

"Is it because I'm not good enough?"

The sun muttered to himself.

"We are one kind of people."

Xie Xuan'an remained unmoved and closed his eyes, but the sun did not stop.

"Wife, what's wrong with you?"

"Are you sad?"

Xie Xuan'an frowned slightly and was unwilling to speak.

"Is it because of me...to your brothers and friends...?"

He paused suddenly, then looked incredulous.

"Wife, you wouldn't..."

“You really have feelings for them.”

Xie Xuan'an frowned even more tightly. Taiyang stopped talking, but just hugged Xie Xuan'an tighter, and then fell silent.

"Wife...?" He spoke again after 20 minutes, his tone plaintive and accusing.

"what happened to you?"

Xie Xuan frowned.

"I......"

He paused, and then spoke slowly after a while.

"I think......"

"You don't seem to love me very much."

As soon as this sentence came out, Xie Xuan'an replied immediately.

"No, I love you."

Taiyang was stunned, a strange smile appearing on the corner of his mouth.

"really?"

Xie Xuan'an closed his eyes and stopped looking at him.

"Ah."

Taiyang suddenly leaned over and pressed on Xie Xuan'an.

"Do you really love me, wife?"

Xie Xuan'an was squeezed so hard that his breathing became rapid, and he spoke with difficulty.

"Yes, I love you!"

Taiyang took Xie Xuan'an's hand and placed it on his chest.

“Feel my heartbeat.”

Xie Xuanan put his hand on it obediently and could feel the strong heartbeat.

But he was not happy and had a bad feeling in his heart.

"Wife? Why are you ignoring me? Is it because of your brother and friends? Because of what I did to them?"

Xie Xuan'an didn't say anything and pulled his hand back, but the sun moved closer to him, almost face to face.

"I said I would take care of anyone who got in my way."

Taiyang's eyes gradually became anxious and his voice became louder, "I have given so much for you, how could you do this!" He clenched his fists and his body trembled slightly.

Xie Xuan'an remained silent, which made Yang even more excited. He paced back and forth in the room, breathing rapidly.

"Speak up! Do you have me in your heart?"

"I have you in my heart."

a mess.

Once you cross the red line, there will be no turning back.

By the early morning, the sun was asleep.

Xie Xuan'an opened his eyes wide and stared at the ceiling motionlessly.

Like waiting for the verdict of fate.

An unknown amount of time had passed. Xie Xuan'an's buzzing ears could no longer hear any sounds from outside, only the sound of his own heartbeat.

He sat up slowly, his whole body was wet, his face was pale, and his eyes were empty.

When he saw the blood, he did not show any expression of fear, but instead glanced at it indifferently.

His slightly long hair stuck to his forehead tightly and stickyly.

After sitting for a while, he stood up and walked into the bathroom to take a shower, like a stiff zombie.

The hot water warmed his body and he slowly closed his eyes, but his mind was filled with images of him and the sun.

He is counseling himself.

"Who am I?"

"I am the wife of the sun."

"I...I won't kill you."

"I won't kill you."

"I will never lay a hand on you."

"Because..."

"I love you..."

Turning to stare at the mirror, his eyes were red and scary.

He had never been so embarrassed.

He touched his wrist tremblingly.

The sun clenched very tightly last night and already had deep marks.

Sun was asleep in the bedroom, but he seemed to be having a nightmare. His brows were furrowed, his lips were slightly open, and he was mumbling.

When Sun woke up and heard the sound of water running in the bathroom, he thought about what happened last night.

He walked uncontrollably towards the bathroom and flung the door open.

The bathroom was filled with mist. Xie Xuan'an was facing away from him, with the shower spraying over his head and the sound of water dripping.

He didn't notice the man who suddenly appeared behind him and stood there in a daze for a long time.

Xie Xuan'an's back was covered with dense marks and some old injuries.

After a while, he slowly turned his head.

"Are you awake?" His voice was stiff. It was only one night, but it felt like centuries had passed.

Afterwards, Xie Xuan stared at the mirror calmly, speaking in a gentle tone.

"You go out first, I'll call you after I finish washing."

Taiyang pursed his lips, seemingly dissatisfied with the result. He took a step forward.

"Why don't you hug me."

Xie Xuan was stunned for a moment.

"Why do you want me to hold you?"

This rhetorical question made Taiyang a little hurt. He thought Xie Xuan'an had a little place for him in his heart, even if it was just pretending, instead of treating him as a complete stranger and asking indifferently, why do you want me to hug you?

It's like a drop of water falling into a lake. Apart from causing tiny ripples, it doesn't cause any waves at all.

"I..."

