Siheyuan: Crossing the two worlds, if you don't obey, you will be a beast

However, just as the last note of this gripping ballad slowly fell, the thoughts that were originally immersed in memories were suddenly pulled back to this cold and cruel reality without any defense, just like a kite with a broken string. The indescribable feeling of loss, like an invisible ghost, quietly rose from the most secret corner of the heart, and then tightly entangled the vulnerable heart, and no matter how hard it struggled, it could not get rid of it. This scene really makes people feel sad and full of sorrow.

After countless thrilling life and death tests and unimaginable hardships, Han Chunming finally succeeded in getting rid of the various constraints imposed on him by Su Meng. At this moment, he gained a brand new life like a phoenix nirvana.

He slowly raised his head, his deep and resolute eyes staring straight at the boundless and vast sky above. Then, he took a deep breath, letting the fresh air fill his chest. Then, he exhaled for a long time, as if to release all the boredom, grievances, helplessness and depression that had been accumulated in his heart for a long time.

This foul breath seemed to carry his countless bitter tears and painful experiences, including the countless troubled thoughts that had made him toss and turn and unable to sleep at night. However, at this moment, as this breath was exhaled from his body, these chaotic thoughts gradually dissipated like smoke, leaving his body and mind.

At this moment, Han Chunming felt that he had never felt so light and free, as if he had instantly unloaded the huge burden that weighed thousands of pounds on his back. This sense of relief made him immersed in an unprecedented joy and comfort, as if all the pressure and worries had disappeared.

What was even more miraculous was that the energy contained in this breath of foul air seemed to have no end. It not only took away the disturbing thoughts that had long been entangled in his mind, but also turned into an extremely sharp and unstoppable sword, ruthlessly severing the intricate and entangled relationship between him and those ignorant, green and innocent years. From this moment on, he completely bid farewell to the past and embarked on a brand new journey of life.

Especially those lingering romantic debts incurred in youth due to impulsiveness, recklessness and ignorance, at this moment, as the foul breath slowly spit out, finally a heavy and resolute period is drawn. From now on, all the past love and hate, affection and hatred, right and wrong, gratitude and resentment and other complicated emotional entanglements will be like the fleeting clouds and light smoke, lightly floating away with the wind, and gradually disappear in the long river of time.

At that moment, he and Su Meng seemed to have become two parallel lines that would never intersect, each moving forward in their own life trajectory. All the experiences of the past quickly dissipated like a passing cloud, and there was no longer any connection between the two of them. From now on, "bridges are bridges, roads are roads", even if they occasionally meet unexpectedly on the busy streets, they will probably just pass by indifferently, like two strangers who have never met before, and even a brief exchange of eyes will seem so stingy.

Just as his wise senior brother Li Dongyu said: "My future is like a long, boundless and winding journey, which is full of heavy fog, endless unknowns and unpredictable severe challenges. Since that woman is by no means the one destined to accompany me for the rest of my life, why should I insist on this emotion and forcibly demand the love that does not belong to me?" These words were like a heavy hammer hitting his heart, and like a clear spring flowing through his chaotic thoughts, which made him suddenly realize and completely break free from the quagmire of obsession.

At this moment, he deeply realized that instead of continuing to pester, he might as well preserve the last bit of dignity for himself, then turn around with dignity and leave resolutely. Because only in this way can it be regarded as the most wise and self-interested choice at the moment.

As for many other complicated things, they are like a tangled mess of countless threads, which cannot be cut or sorted out. For example, who is behind the so-called clever arrangement of fate? Or the depth or shallowness of fate, why can some people meet, know each other and stay together for a lifetime, while others can only pass by each other and become a passing stranger in each other's life? These questions are too profound and complicated to be thoroughly understood.

In this case, let's just leave it all to God to judge! After all, with the limited wisdom and power of human beings, it is simply a foolish dream to want to completely control the laws of operation of all things in this world. For some things, even if we try our best to fight for them, we may still not get the ideal results in the end; and sometimes, when we are discouraged and ready to give up, fate will suddenly throw us an olive branch and give us unexpected surprises.

Therefore, life is full of too many uncertainties and variables. Instead of clinging to facts that cannot be changed, it is better to learn to go with the flow and accept God's arrangements calmly.

Looking at Su Meng, she seemed to have suffered an extremely heavy blow, and her whole body instantly lost its soul. At this moment, she was like a walking corpse, wandering aimlessly in the streets and alleys. Her steps seemed unusually heavy and slow, and every step seemed to require all the strength in her body. The originally beautiful face was now shrouded in pain and confusion, and her eyes were empty and lifeless, like two deep wells that had been dried up for a long time, and no ripples could be seen anymore.

She completely ignored the passers-by who were hurrying around her, and the various trivialities and episodes that were taking place on the street. At this moment, in her eyes, this complicated world seemed to suddenly shrink to the point where she was the only one left, standing alone, lonely and helpless.

She had no memory of how she dragged her heavy feet and slowly moved inch by inch like a snail back to her familiar home, or the hardships she experienced along the way. For her, this journey home was simply an endless, long and terrifying nightmare journey, which ruthlessly swallowed her into a bottomless abyss of darkness with no end in sight.

At this moment, her mind was like a tireless projector, constantly playing the warm and beautiful moments she had shared with him in the past. At that time, the two of them walked hand in hand leisurely on the winding paths of the park, and the bright and warm sunshine was like a golden veil gently draped over each other's shoulders;

Together, they enthusiastically tasted a variety of mouth-watering delicacies and happily shared the joy and satisfaction that every bite of food brought them!