Shancai Rebirth: My Choice

When Shan Lai heard Kassell say that Daoming Si would also come, she was stunned for a moment and expressed disbelief, but she soon came to her senses. She could disbelieve Daoming Si, but she could not disbelieve Kassell, and he would not lie to her.

Kassell pursed her lips, hesitated for a moment, and finally mentioned the other person who took care of her, "And Hua Ze Lei, he also came to take care of you."

When hearing Hanazawa Rui's name, Shanlai's body shook uncontrollably.

Then, Kassell explained again what they saw in Country K a year ago, where Hanazawa Rui and Fujido Shizuka were lying together.

Shanlai lay on the bed with his eyes wide open and said nothing.

Kassell couldn't figure out what she was thinking.

After listening to Kassell's narration of the whole incident, she just pulled the corners of her mouth slightly and smiled, "Kassell, I'm tired, I want to sleep for a while."

Kassell thought she would be very happy, but he didn't expect her to react like this. He didn't ask, but just asked her if she wanted some water.

She shook her head.

After covering her with the quilt, Kassell sat on the chair beside her and looked at her face.

There is no change compared to before. Although she has been lying in bed for a year, her appearance is still the same.

After sighing, Kassell took out his cell phone and sent a message to Nadel.

Shan Lai closed her eyes, and the scene she saw a year ago kept flashing through her mind.

Yes, she still couldn't forget it.

Even if it was just a misunderstanding, she couldn't forget it.

It was because of this incident that she had a car accident and had to lie in bed for a year. She was unwilling to accept this.

Her golden yet worthless youth, the eighteen years old that should have been lived passionately but was so miserable, she spent it in bed, she wasted this year in vain.

A misunderstanding took up her whole year.

At this moment, she suddenly felt that love or not was not that important anymore, maybe they were really not suitable for each other.

During the year she was asleep, she seemed to be constantly experiencing the past, or as if she had a dream. In this dream, she seemed to see herself meeting, knowing, and falling in love with Lei. At the moment when she was about to enter the marriage hall, she seemed to see everything very vaguely. Although she only saw two figures, she could still clearly sense that the person was not her.

Perhaps the two hadn't met again in this year, so he entered her dream to remind her not to forget him. Maybe it wasn't him reminding herself, but she felt that he was in her dream, but in fact she just couldn't forget him.

No matter what, what happened happened, and no one can pretend that it did not exist or had never happened.

It is useless to glue the broken mirror together. It is broken. No matter how advanced the gluing technology is, it cannot erase the fact that the mirror has been broken.

If the tone of a piano is wrong, it can be adjusted back to normal because it is the fault of the strings. But what if both of you are wrong? Can you still stay together as if nothing happened?

She thought that she couldn't.

A broken rope will still have a knot no matter how you connect it.

It was her fault. She shouldn't have coveted something that didn't belong to her.

So what if her family background has improved, so what if she works hard to become better, to put it bluntly, she just doesn't deserve it.

It was at this moment that she suddenly figured it out.

Let them miss each other, they shouldn't have been forced to be together. She started over for him. Her life trajectory would not have originally had her involvement, but she wanted to force her way into it. It's better for them to separate, they will each welcome better people.

She is greedy and selfish. Being too greedy will get her nothing.

Her parents must have shed a lot of tears for her during this year. The people she felt most guilty towards were her parents. She felt unworthy of their upbringing and had failed to live up to their expectations of her.

She had been with Lei before, she had truly loved him, and she had also heard him say "I love you", which she was not sure whether it was just said casually or from the bottom of his heart, and she was content.

There is no good outcome for a relationship that is being maintained, there is no ending between them.

Let's just let this year's regrets pass by like this.

She is the heir of the Deng He family. She also knows that this year of sleep will bring a lot of pressure to her father. She is sorry for her father.

Then in the days that follow, let her wake up and try to take over the responsibility from her father's shoulders.

She can learn things she doesn't know, and she can work hard on a project she can't handle until she can get it. She is Deng He Shanlai, and she can't just think about herself. She was too naive and selfish in the past, and she won't do that anymore from now on.

She won't let her father down.

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The next day, one o'clock in the afternoon.

Nadel and others rushed to the hospital as soon as they got off the plane.

Everyone hesitated when they reached the door of the ward.

Naturally, they all learned from Nadel that although Shanlai had regained consciousness, he was still blind.

Lei lowered his head, his fingers trembling slightly. Could he finally see her? He really missed her.

Nadel was the first to push open the door and walk into the ward.

Kassell was concentrating on feeding her porridge with a spoon.

When he heard the door open, Shan Lai quickly swallowed what he had in his mouth before asking, "Who's coming in?"

Kassell knew it was his good sister without even turning his head. After all, only she could push the door open so loudly, as if she was going to push it down.

"Nadel." He just said this and went back to feeding her with the spoon.

After the doctor came and talked to her, she was unexpectedly calm. She cooperated very well with taking medicine and treatment, and did not shout about why she still couldn't see.

After Kassell fed her several mouthfuls, Shanlai fumbled to take the bowl and spoon from him and said, "I can do it myself. I can do it."

Unable to persuade her, Kassell had to carefully hand the bowl to her, and then used his hands to protect it to prevent it from falling.

Shanlai clumsily took the spoon and scooped a spoonful of porridge into her mouth, saying vaguely: "This porridge has no taste, I don't like it, please change it for me next time." She complained softly but continued to eat.

"Okay." Kassell smiled indulgently.

Daomingsi and others entered the ward and saw Shanlai whose eyes seemed to be unfocused.

Her eyes were very beautiful, the kind that were big and round like grapes, but now they seemed to have lost their luster, and it gave people a heart attack when they saw them.

Xiaoyou walked to Shanlai's bed tremblingly. She had heard Nadel say on the plane about what she couldn't see. At that time, she just felt a buzzing in her ears as if she couldn't hear what others said. Now seeing her like this with her own eyes, her heart ached.