As soon as he opened his mouth, Taiyang was blocked back. Xie Xuan'an said coldly, "What?"

Taiyang was stunned and speechless for a long time, with the disappointment on his face obvious.

Xie Xuan'an didn't say anything. He lowered his head and continued to rinse, washing away every inch of dirt on his body.

The atmosphere of stalemate.

The sun felt very aggrieved.

He couldn't stand Xie Xuan'an's strange attitude, as if they had never met before.

This made him very uncomfortable.

He walked forward, pulled Xie Xuan'an up without saying a word and hugged him in his arms.

"I already told you I loved you last night."

Xie Xuanan lowered his eyes and said calmly, "I said that too."

"But I only saw your attitude towards those people."

Taiyang's hand slowly stroked Xie Xuan'an's back, soothing him with a gentle voice, and his tone was a little low, "You have to accept me. This is my request."

Xie Xuan'an did not answer. He was held in his arms and did not move.

He didn't hug him back, but just let the sun hug him.

"You have to stay by my side..."

His voice gradually softened, as if he was coaxing a child, "Don't ever leave me. Okay?"

If he dared to say something bad, he would kill him.

But no one would refuse this request.

He knew Xie Xuran would not refuse him.

“Stay with me forever.

forever and always.

My favorite..."

Xie Xuan'an closed his eyes and did not answer him, nor did he respond to his kiss.

The sun is a little unhappy.

At this moment he just held him.

He didn't understand why he couldn't give him a response.

They are clearly close lovers.

Why no response?

"Xuan? Are you still thinking about what happened last night?"

Xie Xuan'an suddenly pushed him away, turned his back to him and began to wipe his body.

He had his back to him, so he couldn't see his expression or what his mood was.

Taiyang pursed his lips and said nothing, just lowered his head.

He stretched out his hand and touched Xie Xuan'an's body with his fingertips.

I could feel Xie Xuan'an's body trembling slightly.

But the sun still stared at him with its cold eyes.

"Why? Why? Why isn't this something a couple should do? Why? Why? Why can't you accept me?"

Xie Xuan'an didn't say anything.

But the movements of my hands were getting faster and faster.

The sun got closer behind Xie Xuan'an.

"Why don't you want to be a real couple with me?"

This sentence seemed to touch Xie Xuan'an's nerves.

He turned his head suddenly and glared at him.

"Who do you want to be a real couple with!?"

"I want to be with you."

"Want to be with me?"

Xie Xuan'an narrowed his eyes and looked at the unrepentant look of Yang, a hint of extremely cold murderous intent flashed across his eyes.

But in the end he calmed down and responded calmly.

"Oh."

"What are you going to do to me?"

"Why don't you leave yet?"

"I won't leave." There was a hint of crying in the sun's voice.

Then he reached out to hug Xie Xuan again.

"sorry."

Xie Xuan did not refuse him.

His voice echoed in the bathroom.

It seemed that because the two were too close, water dripped from Xie Xuan'an onto his neck.

Cool feeling.

The sun's eyes closed slightly and he murmured softly.

He heard Xie Xuan'an say.

"sorry."

sorry?

Is his wife apologizing to him?

The sun swept away the loss in an instant.

"Wife? Have you forgiven me?"

"sorry."

Although he couldn't see, he still heard Xie Xuan'an's gentle voice.

He couldn't help but hug Xie Xuan'an, kissed his neck, bit him, and whispered, "I am your husband. For life. You can only be mine in this life."

After saying that, he bit Xie Xuan'an, as if he had gotten his approval.

Although Xie Xuan'an seemed to dislike him, his actions spoke louder than words because Xie Xuan'an did not reject him again.

No matter what he does.

Even though he had completely crossed the red line, Xie Xuan'an did not resist anymore.

Until night.

Lying on the messy bed.

"..."

Both fell into silence.

Taiyang lay on his side on the bed, looking at Xie Xuan'an, whom he was holding, with burning eyes.

He murmured softly, as if admitting his fault.

"I did not do it on purpose."

Xie Xuan did not answer.

"I know you haven't forgiven me for what happened last night...but I really can't help myself."

The sun licked his lips, and his tone became ambiguous.

"So you can't hide from me anymore."

After saying that, he deliberately blew a breath on Xie Xuan'an's neck, ruffled his hair, and looked at him with burning eyes, as if asking a question.

Xie Xuan'an didn't say anything, but closed his eyes, as if he agreed with what he said.

He didn't open his eyes, nor did he deny it, as if he had accepted everything.

This made Sun feel a little confused.

Xie Xuanan closed his eyes. In the darkness, he sighed softly, "I don't know what you are talking about."

He didn't want to think about what happened last night.

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