Shancai Rebirth: My Choice

Shan Lai felt sad at his words.

He begged her?

What qualifications did she have to ask him to beg her? He was the flower on the altar, and it was her excessive demands and greed that pulled him down from the altar. He shouldn't be like this.

"Actually, you're right. Maybe if the time is right, we would be really suitable." Shan Lai can't see now, so she was more confident when she spoke. If she could see, she would soften her heart when she saw Lei's face. She suddenly felt that it was good that she couldn't see now.

"We are not suitable." The voice came clearly to her ears through the air, and she bit her lower lip lightly.

"You and I have never been suitable for each other. It was me who deliberately wanted to get close to you, and it was me who seduced you all the time."

"I don't want to be just suitable for you, I want to have a future with you."

"Don't say these meaningless words. No matter what you say, I will not leave. I will use my actions to prove to you that I am really changing. I can protect you and support you in doing what you want to do. I can give you everything you want and I have the ability to create a future for us."

"Please, believe me, for the last time." He said this very humbly. This was the first time he begged someone so humbly. This was the person he loved, so it didn't matter if he was humble. He didn't care at all.

As long as she didn't leave, he would do anything. He couldn't bear the pain of losing her again.

It would be a lie to say that he was not moved. Shan Lai closed his eyes and said, "I'm tired. Let's talk about these things later."

"I was in a coma for a year. My best 18 years were gone because of a misunderstanding. Everything was gone."

"The people I feel most sorry for are my parents, and I will also pay the price for what I have done." Shan Lai chuckled, slowly lay down, and pulled the quilt over her head. Now she just wanted to be a turtle escaping from reality.

Lei reached out and gently touched her head, "It's okay, I'm here, I won't leave you alone again, not today, not in the future, not in this life." He seemed determined to fight her to the death, and didn't take her previous words to heart at all.

Shanlai didn't say anything.

Then Kassell and others came in. Seeing Shanlai who had already fallen asleep, none of them said anything. Even Daomingsi, who usually threatened others, held back at this time.

In the following days, Nadel or Kassel pushed Shanlai outside in a wheelchair to bask in the sun, and Huaze Lei watched by the side without saying a word.

Nadel told Shanlai many times, but she just turned a deaf ear to him.

Before I knew it, another month had passed.

Shanlai keeps a happy mood every day, listens to the doctor and takes medicine for treatment, hoping that he can see the full moon soon.

I just pushed her to the hospital corridor to bask in the sun, and Nadel forgot to take her cell phone. She had a very important call waiting to be answered today, so she turned back to get her cell phone.

During this month, Shanlai was not idle. Although she was blind, her hearing was extremely sensitive. Nadel usually read out the plans reported by her subordinates to her and she would make the final decision.

She had experience in dealing with these things before, so it was not difficult for her to pick them up again. During this period, she also learned Spanish from Kassell. Fortunately, she could still hear even though she couldn't see, so she made some progress.

"Do you know the patient who lives alone on the 29th floor?" a nurse said to another while holding a document.

Shan Lai heard them talking, but the two of them didn't know that the patient on the 29th floor they were talking about was sitting not far from them.

"Of course I know, that little blind guy." The other nurse seemed to be a child who had just reached adulthood, and her laughter was as sweet as a silver bell.

The two people seemed to be unaware that the real person was not far from them, and continued: "The little blind boy has been lying in bed for a year, and suddenly woke up and couldn't see again. Maybe he will never be able to see again in his life. Tsk, tsk, tsk, it's really pitiful."

Shanlai tightened his hands on the wheelchair armrests and held on tightly, wanting to hear what they were saying.

"That's the truth. It's just pitiful that her parents knew that she might be blind for the rest of her life but still coaxed her by saying that her eyes would get better after a while. Haha..."

"Her parents are really worried about such a child."

"..."

They said something else.

She only heard those two sentences, "I'm afraid she will never see again in her lifetime."

"It's a pity that her parents coaxed her eyes to get better."

After a while, there was no sound of the two people talking.

"Shanlai, let me push you to bask in the sun." Nadel came back with her cell phone. She didn't know what was going on, but she still smiled and told Shanlai about today's weather, the shape of the clouds, and the growth of flowers and trees.

After she had almost finished speaking, I felt something was strange. Usually at times like this, she would smile and ask her this and that, so why didn't she ask today?

"Nadel, will I never see again?" Shanlai suddenly asked with a smile.

Nadel was caught off guard by her question and pulled the corners of her mouth with difficulty. Fortunately, she couldn't see the expression on her face now.

"How could that be? Didn't the doctor say that you've been lying in bed for more than a year and your eye nerves haven't adapted yet. You'll be able to see again after a while. Don't worry." Nadel comforted her in a soft voice.

She was very sad when she said this. She knew it was wrong to give her hope like this, but she had just woken up. How could such a proud person allow herself to become a blind and disabled person?

"Nadel, you are lying to me, right?" Shanlai smiled sadly.

Nadel bit her lips hard to stop herself from crying.

A few days ago, her attending physician told them some of her condition, that Shanlai might lose her sight for the rest of her life. Everyone was still coaxing and lying to her, and no one told her the truth.

Without hearing Nadel's voice, Shanlai understood something in his heart and just laughed, "It's okay, I just can't see, it's no big deal, I, I..."

She was speechless for a moment, her eyes were empty and lifeless, and she looked pitiful and funny as tears rolled down her cheeks.

"Let's go back." Shanlai wiped the tears from his face with trembling hands.

Nadel didn't dare to provoke her at this point, but just silently pushed her to the ward.

She didn't understand. She had kept it a secret before, so how did she suddenly know about it?